Chapter 241 At least don't let me know that I'm still alive
11 month 6 day.

Night.

"I don't know what could be invisible if it was placed here."

Su Ming saw Noelia covering her chest, “But I can hear it occasionally.”

"..."

Can you hear it sometimes?
What does that mean?
"Isn't that right? I've tried to prove it before."

"…Prove what?"

"There's something at your collar. You seem surprised to be seen through."

"..."

Su Ming remembered.

When I was feeding her before, I saw that there were probably some roast chicken crumbs on her collar, which kept shaking with her movements. I accidentally thought that the crumbs would fall into the abyss and never see the light of day again.

Just as I was about to remind her, she reached out and slapped it away.

"If you have special abilities, can you increase my selling price?"

"..."

Look into those calm eyes.

"Clap."

Su Ming couldn't help but take out a cigarette, light it up, and take a deep breath.

"call……"

The smoke drifted in front of her, but she didn't hide.

"How much do you know?"

Did you hear them all?
Grass.

What's the difference between this and having a bunch of people you know dig through your browser history and read it out loud while you're still alive?
People's thoughts are not controlled at all. No one can control the brain to follow the prescribed line all the time. If the sentencing is based on the actual legal standards, at least 50% of people should be sentenced to death.

“I don’t know when I can hear it and when I can’t.”

"So far, only twice."

"..."

Su Ming let out a long sigh.

fine……

fine?

What is the difference between twice and all?

So, did she hear all the thoughts in an instant or...

"Some of it I can understand, like some of the other names that have nothing to do with me. Like breasts that bounce back and sway around. You seem to be concerned about that."

“…After all, riding a horse that day was a bit abstract.”

"You can actually ride a horse."

"…I know a little bit about riding."

“There are some things I can’t understand, like stir-frying.”

"Okay, I understand."

Su Ming waved his hand and took another puff of his cigarette.

I inexplicably want to reopen.

But in other words, even if you restart and go back to the previous node, won’t you still need to know what you were thinking at other times?

"So, do whatever you want to me. I can't resist you, but I don't want to be led like this all the time."

“You don’t care about the warranty period.”

"..."

Ok?
Hand still on her baby cafeteria?
Su Ming had been to a clothing store and found that the poorer people would wrap themselves in soft cloth, while those with a little money would wear something similar to a bellyband. Only those who were even richer would have the opportunity to get something similar to real-life underwear. As for Noelle in front of him, Su Ming had thought about buying her a smaller size, but then he thought about it again. That thing really didn't fit the size, and it would be a bit uncomfortable to put it on.

So now, Noelia Baby Canteen is still wrapped in soft cloth. Swaying... like the loose feeling of a large tofu block.

It’s not a question of whether one hand can grasp it, it’s a question of two hands.

"Why are you closing your eyes?"

"…I heard you trying to pin me to the floor and do things."

"..."

Who the hell thought of that?!
"..."

Why look down at yourself?

"I'm going out to gather some information. By the way, I'll think about your problem. I'll come back and talk about your ability later."

Su Ming stood up.

The pants' majestic posture could not escape Noelia's gaze.

The good news is that she probably has no idea what this means.

The better news is that she doesn't know what she's thinking all the time, and not all of her thoughts can be understood at that moment... Well, maybe you should choose the strongest and most struggling parts to read.

The bad news is...

The businessman image that I worked so hard to create seems to be about to fail. Wait, are you still reading?

Tao begets one, one begets two. The quietest animal in the world is the gorilla, because when it is angry, it will be quiet...

Whew. Calm down.

Go out.

Grass.

Why do you keep staring at me without even giving me a chance to adjust my fighting stance?
[Favorability: -52]

There is no one around, and we are both willing. No one here knows me, and my favorability is so low that I don't plan to improve it, and it is impossible for them to come to the real world to look for me.

Birth, what a birth.

how?

Yao was so looking forward to the date in real life that she even bought new pajamas. Maybe there are others.

"call……"

However, one hand really can't hold it. Two hands may be able to hold it.

11 month 6 day.

late at night.

When he came back half an hour later, Su Ming's eyes were clear.

"Can you still hear me now?"

But he didn't go into the house immediately, he stood at the door first.

"..."

Noelia paused and shook her head.

"..."

