Chapter 72: Retire after this job

11 month 15 day.

My top priority is still exposed.

There are two reasons.

1. I failed to execute it thoroughly and experienced what humans call 'vacillation'.

2. I can't simply choose the more delicious mice and give up the others like I did when I was wandering before.

Orphanage.

For humans, some people online don’t care about unrelated offspring, while others do.

The eldest brother didn't seem to care.

"Do you still have any troublesome questions?"

"If it's the same as childbirth, half boring and half boring, Xiaopigu will really get beaten."

"..."

I didn't go to the training center again, and after the incident was fully exposed, there were no other problems.

Maybe my body is just as my elder brother said, and human medicine cannot explain it. I have a problem, and I have no examples and can only rely on myself.

11 month 23 day.

Went to the orphanage together.

But I haven't been able to see a child with excellent survival ability. They are all stupid and thin cubs.

And I seem to understand what love is.

It starts from the 'reciprocity of soul and soul'. I know that big brother copied what other humans said.

But that doesn’t stop me from having insights.

My physical instincts don’t require a lot of engagement. The 'soul' needs to be separate from the body.

I no longer need to rely on my big brother for my survival. I understand all kinds of human rules. Food, shelter, knowledge...all can be found on your own. The ability to prevent risks is enough to survive in the human world.

If I simply need an agreement, then there must be someone with better genes than my eldest brother. But I'm not interested.

Hazy, but definitely there - such a thing that cannot be touched or invisible.

12 month 24 day.

It's almost Christmas again.

I learned too much knowledge last year and didn’t have time to digest it, so I didn’t know that giving gifts at such a time would make my elder brother happy.

So, this year I prepared in advance.

Being active online as a woman can sometimes hinder opportunities to gain insight into what men are really thinking.

【Come here for some astringent pictures】

This is one way they start their chat.

Once active, you can ask questions along the way.

[My wife is worried about what gift to give me for Christmas, but actually I don’t care at all. 】

This is called Versailles.

[Grass, sour]

[Brother, it’s okay if you lie to us. We believe it, but don’t fool yourself into crying alone in the middle of the night. 】

【…】

They offered a lot of gifts that I could understand.

3090. That's the computer's graphics card, and my eldest brother sometimes plays games.

Playing games together allows you to get along for a long time, and you can even make a promise at the end.

cos.

That's a dress-up game. I know everything.

12 month 25 day.

Better than last year.

This year there is absolutely no need to disappear midway and no need to change safety measures.

I selected and secretly purchased the 'Black and White Jeanne d'Arc', 'Seiko Swimming Suit', 'Suspender White Silk, Black Silk' and so on. It seemed to strongly arouse the idea of ​​​​making a promise to the elder brother.

1 month 2 day.

The pattern is clear.

I see a change every 30 days, usually at the end or beginning of the month.

Big brother said it was like a female human’s menstrual period. Also so that I can disguise it as a cat's tail when the transformation is approaching and the tail cannot be hidden.

By the time it was over, he seemed tired.

Although the elder brother said that it is also an obligation to take care of me. But I think it's not good.

1 month 10 day.

my body. There are other changes.

Is it because I have a strong desire to be able to have cubs?

A little more neural crossover.

But those promises that entered my body were all absorbed by the tail. It has no effect and is absorbed as ordinary nutrients.

Will I get better?
I do not know.

But I know very well that big brother will not let me go just because I can't get better.

2 month 28 day.

wedding anniversary.

Big brother said he would take me on a date. I know that is one of the human activities.

Of course, some people who can't find a spouse don't.

I enjoy it.

But I found that after doing this, my desire to make a promise would be extremely strong.

3 month 11 day.

I spent a month traveling to a far away, cold place.

The eldest brother cannot regulate his body temperature and keep out the cold by eating more. But my body is always warm.

I like cold places like this.

Will spend a lot of time holding me.

3 month 20 day.

Low price orders are rarely accepted.

Today I received a request to assassinate someone planning a terrorist attack. In the broadest sense of humanity, he is a bad person.

The reward is 100 million knives.

4 month 5 day.

"Target 12 o'clock, distance 900 meters, wind speed 10 meters."

"Hit the target."

"..."

I was supposed to take my eldest brother and leave the scene quickly after it was completed.

But I was distracted.

This is a very low-level error.

"boom!"

A step slower. Although he managed to escape successfully, the elder brother's arm was grazed by a bullet.

An injury of that magnitude could easily be dealt with by me.

But why?
When reporting the situation, I would stare at my elder brother’s serious face and think about various issues.

"fine."

"Didn't you immediately make arrangements to evacuate me?"

"..."

wrong.

Even though my treatment methods have reached a good level.

But it still hurts.

There is a risk of death.

The eldest brother is not only interested in making promises, but is also interested in many things. But I seem to have always just wanted to stay with him longer, and I have made many appointments. Too many for ordinary people to understand.

4 month 8 day.

The elder brother is recuperating and resting.

I take good care of you.

I held back and didn't make the promise.

4 month 10 day.

My abnormality was discovered.

"In fact, I can tell that something might be wrong with you."

"Hmm... It's probably because you like me more than normal now."

what does that mean?
More than normal liking?

I asked again if I still had any doubts about the issue of 'fertility'.

I deny it.

I do care about this, but I don't have to endure the idea of ​​letting other female humans make a pact with my big brother to have offspring.

He was hurt because of me, but he still wanted to satisfy my thoughts.

I feel sad. This is not what a wife should do.

4 month 11 day.

I suggested going to an orphanage alone to see if there were any good cubs.

