Chapter 89

1 month 16 day.

Night.

When Su Ming walked out of the neighborhood where Xia Ye lived, his heart beat a little faster.

"..."

No.

Why didn't you stop?!

Is this practical action?
I can only say that, apart from being shy, Xia Ye seems to be surprisingly accepting of herself.

With the atmosphere just now, I feel like it’s okay to continue on this path?
"Form is emptiness, emptiness is form. I am here to cultivate feelings."

"..."

"But cultivating feelings and coveting her body don't seem to conflict?"

Forget it.

That's enough for now.

I am one of the people who have really tried the Baby Canteen in real life. This is not a game. My current progress is already very good. Be content with what you have.

Come back home.

"Master, you are a real dish."

"You know nothing. My hands are now stained with holy things, so I can't easily exert my strength."

"Even if he was covered in shit, he wouldn't be 0-17 with 1 assist."

So happy.

Happiness is so simple.

"By the way, is Mr. An seriously ill? He didn't come today either."

"It should be nothing, I heard it's just a cold."

Su Ming almost forgot about An Shiyao.

It's not a bad thing that she's sick.

Maybe she will forget about her relationship with Xia Ye when she comes back. The holidays will come soon, and she will not remember it after the New Year holiday. As long as she doesn't get angry, it's ok.

Do you hope to bring your girlfriend back this year?
Now I can tell my sister in advance to clear my name. It's not that I couldn't find a girlfriend before, but I didn't meet the right one before.

But there were no pictures on the phone. She couldn't see the stunning beauty of her future sister-in-law. What a pity.

"Fuck! I don't want to play anymore!"

"Master, you keep blowing yourself up! You're worse than my girlfriend!"

"What are you barking at? This is me. I played with my eyes closed just now, but now I have opened my eyes."

I was thinking about so many good things that I forgot I was still playing games. What League of Legends?

CS.GO.

My shooting skills are utterly awful, okay?

[You have been asked to leave the room]

Is this considered cheating? Just having a box cutter in your pocket doesn't count, right?

If you can't beat them, just vote, right?

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the other side.

A high-end apartment in Dong City.

Before An Shiyao moved in, her secretary tidied the house very well, and the furniture, sundries, etc. were all arranged according to her preferences.

But now it's a mess.

Empty wine bottles filled the coffee table.

"Buzz."

The phone on the corner of the table vibrated. She didn't want to answer it, so she just curled up under the window, wrapping her body with the curtains.

I have hardly slept since leaving the annual meeting.

Unwilling to go out.

When the secretary called, he just said he was sick.

In fact, she didn't know how to go out and face the terrible facts.

My sister called.

"……what."

"It's okay. Things are going well."

"Well, he is no different from your impression of your brother-in-law, except that he doesn't remember me."

lie.

It is one of the ways to make your relatives not worry about you. Just pretend.

But I can’t deceive myself about the feeling of my heart being cut by a knife.

I will just numb myself with alcohol over and over again.

She couldn't do what her sister said.

Once you decide, do it.

No matter what difficulties you encounter, you will snatch him away even if he already has a girlfriend. Because your feelings are not inferior to anyone else?

But if you believe in this life.

Then, without him, will everything go smoothly?

If so.

I will run into trouble again. In terms of causality, I should be irrelevant.

If so, why let yourself see it and confirm it?

I stumbled and pulled open the curtains. It was already dark outside, indicating that the day was about to end.

No way.

It's impossible to hide here forever.

Escape back to Kyoto?

In no mood.

So, go to the company to confront it?

Can't do it?
"..."

Sitting down against the wall again, An Shiyao hugged her knees.

She got it.

I haven't changed at all fundamentally, and I'm still as weak as I was six years ago.

"I... have been your wife for six years."

"It doesn't matter if you don't remember, I know you are..."

"..."

"It's okay. She's nice and a good match for you."

self-mumbling.

like.

Back to a long time ago.

When Mr. Su Ming was about to die, he picked up the gun and then put it down.

There is no way to make the right choice.

I wanted to escape, but I couldn't move.

I want to ask, how far have you come with that girl?
I wonder if you realize that you actually... have such strong feelings.

regret.

It should have been stated earlier and more directly. There is no way he is inferior to her, and even in this life, he will not lose to anyone.

This love, which has been brewing for a longer time, is now more real.

Wake up.

Running away won't solve anything.

"Tons, tons, tons——"

He took another big gulp of red wine and became slightly unconscious.

But compared to the self-mutilation with knives of long ago, this is not a nasty form of anesthesia.

Will do it.

Must face it.

Straight to the point... harvest or blessing, whatever. But you must stand in front of him.

The numb heart boils, and then cools down... that is impossible. That is true, it will wither the heart along with it, it is unbearable cruelty.

scared.

Very uneasy.

I will call... No, I will go directly. If I don't have the courage when I'm sober, I will drink again. I don't drink normally, so my alcohol tolerance is very low. If I drink too much and say something wrong... we can still be friends, right? That way, I won't feel desperate.