Su Ming was thinking frantically about performing a split in the air over her head. Then he did 120 push-ups on the spot. Push-ups are when you put your hands on the ground and keep rising and falling.

While thinking about it, I lay on the ground and started to do it.

"?"

"Do you know what this is?"

"……do not know."

"..."

Sit in front of her and think wildly about how to knead her baby mess. Put on the sexiest lingerie for her and lick her all over like a villain over and over again.

Look into her eyes with clear eyes.

"Are you still hesitant about using me?"

"..."

call.

It seems that she can only hear it occasionally, not all the time.

"Okay, I'm laying my cards on the table."

"Showdown...what does that mean?"

"That is to say, let me be frank. I have no intention of selling you for the time being."

Sooner or later you won't be able to hide it, so you might as well just say it directly.

"..."

"It's impossible for you to die, so give up. At least it's impossible for you to die in the next six months, two or three years."

"Aren't you training me as a commodity and then selling me?"

"Do you want to be sold as a commodity and given to men as a pet?"

"..."

Noelia was silent for a while, then looked at Su Ming calmly, "So, you plan to just treat me as a pet. Not for sale."

"Just let it be."

"That's different from what you said."

"So what?"

"I'll find a chance to die, or kill you, every day."

"Just do it. I applaud you if you can do it."

“…When are you going to sell me?”

"I've already said it before, at least not in the next two or three years. But you never know when you'll get tired of it and want to sell it directly."

"...How do I get bored?"

"It depends on my mood."

"..."

Noelia was in a bad mood.

I originally thought that Su Ming was interested in her and wanted to do something with her before selling it, but it turned out to be two or three years.

11 month 7 day.

early morning.

Planning to commit suicide with a knife.

"Haven't you tried it so many times before? I told you to just try."

"Can you read my mind but I can't read it. Why can I stop it every time?"

"..."

"Coincidentally, in some ways I have a power that's stronger than mind-reading."

Noelia is increasingly unable to see through Su Ming.

She didn't think it was fake.

Su Ming must have something more special than her occasional ability, able to predict her every move.

and so……

If he says two or three years, does it really mean two or three years, or until he gets tired of playing?
What does it mean to be tired of playing?
11 month 7 day.

early.

Su Ming went to buy breakfast as usual.

If there were no plastic bags, I would use a cloth bag to buy the villagers’ bowls… and bring them back along with the noodles.

"..."

Noelia seemed to have not slept all night.

Seeing the steaming noodles in front of him, he showed no sign of eating anything, let alone speaking a word.

"Not hungry, right? Well, I am hungry."

Su Ming didn't indulge her and ate both bowls together.

11 month 7 day.

morning.

After eating and drinking, it's time to get going.

But Noelia refused to move.

"Are you having a childish temper?"

"Okay, you can stay here for a few days without moving. It will be convenient for me to go back and dig up your parents' graves."

"..."

She raised her head and looked at Su Ming, then stood up with gritted teeth.

"That's right, don't think you can influence me with a few tricks."

"I have very strange ideas."

"Maybe when I'm in a bad mood, I'll want to do something troublesome and unpaid."

If society dies, society dies.

Don't treat her as a human being.

Just be an NPC, be mute. Isn't it good to look at the blue sky and white clouds? Why do you have to care about the baby cafeteria? Is it because it is big? No, it is because it is kind.

Today I am chasing the baby cafeteria.

"..."

"Can you hear me now?"

"..."

Noelia shook her head.

call.

Sure enough, it was because she was kind. She didn't get enough sun exposure for 180 days.

11 month 7 day.

in the afternoon.

While traveling normally, Su Ming could clearly feel the mountain road shaking slightly.

It's not like I haven't encountered a caravan with horse carriages before. I was going to rob them, but when I saw that they were carrying sick children, I gave up. Conscience, when it's time to think about it, a little bit is enough. Anyway, I'm not in a hurry.

In the past, Xia Ye and I planned to become five-star gangsters, but unfortunately, before we could become one, the dream was shattered by the money Xia Ye earned from working on his own.

Is it okay today?
To say the most holy words, I planted this tree and I planted this road.

'The Philosopher's Blade.'

Su Ming muttered to himself, took his weapon and stood in the middle of the road.

11 month 7 day.

Night.

"Why don't you grab it?"

Noelia asked.

