Chapter 25: The Body and Mind Were Taken Away Together
2 month 4 day.

refuge.

Mr. Su Ming's departure was finally known.

After all, if he didn't show up for several days in a row, it would be impossible to hide it in such a small place where the news would spread the next day if anyone visited his room.

"...It's a pity that he is the one who can bring back so many things alone."

"Didn't I tell you anything before I left? I must have told you, right?"

"..."

"No wonder you've been acting weird these past two days. It seems like you're the one who listens to him."

"It's so dangerous... No matter how obedient you are, you still don't give me any advice? Wouldn't it be better to stay here and wait for rescue?"

"Rescue? How long have we been here? Has anyone come to rescue us until now? The whole world must be in chaos, and there are such boring expectations."

"..."

People's opinions vary.

Some people blame me for not persuading me.

There are also those who comfort me.

Then, inexplicably... because of the confrontation between having hope and having no hope for the outside world. We have known for a long time that everyone is not monolithic. Under the superficial relaxed atmosphere, many people held an almost desperate attitude, so some women who originally scorned religion gradually became accustomed to praying with those people.

What I can't understand is.

The woman who sneaked into Mr. Su Ming's room and hooked up with him found me.

"I thought my little brother would at least say something to me...but he still misses you."

"Hey, are you really not going to give any advice? Are you just going to let your little brother die?"

"..."

"You couldn't be the one who encouraged your little brother to go out, right?"

"..."

"It's such a pity... It took a lot of effort to find a man here. But he was let go by a guy like you. Now, I have to go back to the situation without a man. I still think that everyone can be comfortable together. Let's take a dip. ~"

"..."

Originally, I didn't care.

You can see her regretful expression...

"... Mr. Su Ming, to you... is just a tool to vent your sexual desires?"

I seem to have had such an experience.

They are all treated as objects.

But now Mr. Su Ming is being treated as an object.

"That's not true... When I get along with my little brother, I can see that he is very green at first glance. He seems to have had experience with other women... It should be you, right? For such a responsible and capable little brother, haha... I need to change As I am, I will never let it go. No matter whether I can go back or not, I will never let it go."

"Just because...Mr. Su Ming can bring back a lot of things, and for the deeds of my sister and I who traveled so far..."

What's the difference?

Isn’t it because of this, because Mr. Su Ming provides a sense of security that I am reluctant to leave?

What's the difference? To be so angry.

"I also asked my little brother, but he didn't want to share things with you."

"But... I am more comfortable after all, right?"

"Haha, you can also bring him other women to play with. A conservative guy like you will never be able to do that."

"You know? When it comes to a little brother like him, the only way to keep him in check is to make him happy and forget about studying. Oops... all the programs I prepared are useless now."

"……no."

"What's not?"

"Not... someone like you..."

"what?!"

I don't know what I'm doing, I just suddenly... can't help it.

Frantically, he grabbed her shoulders and pushed her to the ground.

"Uh, cough...what are you doing?!"

He grabbed her neck again.

What am I going to say?
Why are you angry...I can't tell you the reason at all. My head feels like it's going to explode.

No matter how much she kicked and hit me, I didn't waver at all.

He watched her cheeks turn red. The eyes are bulging.

"let go!"

No matter who tries to stop it, I will not let go.

"……elder sister?"

I didn't let go until I heard my sister's worried voice. I was held up in a trance... I saw my sister's expression on her face, about to cry. What on earth was I doing?
2 month 5 day.

I was detained for a day and had a long talk with the doctor.

"In your case... take some medicine."

"He packed this and brought it back. After sorting it out, I saw...it can be used as an antidepressant."

"Maybe you don't feel it...but you are actually showing signs of mania."

"When you can't figure something out, come and talk to me more often."

"Forget about him as soon as possible... If there is no news from him for so long, he is either out... or..."

Go out and never come back?
Or, can’t come back?

How can it be……

I don't believe that Mr. Su Ming would die so easily and abandon my sister and me like this.

But what basis do I have to believe that Mr. Su Ming will definitely not die and will not abandon me?

At the end of the day…

When I said goodbye, I looked like I didn't care whether Mr. Su Ming had a dangerous attitude at all. He even said that Mr. Su Ming should not take care of himself and his sister, and would repay Mr. Su Ming with money in the future.

Isn't that right?

Why...should I regret it so much?

The woman I choked didn't dare to look at me now...she ran away like a mouse avoiding a cat.

I heard from the doctor that she was despised by other women... She said that she knew that Mr. Su Ming and I were very close, but she still did that kind of thing.

Don't want to pay attention. Those are all meaningless things.

So what makes sense?

"……elder sister."

My sister did not play with other children today, so she stayed in the room.

"Sister and eldest brother...did they have a fight?"

"..."

I shook my head.

"...Big brother, are you not coming back?"

"..."

I couldn't get any reaction.

My sister is very young, but that doesn't mean... At this time, when I see my devastated look, I still don't understand anything.

"Liar...sister has been lying to Xiaoxi."

"Big brother also lied to Xiao Xi... He clearly said that he would always play with Xiao Xi and become a family in the future."

"..."

It's like losing an important treasure.

My sister cried quite naturally. In the past... even though my back was so painful, I couldn't hold back from crying.

But now she is crying because Mr. Su Ming left.

and I?
I know that if Mr. Su Ming leaves this time, he may not come back for a long time...or he may not come back at all. Maybe die.

But because of his ridiculous anger, he chose to ignore it. Pretend to be deaf and dumb.

I still don't understand...compared to the woman who sneaked into Mr. Su Ming's room, what is more worthy of Mr. Su Ming's attention?

But I knew very clearly that... not only my body, but also other things were also taken away by Mr. Su Ming.

"……sorry."

"Sister... I don't want this either... ugh..."

Otherwise, I would never have lost my temper like this... hugging my crying sister.

As a result, he also burst into tears.

I really regret it.

I am really scared all the time... Mr. Su Ming, are you still alive now?
2 month 11 day.

"...Hey, that seems to be a person?"

The woman who was looking at the monitor noticed a shaky figure appearing on the screen.

I have never experienced snowy days in my stay for so long.

But his body was covered with silver that had not yet completely melted.

"Isn't that...hermaphrodite?"

When they brought the people outside in, I saw clearly...it was Mr. Su Ming.

(End of this chapter)