Chapter 29 Do you want me?
After its body exploded and the body was infected with an unknown liquid, Su Ming's consciousness became strange.

The only thought in his mind was how to tear apart the prey's body and infect the whole body with their broken limbs and liquid.

Of course, there may be more than just pollution.

Those things I can’t figure out now, so I don’t want to think about them for the time being.

The most important thing is that Su Ming actually had a chance to reset, but he hesitated. Hesitation equals defeat.

Suicide... just using that knife would probably be very painful.

All the way back from such a long way, I was only wearing a very thin shirt.

Can feel cold, sometimes scratched by something...

But those pains could not offset the increasingly intense killing intent in his head, and would even become stronger.

A lot of pictures.

Originally there was only the urge to kill. but……

Gradually offset by a strange yet familiar touch.

woman.

Sleep with yourself every day. who is it?
When he was about to remember it, he was covered up by the killing again.

But so soft.

And very warm.

Fragrant... It's not blood, but it's also the food I like very much?
Something cold fell on my face, not rain.

Tears... what are they?
When something warm was applied to his eyes, the pain... slowed down, and the urge to kill seemed to fade away. I always feel like I have to think of something.

Very comfortable.

Not killing.

What is the prey doing to itself? I always feel that it can be more enjoyable, but I have forgotten how to feel more comfortable.

Until a certain time.

Suddenly I remembered what the soft objects I always played with were, and intermittent memories emerged... what I did afterward.

'…nz. '

Memories that surfaced stronger than before.

He has a desire that is equal to...or even greater than the urge to kill.

Crush the prey beneath you, not tear it apart, or anything else? what is that?
2 month 19 day.

Su Ming remembered everything.

The urge to kill has also disappeared.

The memories of abnormal times, how An Shiyao treated herself...how he treated her, are all completely imprinted in his brain.

"Mr. Su Ming... is such a lecherous person."

"I didn't expect that he would not be killed because of something like this. But this proves that... Mr. Su Ming still has the possibility of recovery, right? The security guard also said that... maybe a miracle will happen."

"Hurry up and get excited~ Maybe you can do it a few more times."

But Su Ming didn't get up directly now.

Still being served...very comfortable.

It's not that you can't have bad taste.

Mainly, the kind of love that almost melted into every sentence... made Su Ming a little unsure how to face it.

[Character: An Shiyao]

【Favourability: 99】

[Description: A girl who loves you deeply will do anything for you. You can trust that she will never betray you.]

Is it already close to the full value?
hiss.

All the postures and movements were initiated by her and were taught by her.

No.

Why?

"Do you remember who I am?"

Su Ming's vision was blurry at first, but it has recovered now.

I wanted to remind her that there were no safety measures, but she didn't seem to care at all.

"If you're pregnant...and you haven't recovered yet, the child can't survive without a father."

After all, that’s what it’s said.

Close your eyes.

"No, you have to look at me."

"..."

"Such a dull look, normally it should be more aggressive..."

"It's always Mr. Sir's fault... No, Xiao Ming? I feel like you'll be angry."

"..."

"Mingming? It's a bit girly, so... what about A Ming? As compensation, you can call me... um..."

"..."

Are you so happy to entertain yourself?

"...Yao Yao."

She would even blush to herself, "No...it's too bad...I just remembered that there were people in school who were in love...it was said that lovers use single words as nicknames..."

How to face it?
The swaying white ball is throbbing in my sight. How can I cheer up and think about business?

"…slow, slow."

Seeing that she was still unsatisfied, Su Ming finally spoke.

"Su Ming...sir?"

Her softly rounded eyes widened instantly.

"...Well, that's a lot...I'm already one of the best in the world."

"...really...talking?" "Yes. You heard me right...I'm fine. In every sense of the word."

"Mr. Su Ming!!!"

Never would I have imagined that... the girl who had made up her mind to be trained into a velvet ball at that time would now be so happy because she was still alive.

"Oh...it's not...an illusion...you really..."

Is it too difficult for her?
He threatened people in the shelter with a gun and left his sister in a place like this with a 'dying man'.

"..."

Looking at An Shiyao's tearful eyes, Su Ming unconsciously wanted to pat her back...but then he realized that his hands were handcuffed, so he had to let her fall on him and whimper like a puppy losing its owner.

Ugh.

Why are these mere NPCs doing this?
It made me feel a bit like a deer.

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"...I'm sorry...it's all because of me."

"Oh...if I could be there when you leave..."

"..."

It has nothing to do with her, this is her own task.

"Please... don't go anywhere, just stay with me..."

I seem to have heard this statement twice.

And his answer was the same every time.

What about this time?
"After a long time...you like me so much?"

Su Ming changed the topic.

"..."

An Shiyao raised her face, tears streaming down her face...but she stared straight at Su Ming.

"I've never been in love... and I've never done this for anyone else."

"But……"

"I... can confirm now that I just really, really, really... like you."

"..."

Wearing only her underwear, it was easy to catch a glimpse of the bruises and scars she had left. "...I'm sorry to have left you with these wounds."

"It's ok."

An Shiyao tried her best to wipe her face clean, "I don't know what other people's love is like...but that's probably how I am. I am...a person who has been saved by you countless times...not only my body, but also my heart has been taken away by you. ."

"..."

"The deal is over...but, I also hope that you can...continue to train me in another way, and let me continue to be your flannel ball."

"..."

How could she say these words seriously?
"As for the flannel ball, I didn't explain it clearly at the beginning...the real meaning of the word is a bit..."

"I know the real meaning is probably weird...but that's not important."

She shook her head slightly, "I don't want to continue to be your object as before. What I hope is... like this."

"...?"

Close to the face with regular features.

During the moment when Su Ming was stunned.

Being so close, the warmth of every breath and breath is very clear.

She hugged Su Ming's neck tightly, and her lips and teeth were entangled... as if she was longing for some kind of response from herself.

Probably, what she wanted has been conveyed clearly enough.

"...Mr. Su Ming."

Her face was flushed, but her moist eyes were still fixed on Su Ming's face.

"..."

"Why...why do you want to avoid looking at me?"

"No, I was wondering what you grew up eating."

"intrinsic."

"..."

"Mr. Su Ming is really lustful."

"What's the problem? Rather than coveting other people's bodies secretly, I prefer to covet other people's bodies openly and directly."

"Then...aside from my body, is there anything else you want about me?"

"..."

"I have no experience expressing love to the opposite sex... No, this is the first time I feel like this."

Her tone became calmer, but at the same time she had an unreserved aura, "Do you... want me?"

"..."

What kind of talk about tigers and wolves?

Su Ming looked away again, "I think you should put your clothes on first and then talk."

"..."

She doesn't speak.

"...Go for it."

I think this is a perfunctory and unequal answer.

"……Um!"

But she burst into tears, and her clear smile could not hide her joy at all.

He leaned his head on Su Ming's shoulder and said softly, "Thank you, I'm still alive."

(End of this chapter)