Chapter 289 If I disappear tomorrow, I will choose the latter

4 month 27 day.

Night.

In the suburbs about ten miles away from the town of Curry.

The vegetation should have been green in May, but because of Sertis, it was slightly malnourished and burnt yellow. The bushes closest to her had turned into a pile of dead weeds.

"I said I wasn't going."

No matter how she was persuaded, Setis refused to see An Shiyao.

"Then I'll go over there, and you'll leave again?"

"Ah."

"Didn't you just tacitly agree to bear me a child?"

"I didn't agree."

"..."

If I had seen it right before, Thetis did blush. Now she was so calm... or did she feel out of control?
Feeling ill will cause her to lose control.

But she doesn't only react to bad intentions. As she said, as long as it's desire... affection, demand, possession, etc. She will lose control when facing bad intentions, such as jealousy. What about good intentions? What about extreme possessiveness?
Think carefully and recall carefully.

Thertis...

Change to Setis wearing Sukumizu.

Change to Sertis in a swimsuit.

Change to wearing black stockings with leg rings.

……

"?"

Seeing this, Sertis turned around suddenly.

"you……"

"That's right. I'm thinking about how to more efficiently respond to the country's two-child policy as the world's population ages and loses its labor force."

"..."

"It's called the baby-making plan. It means how to make Sertis pregnant faster."

"I……"

"Sister Skylark, will you agree?"

Grab her hand and gaze into her eyes clearly and lovingly.

"..."

See, it's very simple. I blushed. It's just a different process, and there's nothing wrong with it. Sertis is older than me.

4 month 27 day.

Night.

Su Ming came to the other side of the woods, where An Shiyao had set up her tent.

You know what, it’s built very well.

"Why?"

"Mr. Su Ming has never called me that... At first he even asked me to call him Master."

"..."

"Wake up, you were only 18 then, and you are only 24 now. I am 25."

"Then Mr. Su Ming...has never called me sister."

"No, I'll just call you Master."

"Tsk, it's not real when I call you that. When I call you master... it's half real."

"Oh."

"Although I'm a little angry for no reason, I'm fine. Mr. Su Ming, you should go see Sertis again."

"..."

When I found An Shiyao in the afternoon, she was helping the injured little girl. Some people thought it was the end of the world, and those with less serious injuries were planning to create chaos... She was the one who solved it.

'Don't underestimate your former female boss.'

That's what she said.

Ok.

I had rarely thought that Yao would have low self-esteem. After all, she was the superior from the beginning, richer, more attractive... She didn't seem like a woman who could be with me at first.

Now it's the other way around.

Have I become the so-called superior? Therefore, even my three views were forced to change.

4 month 27 day.

late at night.

Thetis did not leave. She remained there.

"See, even if you try really hard...I'll still be jealous when you go meet her."

Her eyes were dim. Perhaps she had really had hope just now, but now it was shattered.

"..."

"Sister Skylark is so strong."

"?"

"All the people in Curry Town were saved because of you. Although most people don't know how to be grateful, I think it's great. But I'm not just grateful, I also think I should let Sister Yun Que stay by my side and be my woman."

"You can keep saying these words without caring about your ugly desires?"

"I plan to kill those people as well. As for the ones you killed before, they wanted to cut ties with you after getting the benefits, so I can only say that they died a good death. It's no big deal."

"..."

"Look at it this way, if Yun Que gets pregnant with my child, and Yun Que educates him, he should be a good person."

"Just now you called me Sister Skylark."

"Calling me Skylark is more intimate. You can also call me something else."

"What do you want... woo."

Before she could open her mouth to refute, Su Ming interrupted her physically.

"How does it feel to kiss? You won't be able to feel it again after you walk away like this."

"Don't you want to come again? Skylark."

"..."

She was indeed easily stimulated. After only a few minutes of contact, she completely lost control.

4 month 28 day.

Su Ming did not go to the dead city, nor did he plan to return to the chaotic town of Curry.

Let An Shiyao lead the way and go to a new place.

An Shiyao rode her languid unicorn and flew very slowly, while Su Ming walked far behind with Cetis.

"she……"

"Won't she be jealous?"

Sertis couldn't help but ask.

"meeting."

"..."

"But she loves me."

Is comparison also a kind of desire? Although deliberately playing word games is a bit mean, it is better to let her really lose control and become a monster to fend for herself than to wait until the favorability mission is completed. There is no possibility of her appearing in the Snow Country. That would be really mean, right?

Regardless of how much affection he had for Thetis, at least he had never thought of leaving her to fend for herself after touching her.