"Didn't you hear? The family was worried that the convoy that sent the child to the hospital this morning didn't have enough money, so they sent someone to send more."

"..."

"What I hate most in my life is the suffering of the world. You can understand that sometimes I will let someone go if I find it interesting. Next time I see them, I won't ask and will just kill them first."

11 month 8 day.

Unfortunately for Su Ming, after missing two routes yesterday, he never encountered anything worth robbing again.

We can only stay in the cave at night.

But it was much better than before, at least I brought two bottles of water and a few pieces of soft cloth, so I didn't have to sleep on the floor.

As for food, Su Ming could catch anything in the forest.

"Crackling."

Around the fire.

Su Ming was looking at the remaining oil in the lighter. Only half was left.

"..."

The orange flames flickered, illuminating Noelia's face.

"Pet...what to do?"

"Ok?"

"What should I do in two or three years?" Those eyes looked at Su Ming, as if they had accepted their fate again.

"I'll tell you when I think of it."

"…What do you mean by not getting enough sun exposure for 180 days? You want to put me in the sun and expose me to the sun."

"..."

Su Ming took a few steps away from her.

"It's useless. As long as you're in my sight, I can hear you as long as I can hear you."

"Is there any sign of the ability activating?"

"..."

Noelia shook her head and turned her gaze back to the campfire.

"It always happens in quiet, no other noise. Alone... at night. When I don't plan to think about anything."

"..."

"What is a maid costume? What are cat ears? Are cat ears... also clothes?"

"..."

"Pets will live in big houses, bend over and mop the floor... their buttocks will be..."

"Wait a minute."

Su Ming interrupted her, "I know you heard it. No need to repeat my thoughts again."

“The thought doesn’t mean I actually want to do it.”

"Is it possible that I did it on purpose after I knew you knew it?"

"..."

"Don't keep asking what to do. You'll know when you get there."

Su Ming's back was soaked with cold sweat.

I was just chewing on some tasteless barbecue, my mind wandering and thinking about something, and I got caught again.

But there is nothing we can do about it, right?
Even though she was wearing something that was almost the same as a robe, it was still visible. Even if she made up her baby face into a pockmarked face, her figure couldn't be solved. On the contrary, in order to make her figure less obvious, I personally guided her... It was easier to control my thoughts.

Damn, it’s okay to control behavior, but can you really control your thoughts?
Ok.

It seems to be possible.

For example, An Shiyao can really look at resources with a learning attitude. She has no intention at all, and only thinks about herself and then... sins. What has happened to such a good girl?
"You want to discipline me? What does discipline... mean?"

"Shut up."

You can't hear it if there's noise or you're thinking about something, right?

"Go over there and do a set of radio gymnastics."

"Watch out, the young eagle takes off... 1.2.3.4... Did you understand this section?"

"...1.2.3.4."

She honestly imitated Su Ming's movements and did it clumsily.

But Su Ming is just very abstract gymnastics.

she……

"Stop it."

"You're full, right? Go to sleep."

No one else can do the basic radio gymnastics like touching the feet and moving the wrists so erotically.

11 month 10 day.

Night.

Su Ming finally got what he wanted and grabbed a horse.

Of course, if you are riding on the same horse, you will bump into each other. But if you keep walking just for this thought, you won't bump into each other.

I can only say that at least I didn't rub it too hard. I also didn't feel the charm of her buttocks too much. It was just a normal riding.

Arrived in a new town.

It was bigger than the previous one. This direction seemed to be heading towards a more prosperous area in the capital.

Judging from the clothes worn by pedestrians in the streets and alleys, the living standards have definitely improved.

【Bounty Order】

[He is about 22 to 30 years old, and his strength is above that of a silver explorer. It is estimated that he has at least the strength of a gold explorer. This person has not been found in the Explorer Guild's historical list.]

【…】

[This person is extremely dangerous. He first killed 36 people in Roy Village and massacred the whole village. He then fled to the nearest town to Roy Village and broke into the house of the city lord, killing the city lord's second son and his personal guards, a total of 8 people. He also stole countless gold and silver treasures.]

【…】

[There are two criminals. The other one is confirmed to be the only survivor of Roy Village, Tia Noelia. The criminal can disguise himself.]

