Chapter 26 So, is it okay?
2 month 11 day.

late at night.

"A little fever..."

"The scratches are not serious...you haven't eaten properly for a long time and went to a place with very low temperature?"

"...Give him more hot water, some liquid food...and he should wake up soon after taking the medicine. If anything happens, call me immediately."

The doctor made a judgment and told me how to take care of Mr. Su Ming.

"...Oh, sister...will the eldest brother die?"

"...No, absolutely not."

I comforted my sister and wiped Mr. Su Ming's body carefully.

Seeing that haunted face, maybe the situation was the same as last time... or even the injury was less severe.

My sister and I were guarding together... She was a child after all, and her eyelids were so sleepy in the early hours of the morning that I let her sleep.

Perhaps seizing the opportunity, the woman who had previously hooked up with Mr. Su Ming also came.

"Little brother...is back."

She was obviously uncomfortable seeing me.

"What... I just want to see if you need any help. I used to take care of the elderly in the hospital."

"..."

"No? That's right, you must hate me... I'm sorry, I didn't know it would make you so uncomfortable. I thought that between you and your little brother..."

What do you want to say?

"Please let me show off for a little bit...otherwise my life here will be too depressing."

It turned out to be because of the conflict with me over that incident, and it was very uncomfortable to be scorned openly.

In fact, I had no intention of retaliating against her.

There is no reason to take revenge... After all, my relationship with Mr. Su Ming is not that of lovers.

"Eh? How to do...then..."

"Can't you tell me?"

Mr. Su Ming was still lying down, his brows furrowed... Maybe he had experienced something quite painful again.

But I was already thinking about something else.

I want to know what is the difference between other women and me. serve.

"If you want to humiliate me, just say so! Is it all my fault? Didn't you act like you didn't care at all at first? Little brother never said that you were his girlfriend and he had to take you into consideration or anything like that."

"..."

"Huh? I want to know... what's the difference between him and you when he does it with me?"

The woman looked strange and seemed very confused.

"Say, can you pretend to forgive me and make me feel better?"

"It doesn't matter to me, but are you sure you won't be irritated and... go crazy?"

"...No. I want to know."

If it were me in the past, I probably would never have dreamed of hearing such a ridiculous thing.

It’s nothing extraordinary.

It's nothing more than being more proactive.

He can do any shameful thing, and he doesn't care about using any props.

You can say anything naturally and charmingly.

But there's one thing... I can't seem to do it.

When I heard her say that she planned to bring her companions with her... she seemed to be a mature woman who nominally had a husband.

I tried to imagine who I would bring with me to serve Mr. Su Ming.

Can't accept it.

It's not a picture... it's an indescribable mood. I hate... I imagined that when it was time for me to be hugged, Mr. Su Ming looked at another person.

Is this the difference between me and her?
"I've said it all... and you fulfill your promise."

"Please at least make a show of exposing this matter... He's back too. Okay?"

"..."

"I know. I'll... say hello to you tomorrow."

I nodded.

The woman breathed a sigh of relief and left. Mr. Su Ming and I were the only ones left in the room again.

The routine of female security guards is different from ours.

Hence it came in the early hours of the morning.

I also have questions about her. Because I once witnessed her hugging Mr. Su Ming without any care, staying very close and talking and laughing.

"What? I simply admire him... We martial arts practitioners are all respected by the strong. Besides, he can not abandon you sisters."

"We went out together not long ago, and I was still talking to my little brother."

"If you miss it, you will regret it. As for him... he doesn't feel that emotionally smooth. If you ask me to say that you two are too boring, why don't you just be together if you like him?"

"..."

It can be seen that she is a very straightforward person.

I am not disgusted with her...compared to the previous woman. Even if I think back to when she put her arm around Mr. Su Ming's shoulder, I won't hate it.

"If you have anything to do, see a doctor. Even though she is not very young...hehe, let me tell you a secret. Her ancestors have been practicing medicine for five generations, so she has a good background."

For Mr. Su Ming, no matter how many medicines and supplies the doctor uses, no one will say anything. After all, Mr. Su Ming brought back far more than he currently consumes.

I cooked porridge and fed it to Mr. Su Ming bit by bit.

I'm sleepy too.

I didn't think about going back to the room with them that was only separated by a curtain, and I didn't stay here just because the environment here was more private.

It's just...it's been a long time since I've slept next to someone else like my sister does to me.

Mr. Su Ming's body temperature is slightly low.

I've heard that human skin can keep each other warm... but that's not necessary, right? Light the steel charcoal in the basin to make it warmer.

