Although Chapter 28 is not easy to evaluate, maybe what you saw is not an illusion.
2 month 12 day.

Night.

The female security guard came to the hotel.

"Are you still used to living here?"

"...Well, thank you for the place."

An Shiyao was changing Su Ming's bathrobe.

She always felt that the previous tidying up was not good enough and the clothes were dirty. Need to be replaced.

"You're welcome. I have served in the military after all. It's normal to give preferential treatment to family members."

She just came over to take a look while taking the team out.

"By the way, your sister is fine for the time being. I will take care of her according to the situation."

"..."

An Shiyao didn't ask, but the other party took the initiative to say it.

"Thank you."

Knowing the situation, I am already here...what else can I do except say thank you? It's better to forget the cruelty temporarily.

I'm sorry, sister is really too much.

2 month 15 day.

early.

An Shiyao has been able to forget most of the things that need to be thought about and only focus on a few things.

Check Su Ming's eating status.

Confirm Su Ming's physical condition.

……

Have a clear understanding.

Could this be considered as taking the body out secretly and hiding it in the freezer while everyone was trying to hold a funeral for the man... getting along with the body every day?

But the corpses here can still breathe. It is the death of consciousness.

Don't want to peek in the window.

Once you see other shadows, you will think that... the people around you will be like them in the future.

"..."

An Shiyao did regret it.

However, it's not what the doctor said...the regret of being in the current situation.

"……sorry."

I regret not trying to persuade Su Ming to stay before he said goodbye.

I regret not asking my questions... and expressing my feelings while he was still alive.

"...Oh, I'm really...sorry."

He caressed the ferocious face and covered the white eyes with a towel.

Will your eyes hurt if it becomes like that?

Will applying a hot towel provide some relief?

Since he is a lustful scumbag.

Why am I naked and not as excited as before?
asshole.

It hurts...it's so hard. It left scratch marks.

Not comfortable at all.

I'm not horny.

The reason why I am willing to do those things... is because I like it.

However, there is no way to let you know anymore.

2 month 17 day.

Night.

"Tomorrow is the last."

"Have you figured it out now? Even though you may not want to hear it and I don't want to put pressure on you, I have to tell you."

"Your sister was crying and making a fuss. Did you see the teeth marks?"

"She's clamoring for me to return her sister and brother."

"..."

An Shiyao remained silent for a while and replied in a low voice, "I have... figured it out."

"That's good."

"I will take you back tomorrow, don't worry too much... Although those people have strong opinions, they don't dare to make any mistakes when they live in my room."

"It's normal to be sad, but you're still alive...you still have a sister you have to take care of, don't you?"

"..."

There was no mention of what would happen to Mr. Su Ming.

but I know.

Tomorrow...is the day Mr. Su Ming dies.

My reason is telling me that there is no reason to persist. The security guard was right, the younger sister was still waiting for an incompetent sister like herself.

Want to do it.

So, I did my best...to speak and serve him using the words that would have excited him to the extreme before.

Useless.

I heard the woman who hooked up with him say that in front of him...

didn't work either.

Pick up the gun...

What can be done? Shooting will only attract murderers who seek death.

Instead of letting the security guards kill...himself?
Get out of here?
The too young teeth marks on the security guard's wrists came to mind again.

Severe heart cramps.

As a result, I am still so useless. Mr. Su Ming will die forever tomorrow...

Such a lustful person...why didn't he react at all?
No need to speak.

As long as there is a little reaction, it can prove that there is still hope of living.

Anything is fine.

"...Please, give me...a reason to stay here."

I don't know why I had the thought of dying here with him. But the presence of my sister stopped me from thinking that.

It's like reason and emotion are in conflict with each other. Heart-wrenching.

"..."

Gun raised.

lay down.

Pick it up again.

……

"Why...should I choose?"

"unacceptable."

"I know clearly...that the real me is so weak that I even hate myself."

"...?"

I don't know if that was an illusion or not.

I always feel like lying next to Mr. Su Ming... suddenly the distance is very close.

Being hit. Unlike before, it didn't hurt at all, it was just normal strength.

I heard words that I didn’t know what they meant, like I was mumbling in my sleep.

"You... spoke?"

I grabbed Mr. Su Ming and asked him again and again, but it seemed to be just an illusion and never appeared again.

Touch me again. Not another word uttered.

That's just an illusion.

I sat next to Mr. Su Ming and saw drool dripping from the corner of his mouth, as if he wanted to eat me... Maybe his spirit was about to collapse.

2 month 18 day.

early morning.

"Let's go. I specially chose this time to pick you up. At least I won't be looked at like a monkey right away when I get back."

The female security guard had two more teeth marks on her wrist. Deeper than before.

"..."

I told her that the hallucination was reality.

"Hey."

She, who had always been gentle, suddenly changed her face and scolded sternly, "How long do you think it has been? I don't have time to take care of you all the time, and I don't have time to be your sister's punching bag all the time. It makes me unable to sleep well."

"You would never lie to me with such a clumsy lie, right?"

"If I'm really still conscious and want to do this with you, then I'll give you time without saying anything. Don't I want someone as capable as me to be my partner?!"

"...Please, give me...a little more time. Mr. Su Ming...if he is still alive..."

"Nothing unexpected."

She was extremely impatient, "If you want me to believe it, then you can demonstrate it and let me see it with my own eyes."

"..."

I was silent.

Because I know better than anyone else that it is a very clumsy lie. He didn't do it, even the things he was touched and talked to... were just hallucinations, and he still feels a dull pain in his chest.

"They are all adults. Can you think about your sister? She doesn't have food or water. If she continues like this, not only will she lose him, but you will also lose your sister."

"..."

I was shaking all over.

"Demo... demonstrate it again... for you to see. It's true... I'm not lying."

"..."

The female security guard looked at me with hopeless eyes and folded her hands.

And I... was very funny, trying to recreate the illusion.

pain.

It's not a caressing action at all, it's more like leaving scars on me... Because I've been so close to her in the past few days, there have been many bright scratches all over my body. That further proves that he was never sober at all.

"Stop, it's really not necessary."

The female security guard pulled me up and arranged my clothes... She couldn't bear to see the wounds left on my skin out of the corner of her eye.

"You have to live. He won't want you to continue like this, do you understand?"

"...Go and wait outside. It will be over soon."

Comfort me. Then they forced me out of the room.

Before the door was closed, I saw her pull out the dagger from her waist.

"...No, no! It's not an illusion...!"

I didn't eat properly, I didn't sleep properly...I didn't have the ability to open closed doors when I was healthy, let alone now.

He just scratched the door panel with his fingernails.

ended.

When I think about what has happened inside... I almost faint.

"Woo..."

I couldn't cry.

Really annoying. Nothing was said...nothing was done, it was gone.

I still have to go back...and there are things I should do. What should I do in the future... I can survive, but I clutch my chest and always feel like a chunk of flesh has been taken away. It was a crack that was more unbearable and inconsolable than physical pain.

"..."

I don’t know how long it took, but the door opened.

The female security guard stood in front of me and I couldn't see clearly what was going on inside. The dagger she held had no blood.

"...it seems like it's not an illusion."

He looked at me with a strange expression, "I don't know how to evaluate it...but..."

She pulled me up and helped me in.

"Is it because the little brother still has consciousness, or was he just too horny when he was alive?"

"……what."

After entering, I followed her line of sight and saw.

Mr. Su Ming... was excited and had an obvious reaction.

(End of this chapter)