[If you see any suspicious persons, a man and a woman... please report directly to the Explorer Guild or the City Lord's Mansion or other relevant functional departments. Those who provide effective clues will be rewarded with 10,000 gold notes. The warriors who directly capture them will be rewarded with 100,000 gold notes and a mansion near the Explorer Guild in this city. ]

【…】

"Who is this? So fierce?"

"After slaughtering the whole village, he killed the second son of the neighboring city? Can he still run away?"

"Be careful recently... don't go out at night."

"But I heard that the people of Roy Village were massacred in the daytime. It was said that a monster appeared in the village... There were rumors before that someone found a different species in Roy Village. I haven't heard of a different species in many years."

A group of people gathered around the bulletin board.

Su Ming was among them.

There are several portraits. What they looked like in Roy Village and Noelia, and what they looked like after putting on makeup in the next town. Don't underestimate their ability to investigate afterwards... It's no different from real-life inspectors, who will also visit and investigate the habits of the prisoners, such as their dominant hand, their accent, etc.

Looks easy.

But with my foreign accent, it's not easy to get a pass or resident card when I'm stopped.

A reward of 100,000 gold notes.

The purchasing power is similar to that of the Snow Country currency and the US dollar, with a purchasing power of 1:7. More than .

Ok……

That's true. It's really bad. Noelia, for example, made a village disappear. He attacked public officials. It's not a matter of reward for releasing the Snow Country. They just sent out troops to act as terrorists.

I still don't know where this is from... or another world. After all, there are magic stones that can drive cars. Although it seems that the city lord's second son spent a lot of money to buy it back for show, it has no real use.

11 month 11 day.

early morning.

There are local tyrants everywhere. Where there is light, there is definitely shadow.

"Big, big brother, you should have told me earlier! The pass is easy to get, 1000 gold... No, I can give it to you for free if you want."

Just find some scoundrel to attack him and wait for him to reveal his identity.

"Can it still be used outside this city?"

"Yes, if it doesn't work, we wouldn't dare charge 1000..."

"I'll give you 3000 gold notes. Two of them. Make it look good for me. I'll come back to you if I have any questions."

"..."

The rumors were spreading like wildfire.

I guess the guy in front of him also roughly guessed where Su Ming came from.

I wanted to kill him directly.

But when I saw this guy wet his pants and kowtowed continuously... and said he just got married, he decided to quit this job.

Nor do I sympathize with him.

But Su Ming suddenly thought back to when he came to this world until now, maybe he has been treating human life as worthless?

Once upon a time, when I first learned that games were the same as reality, I felt uncomfortable thinking about having blood on my hands in games. But now it seems that I don’t feel that way at all.

"Stay here for a day. If you crawl out of this cellar early, I will find you again."

"..."

Maybe being a little cold-blooded isn't such a bad thing.

But I will also think unconsciously... If the people around me knew about it, Xiaoye would definitely not care. Xue'er probably wouldn't say anything either. What about An Shiyao and her sister? Even if I have accepted a lot, there is no need to give myself the title of a bloodthirsty person.

If it is not necessary or unless it is a serious crime, it is okay to let it go.

11 month 11 day.

early morning.

Back at the hotel, Noelia was still awake.

"I've been offered a bounty. One hundred thousand gold notes is... a lot for you, right?"

"You are worth at most a hundred gold notes in a hundred thousand miles."

"I heard a long time ago that the people in the Explorers Guild are very powerful. No one dares to be their enemy."

"I'm sorry you've seen it now. Stop talking nonsense and continue on your journey tomorrow."

How powerful is it?

As for the so-called glory explorers, Su Ming really wanted to see if they could use magic. As for the others, such as silver and gold... he had no interest in them.

11 month 11 day.

The sky was turning pale.

There was a lot of noise around the hotel. It sounded like someone was running up the stairs in a hurry.

"I don't know...it's different from the picture."

"But if I see it with my own eyes, I will definitely recognize it."

"..."

"Sir, as long as it's them... can I really get 100,000 gold notes?"

"..."

It seems that any sympathy or hesitation will only bring trouble to oneself.

In other words, don't use interests to test people's morality.

"boom--"

The door was kicked open, and the man was wearing tight clothes that were completely different from those of ordinary people. That must be a more advanced explorer than the one we met before? He also had a very good-looking dagger.

11 month 11 day.

noon.