5 month 3 day.

Night.

The cities near Curry Town were also on high alert as if they were facing a great enemy.

But it was not a difficult task for Su Ming.

I thought An Shiyao must have a lot of feelings for her mount...

"30 gold coins? No. This is my favorite and the best mount I've ever ridden."

"If my husband hadn't been having affairs and contracted a disease, I wouldn't have sold my little girl... Woo. Yes, all men are like this. But what can I do?"

"..."

No.

No stealing. This is above board.

Even if I stole her, I didn't do anything wrong... They are all from good families... huh? Why do I feel more alive than if I didn't do anything wrong?
In short.

Didn’t the unicorn remember that she said she bought it with silver coins?

It turned into 30 gold coins after being sold?
This is what a capitalist is, right?
"Here you go. You didn't bring any money with you when you left... We don't have enough money to stay in a hotel with Sertis."

This is not a capitalist.

This is the most generous and selfless woman in the world.

"If Mr. Su Ming is very touched, you can call me mom."

"Mom."

"So gross...I have goosebumps!"

"..."

Haven’t you ever seen a 25-year-old child who still has a baby voice?
5 month 3 day.

Night.

The current situation is that he used the money given by his wife to check into a hotel with another wife.

It's really weird.

"I'm not married to you."

"Sooner or later."

"..."

Now, Sertis is not stubborn anymore. After all, she has come here.

"Don't you already have her? Even without me... you can still live well."

"What about you? Go away by yourself and secretly wipe your tears at night?"

"I have been alone in the dead city for decades and never shed a tear."

“That’s because I’ve never felt any kindness.”

"Does your hand... not hurt?"

"The pain is exchanged for the warmth of the baby cafeteria. This little feeling is not worth mentioning."

Just as she said, now when Su Ming touched her, her skin would peel again. There was a stinging sensation.

"..."

She seemed to be hesitating whether to put her hand on Su Ming's, but Su Ming helped her directly.

"It's the first time someone called me Skylark."

"is it?"

"Well, before... Mom and Dad were both called Sertis. Or monsters. If I promised to give you a child, but in the end... corroded and broken."

"Just think of it as something I asked for."

"Hehe... without that, you can only be a sister to me. The same with her, then I won't have to be jealous anymore."

"..."

Extreme jealousy would make her think of such a *meaningful poisoning?

"Su Ming, the book says... people cannot obtain wealth beyond their cognition. Do you think that's right?"

"That's right. Most people wouldn't know what to do with a windfall. It's gone before they know it."

"What about happiness beyond cognition? I've never had this before."

"..."

How to answer?

"But, I was thinking again. After I met you, it's not beyond my cognition, right? The fact that I can feel happiness proves that it is within my cognition. I read a lot of books, and I also admired... knights and dancers."

"I don't want to think about it anymore."

"Whether your hands will corrode or not, whether that thing will get hurt or not, whether the child you give birth to will also be a monster... I don't want to care about these anymore."

"I'll give you one last chance to regret it."

"You can also not have to see me every day. You don't have to try to keep me stable."

"..."

While saying these words, she tightly grasped Su Ming's hand.

“That’s not actually a request, is it?”

Su Ming smiled.

Touching her cheek. Hot.

"..."

Her cheeks were rosy as she reached out to unbutton her clothes. "You guessed it right. This is not a request. You've already missed your chance to leave."

"..."

"Now guess why I unbuttoned my shirt and lowered my collar."

"To seduce me?"

“…You guessed it right.”

I really want to ask one thing.

Is there still a night and day version of Thetis?

"Originally, we were one person divided into two parts."

"I thought we would never be able to reconcile until death, but because of Brother Su Ming..."

The seniority is messed up.

Being both an older brother and a younger brother.

5 month 4 day.

noon.

It was still a hotel. Su Ming went from the second floor to the first floor room where An Shiyao lived.

Before entering the door, I saw the female owner at the front desk looking at me with a somewhat intriguing look.

"..."

When I arrived at An Shiyao's room, she was drinking porridge and had dark circles under her eyes.

"Mr. Su Ming, guess why I couldn't sleep all night?"

"Are the relatives coming?"

"No~"

“The bed is too soft.”

"Not really~"

"Um……"

Su Ming touched his chin and asked, "Is it because it's cloudy and a bit cold today?"

"Haha, the boss just said that the guy upstairs is very young and in good health~"

"It was held. But the others were not held."

"What are you asking me to listen to? Can't you restrain yourself? What the hell. I'm a bitch...Brother Su Ming...How do you want me to sleep peacefully? Didn't you say you would keep your bottom line?!"