1 month 17 day.

Night.

Su Ming received a call.

It happened very suddenly.

Xia Ye said the water pipes in her apartment were broken and she couldn't take a shower. She wanted to borrow the bathroom.

"..."

Su Ming lives in a very small place.

To be honest, it's a little hard to invite her over. But think about it, we're already dating, so I should be honest. If Xia Ye is unhappy with me because of this, then I can only say that this is fate.

"It's so cozy. I also want to live in a small room like this with everything."

But she didn't seem to mean any mockery.

She quickly entered the spotless bathroom which Su Ming had urgently cleaned before she came.

"Will it... be inconvenient for Brother Ming?"

She poked her head out of the bathroom, her face slightly flushed.

"How can it be inconvenient? You're welcome anytime."

She seems a little shy.

To make her feel more comfortable, Su Ming turned on the computer and played music, but it still couldn't cover up the sound of water.

No, this was completely beyond Su Ming's expectations. He was also panicking.

Hold the grass!

In real summer nights, just take a bath in your own small bathroom!
Yesterday I touched it...

calm.

You can't lust for your body right away. Even if lust is just, it's not, lust is a knife above your head.

But I touched it yesterday, so I can touch it today?
"..."

All kinds of thoughts drifting away.

Su Ming didn't pay any attention to what was being broadcast on the computer.

Soon.

Summer nights are here. The pleasant scent of shower gel hits you with the mist.

"Brother Ming, what do you usually do?"

She took the hair dryer shyly and blew her hair.

"Look at finance, look at the recent international situation..."

This is a computer screen showing the friction between a small country and a big country, an international event.

"Pfft, is Mingge really that serious?"

"Well, I watch the live broadcast occasionally. As you can see, this is just a place to sleep. There is not much other activities here."

Why do you have to sit so close?
She had just finished taking a shower and was wearing a sweater. There were still some water droplets flowing down her snow-white neck.

She didn't seem to be leaving anytime soon.

"Brother Ming... have you ever been in love?"

"Huh? No."

"Well, yesterday... suddenly... well, I got startled."

"..."

Kiss?
"That...was my first kiss."

She lowered her head.

"Me too."

The atmosphere was getting weirder and weirder. Her cheeks were definitely not just red because she had just taken a shower.

"..."

So cute.

Su Ming touched her shoulder and she froze instantly.

He seemed a little at a loss, and as if he thought of something, he closed his eyes nervously.

Young kiss.

Her expression was dull and her wet eyelashes trembled constantly.

"?"

Before she speaks, one more time.

"..."

This time it took longer.

She gasped for air and her body went limp.

To be honest, Su Ming never thought that the relationship would develop so quickly.

But this is obviously an opportunity, right? So I took the initiative and the result was...unexpected?
"Hmm...Should I go back..."

Her neck was stained pink. Maybe she had some reaction.

"I don't really want to let you go back now."

Su Ming couldn't bear it anymore.

I remember that after I came back from the game last time, I had a strong desire for that aspect for a while. I should be able to hold it back, but I also felt that maybe the relationship was already there. It's not like I don't have responsibilities. This is my girlfriend after all, and it's much more normal to get on base than in the game.

"Can I touch it?"

"Ah...Ming Ge has already touched it. Yesterday...also..."

"I'm sorry, you're so cute. I couldn't help it."

"Well……"

Her belly was very cute. Her skin was very smooth because she had just taken a bath. She would tremble slightly if I touched her.

It actually developed so smoothly.

Can we really make it to the end? There is nothing wrong with that. I am lustful, but I am also responsible. I want to talk about a relationship that will lead to marriage. Not just a playful relationship.

So, as long as she has no objection, it's fine.

"Will it be better if I turn off the lights?"

You could see that she was very ashamed, covering her skirt with her hands.

If the vision is dimmer, she will be more relaxed.

Put it on the bed.

As he wandered through her body, the memories that had been blurred by the dream game gradually revived. He really couldn't bear to let go of such a good wife.

Now Su Ming is not opposed to the appearance of real people in the game. This time, there are not only people in the game, but also in reality.

Isn’t fate and luck great?

The summer night in real life may not necessarily become like the summer night in the game, where people are very tolerant of themselves.

The passionate kiss can quickly put her into an unknown state.

Su Ming's cheeks also felt a little hot, and the arrow was on the string.

"what……"

Pretending to resist was no different from not resisting; instead, it made Su Ming even more excited.

There is no tail at the base of the drum, so of course there won’t be one, right?

"Buzz."

Just at this moment the phone rang.

Don't want to answer.

But the person who called seemed to have something urgent to do, and it was the third time.

"...Ming-ge?"

The good atmosphere was also partially destroyed. Xia Ye was left with only a pure white bra on her chest, her face flushed as she covered her lower body with the quilt in the dim light.

In this case.

Su Ming didn't think that answering a phone call would affect Xia Ye's acceptance of him.

Ok?
An Shiyao?
Why is she looking for me at this time?
(End of this chapter)