But the real purpose is to stay away.

Once someone touches my head or pinches my face, I can't help but get close to him. I understand what the big brother means. My love is too much, too much, and abnormal.

4 month 13 day.

"Ah? You want to abstain from sex?"

"Well... Xiaoye wants to be restrained by big brother."

I want to change.

I couldn’t keep thinking that I could do whatever I wanted just because my older brother said it was okay.

"Okay, but if you feel bad just say so right away."

With my insistence, the older brother agreed.

4 month 14 day.

So sad.

I couldn't sit on my big brother's lap all day. I couldn't make any promises.

4 month 16 day.

"What would you be interested in?"

"In fact, maybe if I devote myself to something again, I won't feel so bad. The promise... This is also my responsibility. But it's not too late to find my own fun again."

"..."

What would I be interested in?

If I think about it carefully, everything I do, making money, learning medicine, language, cooking, aesthetics... are all closely related to my older brother.

That's the only thing that keeps me interested.

What I am looking for now has nothing to do with my elder brother, it is simply because I am interested in it.

found.

But there is no such extra interest.

"Yes, learn more languages. I can't learn those minor languages. I can only rely on you to be the translator."

Can I hold it back?
4 month 19 day.

Can't help it.

When I came to my senses, the agreement had been fulfilled.

"Forget it. There's no need to endure it."

I do not want.

This is a bad thing and must be corrected.

4 month 26 day.

I found a way.

I used to view it as a meaningless human entertainment activity.

But I found that it actually helped ease the consciousness.

self-comfort.

I could even imagine that my older brother and I were making an effective agreement to have cubs.

4 month 29 day.

Was discovered.

My older brother was very surprised. And for some reason, I found it very difficult to face him.

This is not abstinence at all.

It is what humans often call a crooked path.

"Come on. This will not only torture you, but also torture me."

"My lovely wife is doing this next door, and I have to endure it."

"Do you want to torture me?"

"..."

Of course I don't, I just...

Well.

It's much better than self-consolation. No need to imagine, it's real.

"I think you've completely forgotten that it was me who first proposed making an agreement with you."

"I am the one who really should abstain from sex but I have absolutely no intention of abstaining from sex."

"..."

"It seems that apart from those abstract vows in the church, I have never seriously confessed my feelings to you."

"cough."

"..."

It was a very natural smile. He held me in his arms and whispered in my ear the words humans use to court a mate.

I had already completed this ritual with my elder brother.

But I still, inexplicably and uncontrollably, want to be hugged tighter.

"Come on. How could I not feed you?"

4 month 30 day.

The eldest brother slept until night time.

I didn't move from the bedside and just watched quietly.

I understand.

My way of thinking is still wrong. But big brother can help me correct it.

Promises do not have to be long or frequent to achieve ultimate satisfaction. Just like yesterday, when I heard that sentence, I felt that it was enough, and my chest felt light as if feathers were floating. A feeling that is more satisfying than satisfaction.

"Xiaoye, you still need to listen."

"what?"

"I like it, Xiaoye's words."

"..."

But why didn't I say anything? Why did I feel satisfied just by seeing my older brother avoid looking at me?
"Xiaoye wants to listen. I like Xiaoye's feet and drums..."

"I'm holding back."

Of course I know that only the first "confession" is serious, and the latter part is just to tease me.

But I would also feel satisfied if I teased my older brother with these words and observed his reaction.

it's wired.

5 month 3 day.

Occasionally, I would go to the welfare home with my older brother to see if there were any outstanding cubs.

My standards are different from my older brother’s.

He wants to find someone with blonde hair and blue eyes or someone with outstanding eye color, but I want someone who is excellent in all aspects such as physical fitness, not likely to die young and worth cultivating.

But in essence, if the big brother I find doesn't have a "good eye" for me, I won't take him. But if the big brother finds someone who has a "good eye" first and doesn't meet my requirements, I will take him too.

Is this also a kind of love?

5 month 5 day.

"Are you really ready to be a mother?"

"Ok!"

"A bit..."

"?"

whee.

Moreover, I know something different from what is said online.

That is it. My elder brother and I did not experience a "burnout period", and even today my elder brother still has the same enthusiasm for me.

My older brother imagined me becoming my mother, and it seemed to have increased. Humans' XP is really strange.

However, I like this kind of big brother.

Well...love should be expressed.

"Big brother, Xiaoye loves you."

"?"

"Love you~"

"I'm not deaf."

I was very happy today because my hand was held. I hope they can find a cub that their big brother is happy with soon. I think it will be even happier to start a family.

5 month 15 day.

A high-priced order appears on the order-taking website.

The bounty is as high as 50 million US dollars.

The mission is to find the mastermind behind the terrorist incident that occurred in Northern Europe some time ago and bring him back alive.

There is a SY account that openly invited me and my big brother to dominate the current website's KING ranking list, as well as other well-known and active accounts.

Whoever finishes first gets the most money. The others can only get a $50,000 participation prize.

"Looking for Laken? Damn, this mission is quite exciting."

"..."

The elder brother said that after this job was recorded in history, he could retire directly and earn enough money for milk powder.

As always, I confirm the authenticity of this assignment.

I tried to contact the website administrator to find out who posted the task. I couldn't find it, but I only knew that the other party had deposited the money into the website account, and the money was real.

that's enough.

After that, complete it if you can, and run away if you can’t.

In short.

I will solve any problem. Now I am not only my big brother's wife, but also a slightly capable wife. I can protect my big brother.

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(End of this chapter)