"even!"

"She said she wanted to see Sister Yunque's ***, and Mr. Su Ming just agreed?! I've never done that before! This is too much! And she used the money from selling the little dumpling to open the room!"

"..."

Su Ming sat calmly beside the bed, "She needs extreme kindness. Specifically, the weirder and more abstract I am, the more stable she will be."

"Oh. Don't eat my porridge."

"Her experience is somewhat similar to Xiaoye's. But it may be even worse."

"..."

Su Ming told the story about Sertis.

"Mr. Su Ming, do you think I would say it's so pitiful and so distressing?"

"..."

"Guessed it right."

Why does this sentence look so familiar? Where did you hear it before?

“I didn’t say I was angry about Thetis. I was a little slow to realize it… Was it because of me that Thetis became like that?”

"..."

"Mr. Su Ming is always like this. He only tells me the good things and never mentions the bad things."

"..."

"Mr. Su Ming thinks I'm the kind of woman who runs away when disaster strikes? The kind who can only scream when encountering problems? I really don't want to be a burden."

"..."

Su Ming took out a cigarette and subconsciously wanted to light it, but then he remembered that An Shiyao was pregnant. No, her belly didn't bulge in the dream. He didn't light it and put the cigarette back.

"Sertis is very envious of you and me. She is so jealous that she is out of control. She is very sensitive to all kinds of things. I think I can provide greater positive emotional value when she has extremely negative emotions."

"Why can't you tell me this?"

"I'm not trying to save the world. To be more specific... I'm just trying to save her."

"Just like what Mr. Su Ming did to me before."

"..."

Can you say it so easily?

"There is an easier way. I can just leave. I have unfinished business."

"what……"

"Mr. Su Ming is so rare to tell me everything. The porridge tastes even better."

"Suck it..."

She seemed really happy.

The task of trading volume? If I help myself... it should be completed in less than two days, right?
"I do not want it."

"What if Mr. Su Ming helps me to make it all count? Besides, this is one of the few opportunities for me to do something good and show my charm."

"If I can sell a mount that I bought for less than one gold coin for thirty gold coins, I am a capitalist."

"Besides, Mr. Su Ming has been targeted again, right? If you want to do anything with me around, you have to take care of me. I am not being targeted, right? I am a legitimate businessman."

"..."

"I never thought I would be forced into this position. Just like what Xiaoxi told me before, when the geography teacher was selecting a representative for the subject, a group of annoying boys cheered her on and she became the representative for the subject even though her geography grades were failing. When she came to her senses later, she was already the best geography student in the class."

Are you talking about the identity of the legal wife?

"The only thing I'm worried about now is what to do with my children in the future."

"If my daughter sees her father and follows his example, Mr. Su Ming will have to figure it out on his own. I don't know how to explain it to my baby. I definitely don't want my daughter to bring a yellow-haired boy into the house."

"..."

Wait a moment.

After all, I'm not a yellow-haired person, right?
"Also, I am the one who likes kissing Mr. Su Ming the most... He is so generous, doesn't Mr. Su Ming want to express his gratitude?"

"No need for that."

"Just a kiss."

"I am increasingly worried that Mr. Su Ming will become paralyzed in the future... But don't worry, even though I will step on Mr. Su Ming's face, I will still give him a meal every day."

5 month 4 day.

in the afternoon.

Back to the room on the second floor. The bed sheets were still messy and stained with a little sweat.

Thetis sat there wrapped in a bed sheet.

"I am increasingly worried that my brother will become paralyzed in the future... But don't worry, even though I will step on his face, I will still give him a meal every day."

It's like a tape recorder spitting out words.

"..."

what happened?

Read the file?
"Is she... a monster?"

"No."

"Why can't I sense any ill will towards me from her? It was obviously me who stole her things."

"I'm not Dong..."

It was a close call. I almost cursed myself.

"I think……"

"..."

Sertis seemed to be very hesitant. After a long time, she clutched the bed sheet and stared into Su Ming's eyes. "I want to talk to her face to face."

"no problem."

“I might lose control…”

"It won't be a problem if I'm there."

"Take action on her..."

"That's not what Yun Que wanted to do, right? If you lose control, just treat it as an illness. And you've got my consent as a doctor, and I'm here. I won't change my mind because of this."

"Don't call me Skylark."

"?"

“…I would like it.”

Her cheeks turned red again. She whispered, "When my thing no longer corrupts you, then anytime is fine... No."