It's just that I want to do it.

Taking off my clothes and only having underwear... I might be the pervert.

Even though he was unconscious now, I put his hand on my chest. Like a memory from long ago. Will be played with in various ways.

When he wakes up... let him tell you everything, and then... let him judge what he is like.

It's so cold. Why do you want to go to such a cold place?
Isn't it lustful?
If you are left alone, who can serve you?
Fingers clasped together, listening to the breathing so close at hand.

My uneasy mind seems to have finally settled. In my mind, I unconsciously thought of Mr. Su Ming, who kissed many places on my body because I was so excited that I was like a child getting a new toy.

"..."

Hands, moving?

If I heard correctly, Su Ming's breathing became a little faster.

Starting to gain strength.

"Uh... Su Ming... sir?"

I was ecstatic, thinking that Mr. Su Ming had woken up.

That's not wrong.

Eyes indeed opened.

But... those eyes are only the whites of the eyes. The neck was clamped tightly.

Veins popped out on his forehead.

The hot breath slapped my face, it wasn't the breath that needed me... it was the breath that wanted to kill me.

Maybe, something...is broken in my heart.

I want to shed tears, but I can't.

Mr. Su Ming once joked that... he is two different people, holding a knife and not holding a knife. Maybe it is true.

Otherwise, how could I possibly resist?

But why would I need to resist when I meet Mr. Su Ming again?
"……sorry."

I don’t know the reason, and I don’t need to know it.

You just need to understand one thing, because of my previous inaction...Mr. Su Ming has a very serious problem.

2 month 12 day.

early.

"Do you think I'm stupid?"

"Playing with him... can cause bruises on the hands, stomach, shoulders... and obvious marks on the neck?"

"...It's true, because Mr. Su Ming is very perverted."

"Even if I'm so perverted that I want to strangle you to death... who are you trying to fool with that expression?! Get out of the way!"

I couldn't fool the doctor.

She pushed me aside and went in.

I saw him with his limbs tied up with ropes and his face was hideous.

"This isn't a situation where you can get emotional..."

She called the security guard who had just fallen asleep and asked her to watch over him while he looked at her with sympathy.

"follow me."

He pulled me and said he wanted to discuss something with me.

"…There is only one way to minimize the impact of the situation…"

"I can prepare an overdose of drugs to euthanize him, and then tell everyone else that he died of a cold. Don't let anyone else know... he has become a murderer. I want you to take a deep breath and stay calm..."

But it wasn't a discussion at all. It was a verdict.

"..."

How should I refute it correctly?

Based on normal theory, there is no reason to refute it at all.

But the idea that goes against common sense has already taken root in my mind.

"Hello?! Where are you going?!"

I ignored the doctor's scolding and went out on my own.

"What happened?"

Seeing how haggard I looked, most of the people who were busy looking at me gave me confused looks.

"..."

I stood in a room that could barely be called a hall and recounted what had happened in a very calm tone.

“…Are you kidding me?!”

"A murderer... has he become that kind of thing?!"

"We must exile him... No, he was very powerful when he was alive. We must kill him now... Otherwise..."

"..."

Faced with Mr. Su Ming, who threatened the collective interests, everyone was in agreement. I saw the woman who came to me last night to ask for forgiveness, now standing in the group that agreed with them with a horrified look on her face.

"It's the same for me... I might also be carrying some of the virus in Mr. Su Ming's body."

"..."

They must not know what I'm talking about.

"Hehe... I was in love with... Mr. Su Ming, who became a murderer. Just last night, I couldn't help it..."

"If I have to die...I'm almost there."

Everyone is afraid of the unknown.

If I don't say anything, no one will be afraid of me...but once I paint a picture of something that is not true and raise the risks...they will look at me differently.

I can't think of anything more... I just think that with me...being completely different from those women, I can give everything I have for Mr. Su Ming.

"So... please, exile me too. I will take care of Mr. Su Ming... After he leaves here, I will restrict all his actions. He will not pose a threat to you..."

I knelt in front of them. It was such an embarrassing scene, but I didn't care. Because... I already knew what I wanted.

What is the difference between me and the woman who hooked up with Mr. Su Ming?

I am... not greedy for anything at this time. I just want to... try to save Mr. Su Ming who is already dead through a miracle that I have never seen and will never happen.

It turned out to be the case.

It's this kind of difference. Haha.

It is not a question of who is more comfortable or who serves better.

and so……

"……May I?"

I took out the pistol left by Mr. Su Ming from the inner pocket of my down jacket and begged.

(End of this chapter)