Chapter 62 But, Dead

Learned a lot.

The thing called a TV can play many kinds of pictures, such as food, competitions, TV series, animals... I never knew it before.

He seemed to have a soft spot for my body.

I don't think the 'socks' can provide any protection other than wrapping them in that slippery fabric. It will be obvious that he has more desire to reproduce.

I watched the program on TV. You probably understand how human reproduction works.

But he only seems to be in love with feet and drums.

Asked.

Then he said a lot of things that I didn't understand.

Love?
like?

I have questions.

I like him very much, but not like jelly. That's because I'm hungry and like it. I don’t like it when my stomach is full.

He seemed confused by my question and just said that I would understand it over time.

When will you understand?
I was afraid to go out during the day. I would not be able to use the obstructed vision of the night to protect myself from being discovered and tracked.

But he said I was normal now. No one would throw stones at me. I could go out during the day.

People still look at me.

He added that it was because I was cute now. Cute means beautiful, which means that it is in line with the standards of others?
I found out that I really won’t be disliked.

very happy.

However, I soon discovered another crucial point.

Why was I hated before?

In addition to people's perception that I am dirty, smelly, and competing for the money they have that can be exchanged for food, there are other things.

my body.

An image that will make dogs, cats, and mice resist more violently. People are often scared away from me and don't dare to throw things at me.

My body changes with certain cycles.

Completely subverting the current human-like image.

He can accept me and doesn't hate me because of my current anthropomorphic appearance. Not dirty and not smelly. It is not surprising in the animal world that males of the same species accept the opposite sex.

I'm starting to understand.

He is good to me for this reason. He doesn't know the real difference between me and people.

Maybe my human-like appearance is considered outstanding among people.

I could see that he would look a little longer at a female with a better build, longer feet, and a sock wrapped in the same fabric as mine but in a different color.

beef.

Lamb.

Fish... I like it very much. It tastes better than the small fish caught in the water.

My body has reached its cycle and started to change. The tail that cannot be controlled inside the body is an early warning.

"Big brother said that you have to take a bath yourself."

Although I almost blended in with the atmosphere of the junkyard, my protective color was gone.

But by getting clean, he will be happy and I will be satisfied.

I also think that listening to him and becoming less ostracized is a better evolutionary direction. But this isn’t the only reason why you want to bathe yourself.

The tail is out.

Although this is the initial stage of the cycle change, it is indeed coming out from behind.

The spine...he said the bones in the back are called the spine. People don't have anything extra attached to the spine.

With the change, my perception and speed will be greatly improved.

So when I lay back in bed next to him.

The sense of smell is more sensitive and can more clearly detect the smell similar to animals in heat. He definitely doesn't hate me now. But if you touch my tail and see my other face, will it still be the same?

The human nest is very warm. Compared with outside, food can be exchanged for money, and you don't have to worry about attacks from other races competing for territory while sleeping.

I'm really tired of wandering outside.

It was the first time I met a human who didn't hate me.

He liked my feet and I let him touch them.

He likes my body and lets him touch it. If he wants me to help him with anything, I will be very happy to see his satisfied expression.

But I'm afraid to let him see me for what I really am.

I still want to live with him.

and so.

Until then, I'm going to keep this under wraps. I wander for a while longer...I don't know how long it will take. I'll wait until that time passes and I turn into a human again before I come back.

"A different approach today."

"?"

Although I have understood that clothes are more than just the shell of a person as I thought before, he also taught me not only to wear clothes as before, but also to wear clean clothes so as not to be disliked by others.

But I could feel that he was more passionate about me who was wearing only stockings and no other clothes. I hope to feel more kindness from someone who accepts me enough to be willing to engage in breeding activities with me. Therefore, I chose not to wear clothes in front of him.

I had an experience I had never had before.

The body becomes weak.

For me, who often needs to be vigilant when wandering outside, and sleep must be replaced by resting the left and right hemispheres of the brain, this is a fatally weak period.

But he wouldn't hurt me, so he chose to let this feeling of powerlessness develop. I'm also curious about what it's like to be caught up in the urge to reproduce.

That's why I didn't expect it at all.

He would suddenly pick me up and put me on top of him, and that... is the reproductive part of the human body.

Slippery across the base of my foot. Before I could react, the hand touched my hip.

There was no skirt to cover it up, and it wasn't like a place called a bathroom. It was separated by glass... He didn't see it, but he did feel it.

"Night?"

"..."

There was an unspeakable fear.

Especially in the dark, I trembled unconsciously when I saw his confused gaze.

Being with him, even though it was short compared to the time I spent wandering, was so wonderful. So much so that I have forgotten what I was thinking before... I must find my father.

Living a restricted life in a glass showcase is not good either. Wandering outside catching mice to eat is very uncomfortable. At that time, I was lazy and resentful. I wanted to let my consciousness dissipate and ignore what my father said. Even if I attack humans, I don't want to wander anymore.

But because of him, I've forgotten all that recently.

"Snapped."

The lights are on.

Lifting the quilt, he could naturally see the changes in my body.

