Chapter 99: In the Hotel with An Shiyao
1 month 20 day.
Night.
Su Ming almost understood how the whole thing looked from An Shiyao's perspective.
How do you say it?
No one is wrong.
In her opinion, she was already dead. Even if she saw herself, she would not be able to take action immediately.
After all, his life did not intersect with hers on the surface. Those few months were just less than an hour in the real world for Su Ming.
Later, it was confirmed that the method of "this life" was a bit abstract.
Smoking is Marlboro.
In the end times, I only took good cigarettes at first, but later I found that I still had the habit of lighter mint cigarettes. The habits in real life were eventually retained in the game.
Clothes... Should we thank the game for copying real-life clothes into it?
None of this matters.
The point is, using the fact that she peeks and thinks that she is equally lustful, can this also be used as a way to confirm it? Even if she says something like "lust is the same as in memory" and "adjusting the details of the trajectory", Su Ming cannot understand how she finds the so-called similarities.
Now we have changed hotels.
I also understand the issue of vacant rooms. As expected, 99% of the problems in the world can be solved with money, and the remaining 1% is because the money level is not high enough.
If you say she was a spendthrift, she was just trying to be a thief and possess me. If you say she was not a spendthrift, something that could have been solved with a simple attack might have become a big weird talk in the hotel industry.
Asked if you have ever doubted?
I really didn't doubt it. But I had some fantasies, but after asking An Shiyao if she had a boyfriend, I completely ruled it out. I always thought that it was redundant to bring the experience that was clearly a game into reality, and it was a cumbersome thought that could easily lead to crime.
"Well, the Ruixiang Hardware negotiations fell through."
"I have contacted a new supplier, so my field work will be extended by two days. Please rearrange your schedule."
have to say.
An Shiyao, who was sitting there, neatly dressed and calmly talking on the phone, was completely different from the one who was hugging him tightly.
Age, should be 24 now?
Perhaps it is because she has seen life and death, and her family environment has allowed her to see many big scenes. If she wants to, it is easy for her to create the aura of a calm yet stressful superior.
"It's not a good job to not go back and make false reports about business."
Seeing her hang up the phone, Su Ming spoke.
"How is it that I am not fulfilling my duties? The business is real. If I mention my father's name, the suppliers will give me face."
"I remember you before...in my dreams, you were striving for independence."
"Is that what you want me to be?"
She winked playfully and sat next to Su Ming again, "I was like that a long time ago. But I changed my mind after meeting you."
“Why not rely on someone if you have one?”
"Admitting that you are incapable does not necessarily mean that people will dislike you or look down on you. I now feel that it is enough to just do what I can do."
“It’s okay to be confident, but not arrogant.”
"..."
Yes.
Su Ming also didn't forget, and in the end An Shiyao became quite dependent on him.
What do you want to say?
child.
I only realized it belatedly that if it were a normal relationship, I would probably be criticized as a failure.
There was silence for a while.
"that……"
An Shiyao raised her face nervously, her eyes trembling slightly, and then she lowered her gaze again.
"Isn't it... two days too much?"
Worried about this?
"No, I'm not thinking about it at all. I also told you that you don't need to think about it."
"..."
No matter what, there is no need to think about it. Su Ming also knows that she must have all kinds of thoughts intertwined.
Why is it so difficult to speak up?
"Tell me the truth, after you found out it was me, did you fantasize about abstract things and do strange things?"
“Uh, that, that is…”
An Shiyao's cheeks turned red.
"Look at this expression, right?"
The reason why it’s hard to speak up is.
There is a scar on her stomach.
I didn't find anything in the encyclopedia about her having children, so if I'm not mistaken... the child must have died for some reason.
From 2016 to now 2023. How did she survive after losing herself and then losing her child?
"Ha... Mr. Su, Mr. Su Ming, you haven't had dinner yet..."
Her face flushed, and she lowered her eyes and breathed deeply.
It was just a movement between the body's instinct and the consciousness of giving up defense, and it could not be a real resistance. Instead, it was more sensational.
"Play a little before eating. Use up more energy so you can eat more."
"..."
An Shiyao's weight is definitely not too light. She must be over 100 pounds.
Hold it on your lap. Of course, it won't be too heavy.
It just felt like the right weight. The drum pressed against Su Ming's legs, allowing him to feel the texture of his pantyhose and soft flesh.
Maybe because the lights were on, she was too embarrassed to be in the game.
"OK, I think I've used up enough energy."
"Why, why is this happening?"
Her eyes were blurry, and she was completely in a state of arousal.
"So which one do you want? You won't be able to walk later."
"...Okay, ask them to send it over."
She whispered something and refused to let go.
“It’s better to go to a restaurant and eat ready-made food.”
"……don't want."
He already had his arms around Su Ming's neck and launched a direct attack.
-
One hour.
It's not like they were having a normal conversation. After all, my clothes were dirty and I was sweating. I couldn't not take a shower, right?
Go out of the hotel.
Wandering around the nearby snack street.
There are so many people setting up stalls at night that the whole road is so congested that cars can't get in at all.
Because he was not familiar with the road conditions, Su Ming took 1 minute to get in and 20 minutes to back out.
