Chapter 20 This is right, it must be
September 1, early morning.

Mr. Su Ming is back.

"It's safe. I met the doctor who spoke on the radio."

"..."

Mr. Su Ming seemed happy to share what he saw and heard.

Talk about how those people built a barbed wire fence that could be electrified to surround the place where they were stationed.

How to make traps and devices that can alert them to the situation without making sounds. There are even ingenious people who have made monitors that do not require a network.

A place where dozens of people live.

Those who are capable form teams and take turns to go out to look for supplies, while those who are not capable stay at the garrison to do logistics. There's something for everyone to do.

If in that kind of place, my sister can have a wider range of activities, and I heard that there are children of similar age to my sister, I would be happy to have real new friends.

But the problem is that my sister and I are both incompetent people. How can we travel more than 30 kilometers to get there?
"Don't worry, leave it to me."

"……Um."

I have a lot to say, but I can see Mr. Su Ming's happy expression, but I can't say it.

When did it start?

Mr. Su Ming is used to being cuddled by me, and I am also... used to it.

1 month 18 day.

noon.

Mr. Su Ming had lunch, said he was going to make preparations... and hurried out.

1 month 18 day.

late at night.

Mr. Su Ming asked my sister and I to pack up, and went out alone with our luggage. He said to put those things in the car first.

1 month 19 day.

early morning.

I held my sister's hand and walked out of the supermarket again after half a month.

Pearl Plaza has become very safe because of Mr. Su Ming's cleaning. As long as you don't intentionally make noise.

When I arrived at the exit, I saw stacked obstacles... It was a completely different mood than looking through a telescope. I could clearly understand how much effort Mr. Su Ming had put in for the safety of my sister and me.

1 month 20 day.

I think Mr. Su Ming is crazy.

"Just tell me, have you advanced ten kilometers?"

"Have you never seen a police car clearing the way in real life? What we are doing now is actually the same. I am clearing the way in front, and you and Xiaoxi can only move a certain kilometer at a time. Don't be greedy."

"..."

Always alone, rushing in front... and then making a lot of noise. Maybe it was the alarm bell that I brought back from the inspectorate.

Use that kind of thing to attract a murderous maniac.

Can you not feel safe?
If he had come out a few minutes later, he would not have met a murderer at all. Everyone would have been attracted to Mr. Su Ming.

Can you not be afraid?

The ground was shaking slightly, enough to tell how many of them... were heading towards Mr. Su Ming.

I backed down.

But I was already outside the supermarket, and at this moment... I was incapable of questioning, and I would only be hated by others.

1 month 25 day.

Mr. Su Ming is exhausted.

However, I finally saw the shelter that Mr. Su Ming mentioned.

It was an unfinished building in the suburbs. Someone set up barbed wire to block the area and made many traps... The murderer can't read, but anyone alive can know [Don't step on the traps] [Please press three times to let us know you are a normal person] Wait, what is it? mean.

We are only active at night.

Therefore, it took a full five days.

even so……

"incredible."

"Really...brought them back. And the children."

"..."

The women who greeted us were all shocked. It seemed as if Mr. Su Ming had accomplished some kind of feat.

1 month 25 day.

It's about 4 o'clock in the morning.

"Thanks to you, I haven't had a drink so happily in a long time."

"Can the lunch meat be added to the rice and cooked together tomorrow?"

"..."

They all welcomed Mr. Su Ming, who not only brought my useless sister and me, but also brought a lot of supplies.

"I didn't quite believe it yesterday. Now, can you really face seven or eight murderers alone with just a knife?" The woman, who might be a little drunk, put her arm around Mr. Su Ming's shoulder.

It's not that I can't understand it.

Because in their perception, Mr. Su Ming is an intersex person who is lucky and has the strength to survive. Not so scrupulous about gender.

Besides...even a man, facing a man who can bring such a burden as my sister and I to the shelter, such a capable man. Why keep it at arm’s length?