Sertis raised her face again and stared straight at Su Ming. "I want to give you a healthy child if possible. A little girl who is different from me. Do you want it?"

5 month 5 day.

early morning.

In order to prevent the conspiracy from being overheard, Su Ming asked his fellow villagers to make some connections and booked several rooms next door and downstairs.

"I want to be like you..."

"..."

The situation is completely different from what Su Ming imagined.

I originally thought that maybe Sertis really couldn't help but take action, and then I would take action to find a way to calm her down.

Should I take action now?
"I prefer... the smell of Brother Su Ming and you being in love."

"Why are you so nice to me?"

"You are the same as Brother Su Ming, both... I'm sorry, Sertis has always been jealous of you and Brother Su Ming."

"Do you also want to give birth to a child for Brother Su Ming? Now?"

"..."

In other words, Sertis seemed to like An Shiyao very much. He was holding her hand like he had forgotten everything else.

Also, Yao is pregnant.

"Mr. Su Ming! What are you watching? Clothes...wait!"

"Why is she like this? Oh... my socks are going to tear! I finally found someone to make them!"

"..."

An Shiyao's tail automatically counterattacked, and easily subdued Sertis.

"You're going to imprison me, chain me up... and then watch me get jealous and have a baby with Brother Su Ming?"

"I don't have such a weird idea!"

"If I did this, you wouldn't be jealous?"

"No way! If you want to do something, just do it secretly! Don't tell me! Mr. Su Ming! If you are watching the show, I will be really angry!"

5 month 5 day.

Two o'clock in the morning.

"..."

Su Ming lit a cigarette and analyzed the situation calmly for a long time.

First, Sertis was definitely jealous of An Shiyao. But now, perhaps because of An Shiyao's extreme generosity, she has become something else. She even has a good impression of An Shiyao like worship.

Secondly, she had always envied the relationship between herself and An Shiyao, and said that she found her own scent in An Shiyao... In essence, she was longing for the love that she thought she had not yet received.

This is not a bad thing.

The important thing is that Sertis would not kneel down like this at night. What she said was true, they were no longer different. The reason why she could change her attitude towards An Shiyao was because she now had normal emotions and thoughts. It was just that she was still affected by the 'Abyss'.

【Favourability: 146】

If this trend continues, she won't become the witch mentioned in the quest.

5 month 5 day.

Half past two in the morning.

An Shiyao's room.

"Wow... the black silk stockings are really ruined. I went to many tailor shops to find someone to make them."

"Aren't there a lot of them in the closet at home?"

"Mr. Su Ming doesn't understand at all! He only knows about Sese... What's wrong with her? Is there no normal person around Mr. Su Ming?"

"..."

Yes.

From you to now Setis, nothing is normal.

"I was planning on using it as a souvenir of our date. But I haven't even used it yet..."

"?"

Wasn’t it enough to just try it out before?
"I just haven't used them! Mr. Su Ming took them off, but didn't tear them off... So what? I'm also a pervert, just like Mr. Su Ming. I have some weird XP. So far, I have collected all the socks that have been damaged by Mr. Su Ming in a box."

"..."

I didn't ask her to tell me such a secret concerning her personal XP.

"Is the situation with Sertis going in a good direction?"

she asked again.

"Calculate."

"So is it my turn? I'll be leaving the day after tomorrow at the latest. You promised to take me on a date... Even if the date can't happen, what about compensation?"

No matter what, An Shiyao decided to complete the task on her own.

Su Ming could only support her. She didn't want to come here and just passively follow him and be protected by him.

"If I'm still useless in the end, then Mr. Su Ming should protect me and the baby in my belly."

"You are useless now."

He said he would make compensation, but after two rounds he turned into an octopus and clung to Su Ming, refusing to move.

"If I were as useful as Xue'er and the others, Mr. Su Ming would have been paralyzed long ago. Humph."

"So, I have to thank you for being a little bitch?"

"Thirty years in the east, thirty years in the west. When I am no longer a jerk, I will definitely make Mr. Su Ming pay... Oh, wait, wait a minute! I was wrong!"

5 month 7 day.

"I'm not selling Little Dumpling No. 2. At least not until I'm done with everything else."

"..."

An Shiyao bought a healthy mount again and left.

Ok.

At least Little Dumpling No. 2 won't become the money for himself and Sertis to stay in the hotel, which is a good thing.

According to An Shiyao, if you can't hold on, you can give up the task at any time. There has been such a reminder. With the tail, you don't have to worry about not being able to resist when encountering strange beasts.

"Is it because of me that she left?"