He ran away again. Su Ming didn't know how many people there were in the Explorer Guild, but it was definitely not 3, let alone 12.

"If you sell me and don't need to take me with you... you can go wherever you want. It's easy, right?"

Talking bullshit again?
"I don't understand. He's interested in me, but he doesn't intend to do anything at all. Pets... aren't like that either."

"Since you said those thoughts were just to confuse me. Then what are your real thoughts?"

"Continue to run with me like this?"

"..."

"Sell me. The money will be enough for you to find someone else you're interested in. I don't think you can't get me with your ability. I can't learn the things you said, nor can I do what you heard... lying on the ground and 'meowing'. I don't know what you planned to do with me."

"But now, if you continue like this, you won't be able to keep me, and you won't get a penny."

"..."

The pursuers behind were all shaken off.

There was a farmer's house in the woods. Su Ming chose to kidnap the family of three.

"Stay here for a while. Here are 100 gold notes. If anyone asks, just say you didn't see anything. Keep the money safe and don't let it spill."

"I will untie you when I leave later."

"Nod if you understand."

"..."

After getting a response, Su Ming returned to his simple room.

"I happened to hear someone say this before, but I didn't quite understand it at the time."

“But maybe I understand now.”

"Are you... a weakling?"

"..."

“I have a lot of ideas, but I can’t do anything because of my physical disability.”

"Me? Heavenly withered?"

Impotence?

How could you stand on your own after you turned into a corpse?
"..."

The ribs were accidentally hit by a shotgun bullet. Although it was not a serious injury, it was very annoying.

Because the task is a mandatory 180-day time limit, which is annoying.

This guy kept muttering to himself in annoyance.

I was annoyed that I ran away without having a good meal because I showed a little sympathy for no reason.

"..."

Press her down on the simple bed.

It was so easy to break through the limit and pinch it at will. Two hands can be surrounded.

"Feel it?"

"You're talking about atrophy."

He held her hand, forcing her to truly feel the movements that belonged to her.

"..."

Her hands may have struggled for a moment, as did her legs, but it was only for that moment, and she gave up immediately.

Close your eyes. Just wait for something to happen.

"But I said it at the beginning."

Su Ming got up and lit a cigarette.

"I am 25 years old and married. I am not interested in you."

"Thoughts are thoughts. It's not your business whether I intend to act on them or not."

"..."

Noelia opened her eyes and looked at Su Ming.

"A pet means I can do whatever I want with it, even if I leave it alone."

"After two or three years, whether you want to die or do something else, it has nothing to do with me. Love or die. But now, you are my property."

"Your life, everything about you from head to toe belongs to me. I can use it however I want, or leave it alone if I want. If you keep whispering in my ear, I will go back right now, dig up your parents' graves, and feed the bodies to the dogs. Accept your fate, understand?"

"..."

"Speak when you understand."

"……Um."

"..."

“Woo…ha…”

Did you cry?
What she said might be a bit too much. But if she continues like this, she will definitely never stop. It is better to be direct.

"Stay here. I'll go out and see if there's anything to eat."

"Can I... ask for something?"

The voice, almost squeezed out of the throat, stopped Su Ming.

Turn your sight back.

I saw a thin layer of tears in the corners of her eyes. It looked like they were about to burst out at any moment. Her eyes were empty.

"At least... don't let me know that I'm still alive."

What does it feel like to have everything taken away from you?
Maybe Su Ming has experienced it, and truly felt it for a period of time in 2067. But she may be worse off than Su Ming, and there is no character like An Xiaoxi around her.

Don't advise others to be good without experiencing their suffering. The next sentence is... If you experience my suffering, you may not be as good as I am.

The role of a mean-spirited businessman villain is not a must.

If there is still one or two years of getting along after 180 days, it will take several years to get along. It will be hard for anyone to keep the current way of getting along. It's not just sharing the health bar... It's like being held in invisible handcuffs. You can choose to ignore it and put it in a small dark room to feed the animals. But that's not necessary. I haven't been born to that level yet, it's just for the so-called Tao heart.

"I will consider."

How can she get out of the shadow, or whether she can get out or not is up to her.

I just don't want to be too aware of my life, leaving too much time to think about life. In layman's terms, I am being exploited like a cow or a horse, and I have given up thinking. For me, who used to be a social animal, this is easy to deal with.

(End of this chapter)