"I heard from Su... uh, Mr. Su that you and your sister were injured? I'm a surgeon, I'll help you later."

Of course, they will not be indifferent to my sister and me.

She is very beautiful and has a good figure.

Wearing a white coat, although she has the same single ponytail as me, I can't possess her mature and capable temperament. Doctors...are far more useful than I am.

"It's really hard. I heard Mr. Su say that before you met him, you were the one who barely supported your sister...to survive."

"A toast to you."

"...We will be together from now on. If we have any difficulties, we will help each other."

"..."

"How old are you?"

"How old are you?"

"You say it first~"

"I don't want it! Just a little bit~"

While I was changing glasses, I saw my younger sister playing with two younger sisters of similar age. I was a little angry at first... but when my younger sister took out the dolls that Mr. Su Ming had specially brought for her, we became very good friends again.

Why...I can't be happy?

This place is definitely safer than the supermarket, and here... it is definitely more promising. Among them are many talents from different professions, including doctors, engineers... security guards, and even comforters who have taken psychology courses in college.

This is a team that has been working together for more than two months.

"I heard... that you are intersex? You didn't realize you were intersex until you became an adult and got a girlfriend. The doctor asked you to choose whether to be a girl or a complete boy?"

I think Mr. Su Ming's excuse is lame.

But... because he was still alive and showed no signs of being infected and going crazy, no one suspected it. Just interested.

"If you ask me, why should you listen to the doctor? Just because you have a fertility defect doesn't mean you can't be a boy. You were obviously raised as a boy, right?"

"Now... I'm curious, do you still have any thoughts when you are getting along with a woman now?"

I saw with my own eyes that the woman who had just met Mr. Su Ming was very close to him and reached out to touch Mr. Su Ming's shoulder. He was a bit drunk and seemed to be hinting at something.

"...After all, I grew up as a man, so I still have thoughts and behaviors..."

Mr. Su Ming seemed to have no intention of refusing. His hand was pulled to the thigh of the woman who was probably nearly thirty years old, and he touched her. Her appearance is not bad, and her figure is not bad either.

"Haha...I'm lucky. I just divorced my husband...otherwise, I might have been strangled to death by that bastard. It's been many years...I haven't been so close to a man."

Getting closer and closer, the woman's face was almost pressed against Mr. Su Ming's neck. She grabbed Mr. Su Ming's hand in a very obscene manner and placed it on her ribs. It's like deliberately seducing... moving up.

Mr. Su Ming seems to enjoy these.

"...An Shiyao?"

I was discovered by Mr. Su Ming and found me watching.

"..."

I left.

Maybe at this point, I finally figured it out.

No matter what thoughts I had, however strange thoughts I had. But that's just the idea of ​​the object after all, and objects shouldn't have ideas of their own.

I...as the eldest lady of the An family, it is impossible and should not be treated like an object by men anymore, to serve anyone.

My focus should be on my sister and back to my original philosophy.

"It's force majeure. After all, the reason I told them is a bit abstract..."

"...Mr. Su Ming."

I don't know why Mr. Su Ming needs to explain to me.

But I think it needs to be explained.

"I serve you... because you have been protecting me and my sister."

"But when we get here, the deal is almost... over. I have always thought about sending you to prison with my own hands when I leave here."

"But you have helped me and my sister so much, so I will serve you for a while as a reward. Also... after we get out, I will find a way to reward you handsomely."

"Then, starting from today...you no longer have to protect my sister and me."

This is right.

Mr. Su Ming no longer needs to worry about my sister and me. It is his right to do whatever he wants...whoever he wants to serve him.

And I should rediscover the dignity that belongs to my family and myself.

That's right. definitely is.

If I'm not sure what to do anymore and continue to let my heart-wrenching feeling develop, I...may go crazy.

You see, doesn’t it make you feel a lot easier once you speak clearly?
(End of this chapter)