Sertis interrupted Su Ming's thoughts. Her face was pale.

"No. She is just like this. She is still a strong woman at heart. She is a normal person, but she is trying her best to catch up with me."

"Sorry……"

"It has nothing to do with you. That's why..."

I feel that Yao is still as cute and charming as when we first confirmed our relationship. I feel a pang in my conscience.

5 month 9 day.

Unable to stay in the same place for too long, Su Ming had to change places frequently.

The Explorers Guild took so long to issue the bounty, probably because they didn't want outsiders to know that so many mages had died.

Usually, we have to be careful not to let Sertis come into contact with the malice from passers-by. But now she may not be as sensitive as before. She often takes the initiative to hold Su Ming's hand, and even exaggeratedly holds his arm.

"I only think about my brother Ming, and I can control it."

"..."

"But you can't give me a lot of happy feelings all at once... Otherwise, I'll become weird."

This is a bit difficult.

His arms were sunken into the swollen Mariana Trench, and his legs were no longer as bony as they should have been. Not to mention that his walking posture was strange, which cadre could remain calm in such a situation?

"I'll give it to you... Now you don't have to worry about whether I will lose control, anyway..."

She stepped on it condescendingly, smiling shyly, and untied the string with her hands behind her back.

"Brother Ming seems to like this kind of loss of control."

"..."

"Call me Skylark now... and it won't pollute you anymore. Don't you want Skylark's child?"

I didn't live on the run. I just found a small place to live in seclusion.

【Favourability: 149】

[Description: I have extreme love for you, extreme possessiveness, extreme devotion, and extreme sharing desire... The target will change because of your every move, so please pay attention to the guidance.]

Although the description made Su Ming a little confused.

But it should be developing in a good direction. By the way, the favorability is just one point away.

But another problem arises.

My mission ended happily, but what about Sertis? There is no sea in this world that cannot be crossed. The route map is larger than that of the Snow Country. There are also many continents.

5 month 17 day.

noon.

"I don't like him staring at me."

"You're wrapped up so tightly. You can hardly even see your face."

"I belong to my brother. Doesn't my brother think so?"

"..."

As described, some things about Thetis became a little strange, but she was still generally normal and never lost control again.

The planned baby-making plan.

Once again, due to the small size of the project, it was not completed successfully.

"I like my brother to not care about anything but me. I also like my brother to feel that I am afraid and treat me gently. I want both of these feelings."

"..."

That's her attitude.

【Favourability: 151】

But she didn't know that the mission was over. Su Ming would inevitably go back tomorrow.

He had no time to think about how to bring Setis back before, and now time does not allow Su Ming to think about it.

So, in the end, what will remain is the truth or the lie?

"bright."

"?"

"Haha, it seems like ever since I first knew my brother's name, I've wanted to call him that."

There are serious problems.

Sertis is very weak now. The reason why she was able to kill a lot of mages easily before was because the people in the town provided her with extreme malice, including the murderous intentions of those mages. The more negative things she has, the stronger she will be, and there may even be no upper limit.

And now she...

"Brother, do you think it's bad?"

Baby Canteen stuck close to Su Ming's hand, not looking at others at all, just peeping at Su Ming. She refused to absorb any thoughts from others, and only felt the kindness brought by Su Ming.

"Chirp."

He doesn't even care about the gazes of passers-by and will just lean in to kiss if he can't help it.

"My brother is always tempting me."

"..."

Although I thought it was a good idea to use extreme kindness to offset the malice she felt at first, but is it still a good idea now?
If she could keep her sanity and absorb the evil to become stronger, maybe she could find the Snow Country by herself. But this is going against the grain. The Snow Country, in reality, has never seen anyone like her.

This was the only time that he was caught by his wife...but he was required to succeed in the trial.

But it seemed to be the only time that the mission was completed without saving the target. The dream game never said that you must save the target in order to complete the game, and it is considered successful only when you see it in reality.

5 month 17 day.

late at night.

"Sertis."

After getting used to the service in bed, Su Ming finally spoke.

"Tomorrow...I will disappear."

No matter what, I don’t want to go through the same thing as Xia Ye and An Shiyao, where one waited in despair for six years and the other waited for ten years.

Between being born perfect and being born with a little conscience, Su Ming chose the latter.

Ke's theory: Being a legal wife is like doing your best

Theory of good and bad, jealousy can be diluted by "licking". Make her shy and flawless thinking... because she is extremely jealous and extremely sensitive. As long as the good intentions are greater than the jealousy, it will be fine.

(End of this chapter)