Chapter 318, I'll try my best
"…Um, Ms. Romanov, don't you think it smells bad?"

"I should have answered this question before... I understand. Let me say it again."

"Uh, I didn't mean that~"

"I really like the smell of Zhuo. Leaning in Zhuo's arms like this, I feel that Zhuo really has a masculine scent."

"Then how did you see me before?!"

Zhuo felt that Ling's words just now seemed to look down on him, and he frowned slightly, but when he felt the arm behind him tighten a little, Zhuo's body trembled, and the expression on his face eased.

"That's not what I meant. It's just that if you stick it directly on Zhuo like this... the feeling will be more obvious."

It was rare that Ling's words were a little difficult to say. Despite this, Ling still confessed her feelings to Zhuo. As she spoke, she reached out and touched Zhuo's body. Although she was a little hesitant, her movements were still very delicate and careful, as if she was stroking a fragile object. So, Zhuo felt itchy first, rather than ashamed.

“…There have really been a lot of changes.”

"I'm sorry, but this is the best I can do. It's not very reliable."

"No. In your words, whatever is best is the best."

Ling slowly traced his fingers across the center of Zhuo's body.

Although Zhuo still doesn't have many obvious muscles now, thanks to the recent uninterrupted exercise, he is still tight and strong... At least the little belly that was fed by Ling has disappeared, thank goodness... Ling's fingers slid across Zhuo's vaguely visible abdominal muscles, confirming the touch.

Although the two were lovers now and had no intention of letting each other go, the itchiness, suffocation and shame came together, forcing Zhuo to bite his teeth and stop himself from making any sound.

"…If you want to touch me, you can do so, but if you touch me too much, something disturbing will happen."

Zhuo said so.

Ling raised his head, looked at Zhuo and blinked.

It was also now that Zhuo finally had the chance to see Ling's expression, or to be more precise, only the part above his nose. Ling's deep blue eyes were like a pool of lake water, misty, as if he was about to cry, or as if he had just cried... In short, seeing Ling's loving eyes, Zhuo realized how greedy he was at the moment, and felt a little annoyed.

However, the feeling of the fingertips brushing against his skin caused Zhuo's body to react in a very bad way, so he had to stop it at this point.

He doesn't want to do anything embarrassing.

"I say... After all, I am a man, and I have more problems than Zero~"

Zhuo finished speaking, thinking that such an obvious statement would make Ling restrain herself. In the end, she just took a last look at Zhuo's face, lowered her head again, and gently hugged Zhuo's back again - really, she has no intention of reflecting on herself at all. Zhuo thought tiredly.

"If you don't let go, I won't be able to control myself~"

Zhuo half-jokingly touched Ling's waist, and then she trembled as if in a stress reaction.

The trembling was very obvious, even violent. It almost made Zhuo feel that he had used a lot of strength and hurt Ling.

Maybe it was because Ling seldom interacted with people in her daily life, but Zhuo's slight touch made her body tremble. Zhuo didn't have to use much strength, but she reacted so sensitively.

Zhuo originally intended to just touch Ling a little and then stop there. After all, his purpose was just to make Ling reflect on his behavior. If Ling was unhappy, he would stop immediately. But Ling seemed to be trying to cover up something instead of being angry. She closed her eyes, pressed her forehead against Zhuo's chest, and hid herself again.

"If it's you, then it's okay, but..."

"Just?" "...Don't tickle me."

"..."

Zero pressed his entire body against him, completely hiding himself in his arms, and said these words.

Zhuo paused for a moment while trying hard to control himself from doing anything embarrassing or impulsive.

She said she hoped she could be more self-aware, but in the end she was even less aware of her own weapon!
Well--

Zhuo bit his lower lip with his teeth, relying on the pain to barely suppress the impulse, then looked down at the remaining whorl of hair that was buried in Ling.

"I'm serious. Although we are already lovers, the current situation is really not good... Are you clear about what I'm saying?"

Zhuo felt that Ling didn't realize the current situation, and if she took one more step forward, there would be no turning back. It wasn't that she needed to turn back, but they had just started dating, and they were confused just because of physical contact. If she took another step under impulse, it would be too much. Thinking of this, Zhuo had endured until now, and asked her in a confirming tone.

As a result, Ling's body trembled again after hearing this. In a place where Zhuo couldn't see, Ling's face, which was buried in his chest, blinked with deep blue eyes, and opened and closed his mouth, as if he wanted to say something, but he shrank back in silence, lowered his head, and hid deeper.

She didn't look like she was going to refuse or run away.

But judging from the slight tremors I felt on his body, I guess Zero was feeling shy.

shy?

Usually it was Zhuo who was embarrassed by Ling, but today it was the other way around... Although he didn't see it... Today he was the one who saw the embarrassing scene that Ling would experience, and Zhuo's sadistic heart was slightly aroused, making him feel a little happy.

However, although this scene is very rare, and it can be said that you may only see it once in your life, but if you go too far, Zero might do something that you can't expect - after all, she is a ruthless person who can remain calm even if her knee is broken, so you still can't make her angry and fight with you.

Even though I try my best, I won't really try my best.

"That's it... I feel like I might go too far if I'm not careful... or I'm afraid I'll act on impulse."

The rationality of a high school boy is not reliable at all... Although the soul has experienced a lot, it is the hormones in the body that control the human body's emotions, and the hormones in the body cannot be controlled autonomously. Just like a 40-year-old cannot be as energetic as an 18-year-old boy, an 18-year-old cannot remain calm like a 40-year-old man.

It is said that he is not tempted by the beauty, but in fact, he wants to be tempted but does not have the strength.

In short, if the situation was allowed to continue, he might be carried directly into the bedroom.

Zhuo wanted to cherish everything between him and Ling, and he also wanted to slowly cherish every minute and every memory between them in the future. If when he was old, he recalled his first time, and found that it was all a momentary impulse, an irrational behavior controlled by desire, and there was no process of love at all, it would be too sad - so Zhuo was unwilling to follow his instinct and directly skip the middle process with Ling and go directly to the last step.

Zhuo tried his best to squeeze out these words. After hearing this, Ling trembled again and secretly stared at Zhuo.

Zhuo suppressed his shame and gently stroked her head, hoping that this way the atmosphere between the two of them would calm down again.

"I beg you."

Zhuo told her softly.

"Well...I'll try my best."

In his arms, Lingyong nodded in a weak voice.

(End of this chapter)