"..."

I couldn't meet his eyes. Once he also saw the person he had met before, he showed an expression of obvious disgust.

I can……

"Xiaoye, so you are a cat girl here?!"

"?"

why?
Is he still not scared at all? Even...you look at me more passionately?

"Now it makes sense why you prefer mice and fish. They are cats after all."

"Is it too hidden?"

"..."

What is a cat girl?
"Ahem, don't worry about it. Anyway, it's a cuter word to describe you."

I don't understand. But I can feel that he really doesn't have the slightest bit of disgust.

Not only did he not hate me, he even reached out and touched my tail.

"It comes out a little bit from the top of the drum. From the spine?"

"Well……"

The strange feeling was stronger than before.

I really want to go to the bathroom. If I am wandering, as long as there are no other species of creatures around, I will metabolize while being alert.

But he has told me that people need to take care of their metabolism and go to the bathroom. That is also a difference with him. I want to smooth out this difference.

"Will there be cat ears?"

"No need to hide it. I said we are husband and wife. I don't care even if you turn into a cat now."

"……No."

"Big brother, don't you think Xiaoye is weird?"

"Why do you feel weird?"

"Big brother, why are you nice to Xiaoye?"

I still couldn't help but ask.

"In a nutshell, I'm attracted to you. Of course, initially it's because of your good looks, and then it's because you're lovely both inside and out."

"..."

Although I still don’t understand many things, I can feel that this sentence is an expression that you are still willing to be kind to me.

"The tail seems to have become harder? Slippery... Xiaoye?"

"Ugh."

I have a vague understanding.

I like him, not in the sense of liking food, but in a higher level of liking. For this reason, I can imagine that when I am hungry, I can give priority to bringing him delicious food.

“…Brother, I’m sorry, Xiaoye…I couldn’t help myself before I went to the bathroom.”

"It's not like going to the bathroom, it's the first time you feel comfortable."

"..."

I listened to the explanation again and felt the current feeling.

Finally I understood what this was. There was no need to reproduce, but I responded because of his desire. This is one of the phenomena that I have the urge to reproduce.

"So, the tail is a sensitive spot?"

"..."

I still don’t know what some of the words he said mean.

But does he really want to reproduce with me?

Is this true? Because he is still holding me.

very happy.

But I can't go on like this.

I don't know what a cat girl is, but I'm definitely not the so-called cuter existence he imagined.

The real me... is more differentiated, so differentiated that I am completely different from other people.

I don't want him to hate me.

If you can have something to look forward to while wandering, and think about returning to him, it won't be so hard.

How long will it take for the body to experience more changes?

I already understand how humans reproduce; the programs on TV have explained it.

"Night?"

He seemed surprised when I sat on his lap.

"Big brother... hate to reproduce with Xiaoye?"

"No, I want to teach you more knowledge... well, I want to wait until you understand what 'love' or 'like' means..."

【Favourability: 99】

[Description: I feel extremely close to you, and have a strong sense of dependence on you]

Su Mingzhen was stunned.

When I touched the tail, I felt it was completely novel and began to guess her true identity.

But this favorability... was raised so high just because there was no objection to that tail?
Taking the initiative to sit on me is too... arrogant. The pink bed was shown to me without reservation, and... it was obviously almost ready. Her slightly young face seemed to have a little blush for the first time.

"Xiaoye, after watching TV, I know...what to do."

Suddenly I remembered that there was no safety precautions. Catgirls can get pregnant too.

"..."

Her breathing became a little rapid, and her eyes were no longer as clear as usual.

“Big brother, do whatever you want to Xiaoye… here, Xiaoye, I don’t hate it.”

The exhaled breath hit my face.

"..."

How can I bear this?
I have always wanted to do it, but I haven’t been able to say it out loud in front of Xia Ye’s young face.

"Hehe, hot."

Her long, thin hair drew complex lines on her cheeks, and she seemed very happy.

It’s too astringent.

Or a cat girl... I can't even imagine what she'd look like with cat ears on.

"Big brother, are you ready?"

I had originally planned to pity Xia Ye.

But she lay down again, staring at me with her soft, round pupils, asking questions with pure sincerity.

"Xiaoye, no problem."

"..."

She has no problem, but I have serious problem now.

After taking a shower.

"Sorry, I couldn't control myself later."

"Hehe, Xiaoye thinks it's good. Big brother likes Xiaoye. Xiaoye also likes big brother."

"Do you really understand what love means?"

"Compared to food, even when I'm hungry, I don't hate it, I like it."

"What is that like?"

"..."

I'm a bit tired.

He chatted with her casually, hugging little Xia Ye, with almost half of her body hanging on him.

I'm thinking that I must buy cat ears for Xia Ye tomorrow. Yes, there's also the issue of gun skills bonus that needs to be studied. This is one of the few things I have to do besides Sese.

Just fell asleep.

It didn't look like a sign of anything to happen.

[Unfortunately, the target is dead]

【mission failed】

[Current time node: 20101125.01.23]

But, she died.

(End of this chapter)