If she were to go on a business trip with her boss, she might be treated coldly. But An Shiyao was full of interest and even went down to give instructions from behind.
Want to say.
Although I don’t drive much, I don’t have to be commanded like a novice!
"Hehe...except for worrying about unnecessary scratches."
"I am confident about my body and appearance, like this—"
It seemed like a very natural action to her. As soon as Su Ming parked the car, he held her arm intimately. Su Ming saw with his own eyes that a stall owner fried a chicken leg until it was burnt in order to get a few more glances.
Indeed, a woman like her will definitely attract a lot of attention wherever she is.
“Like this, Mr. Su Ming and I will satisfy our vanity.”
"My vanity is the satisfaction of being able to hold your hand and have a beautiful girlfriend? Then where does your vanity come from?"
"Same~"
Smiling face, eyes curved into crescents.
"..."
It's not just what An Shiyao said, in her eyes, she is no different from in the game.
So does she.
Also.
Now that it was confirmed, why would she hide her love? It was no surprise that she was as unreserved as she was then.
"Dry pot potato chips, I like that."
"And...spicy clams."
"..."
"It's all spicy. Aren't you afraid that you'll have to hold on to the wall when you get out later?"
"I can eat spicy food too! Besides, I'm not Mr. An..."
She puffed up her cheeks and pointed at Su Ming with the skewer.
"Yao."
"Ah."
She immediately smiled and passed the skewers to Su Ming's mouth. Needless to say, in public, people would look at them with envy or jealous eyes like a stupid couple.
She was really energetic. She walked around in her high heels for so long, and she was still in high spirits even at midnight.
But on the contrary, she had been rubbing her calves occasionally since hours ago.
"I've already said it, it's just a walk, and no one will think you're childish if you walk with high heels."
"No."
"I never said you wouldn't be yourself without those few centimeters of heels."
"In the early stage...see more of me, a more attractive me."
"..."
Another half hour.
"Ouch, my feet are so sore. There are no lights here, and I can't see anything... The pictures on my phone clearly show a beautiful view."
"Sit down for a while."
Taking a walk to the big lake that connects several provinces, even at this time of day even an idiot would know that it can't be as beautiful as during the day.
"what……"
"First of all, I want to make it clear that this is purely to take care of you. There is no other intention."
"I, I know, but..."
It wasn't that she was not used to reaching out and touching her calves. An Shiyao was just worried that there would be a strange smell when she took off her high heels after walking for so long.
"It stinks."
"I knew it! Mr. Su Ming would definitely say that on purpose!"
She retracted her foot instantly, her face flushed.
"Yeah, I was kidding. It smells really good."
"How is that possible? After walking for so long, it must... really stink?"
"Can I light a cigarette? I'll try to quit completely after we get married."
"...Mr. Su Ming?"
An Shiyao was stunned.
"You don't really want to be my lover forever, do you? Even if you say you don't want any status, I won't do that."
"..."
When it comes to this topic, An Shiyao is obviously shaken. She can't speak easily anymore.
"There will definitely be some trouble, but I won't really let you handle it the way you say. I won't worry about it for now. Just know that I will find a way to take responsibility."
"Then, there is another problem."
"?"
"I remember, in my dream...you were pregnant."
"..."
An Shiyao's face froze, she lowered her head and said nothing.
"You have a scar on your stomach. I also know that if it is true as I think, it is an image you don't want to remember."
"I'm sorry... If this is true, I am the father."
“It’s not a good memory, but I want to know.”
Is it my responsibility?
Because that BOSS was so difficult to deal with, after spending dozens of times to finally survive and reach the port, I didn't want to reload the game anymore.
If it is really my responsibility, I am afraid I can't talk about much guilt. The child, not showing up, not accompanying, is just a stranger I have never met. Just like the saying goes, whether to save the older or the younger, the law stipulates that the older should be saved. It's just that there is no need to let her bury it in her heart. After several years of suffering, as I have clearly intended to accept her, I should also help her resolve it as a guide.
"..."
I waited for a long time, but didn't hear any words.
"It might be a little... okay, wait till you've calmed down and you can talk about it later."
Then let’s not talk about it.
No matter how you look at it, it seems a bit like hindsight to bring this up now, so if she wants to say it, then she can say it, if she doesn't want to say it, then she can leave it for later.
"I'm sorry, I suddenly said something that would probably make you feel bad."
Su Ming put his arm around her waist and leaned against her shoulder.
Got to change the subject.
"Come to think of it, your nails are painted nicely. I didn't expect that..."
"Mr. Su Ming."
The words were interrupted.
"Ok?"
When I saw her raise her face, her pupils flashed with some color.
"That's also... part of your story. If you want to know, I'll tell you."
"I am timid, and most of the time I don't want to think about what happened back then, but... it's different now."
"You have come back to me."
"Don't force it."
"No, I'm not forcing myself... Just, when you hug me, don't take the opportunity to pinch my belly. It makes me look... fat."
"You care about this? Aren't chubby ones good?"
“That’s not good!”
"..."
Maybe it was just a prelude to An Shiyao relaxing her mood, but if she wanted to say anything, she would listen carefully.
Get to know her past little by little.
(End of this chapter)