Chapter 264 I will come back even if I fail, so it doesn’t matter
2 month 20 day.
He didn't go in the direction of Mingchuan, but in the opposite direction.
Therefore, it is naturally impossible to expect anything new to appear.
Su Ming had no intention of dealing with all the things in the fog at once. After many encounters with them, he understood the importance of guerrilla warfare. Their self-healing abilities were not inferior to theirs, so why did they have to be attacked in a group at once?
But Noelle was very generous at that time, and she froze the whole group right away. Now it's just a waste if I don't take advantage of the stiffness to finish off the enemy.
"..."
So.
Now the back of my neck feels cold and I lie in the cabin unable to move.
The size of the boat was specially chosen so that it could be controlled by one person, so Noelia was fully capable of steering it by herself.
"Master, there's wind. Should Noelia turn the sail this way?"
"..."
She didn't know how to ask, and there was no reason for Su Ming not to say it.
This is not a life-and-death feud, nor is it a true act of treason.
Is the area fixed or random? I didn't go to check it out this time, so when will I go down?
2 month 21 day.
Same as before.
After emerging from the fog, it took only one day to reach the port of Ichia. This is totally unexplainable by science.
Or, the world is so small that we can just go around the fog.
"Eh? The boss is in this state..."
"Master is exhausted from killing hundreds of monsters alone."
"How many, how many hundreds?!"
"..."
Noelle, this is an exaggeration no matter how you look at it.
2 month 21 day.
Night.
This was the most formal conversation in the past two days.
“I don’t know if Noelia heard it.”
"..."
Lying on the familiar double bed, Su Ming's limbs were still a little stiff. He let Noelia help wipe his wrists.
So, not sure what it means to hear or not?
"Master said there was a 'beep' sound, but Noelleah didn't hear anything."
“But after the master described what the sound was like, Noelia seemed to be able to hear it again.”
“Whether it’s true… or false, Noelia can’t tell.”
"..."
Normally, Noelia always looked quiet and docile.
It's rare to see someone struggling like this.
“Noelle should trust the master. How could the master lie to Noelle?”
"Even if you really can't hear it, you should still believe in the Master."
"But...can you let Noelle think about it again?"
"I'm sorry... I knocked Master out with the back of my hand."
Fortunately.
Although the back of my neck was a little numb, the fact that I fainted at the speed of light doesn’t this just prove that I was a successful teacher?
"Master, you are never angry with Noellea."
"..."
Isn't it a bit embarrassing?
He was successfully ambushed by his apprentice.
"Master, you are also a man who keeps your promises. At least, you have always been trustworthy to Noellea."
There doesn't seem to be anything that requires me to worry about breaching the contract.
“I’m sorry, I might lose this opportunity because of Noelia…next time, there won’t be a next time.”
The reason for going back is to take her back with me, so it won't be such a pity.
“That’s why Noelia can’t understand!”
“Master clearly wanted to take Noelle back with him! Then why… did he have the thought that Noelle might be left here alone in a few years?!”
"Wow... I can't figure out if this is true or if I heard it wrong."
"..."
It's impossible to say that Su Ming had no expectations at all.
When you are together for a short time, you can pay attention to everything. Once you have an idea that you don't want her to know, you can cover it up with a shivering thought. As long as your mind is full of brains, there is absolutely no problem.
But what happens after a long time?
It is impossible to cover it up every time you take a shower or go to bed. There will always be a time when your eyes are clear, and there will always be a moment when you are not paying attention and thinking.
"Noelia doesn't want to hear it."
"Master said that, didn't he? What you hear may not be correct. What you observe and experience yourself is the most real."
"Master... likes Noelia, right?"
"..."
There's nothing to deny.
I've long been accustomed to having Noelia around.
"Yeah, it's not just a verbal response... Noelle can feel it in every way."
"So is it true that I wanted to take Noelle back to my hometown because she said she wanted to see the air conditioner or something?"
"..."
"Master, even if you go back, you won't be able to see your deceased wife. But you don't want to go back for this reason. You just want to show Noelleya those new things, right?"
"Master, you should... have a good rest first."
"..."
Su Ming was the only one left in the room. The window was half open, and the moon was obscured by clouds.
This was the first time that Noellea and I were in the same room but not in the same bed.
Ok.
Choose to take care of yourself before you get angry... This kind of awkward way of being upset will only make people feel depressed.
2 month 22 day.
late at night.
A figure stepped in through the window.
"Tsk, the boss also makes little Tia angry sometimes?"
"I always thought that Xiao Tia was the type who wouldn't get angry even if the boss invited 70 or 80 girls of different species to have a party."
It’s Moni, the cat from next door.
That's too much.
How could we possibly find 70 or 80? At most 7 or 8.
No, I won’t find any.
"It seems that Xiao Tia went to the practice field. She was making crackling noises... She looked like she was venting about something."
"I mean, if the boss has anything to say, I can help convey it."
“…Will you tell me?”
Su Ming sighed and reluctantly reached out to the bedside table to take out a candy. This was something to replace cigarettes.
chew.
Crunch, I have absolutely no patience to melt the sugar bit by bit.
"I can't convey it. This matter can only be said in person."
"is it?"
"..."
Am I a considerate person?
Normally, I would pay attention to it, but when I heard the ship number, I completely ignored what Noelle was thinking and what her expression was.
"Hey~"
"Boss really can't move now?"
"?"
"I have a plan. Humans and aliens are the same. After the estrus is resolved, their eyes will be clear and their minds will be sharp."
"Ms. Moni, please put away your little tricks and get out of the window."
"I'm just kidding. No matter what, I won't do anything at this time... Anyway, Boss, make peace with Xiao Tia as soon as possible. I'll be lonely without women to talk to at night."
"..."
So, I’ve been wanting to say this for a long time.
What kind of nonsense did I teach Noelia? She used to be shy when she wore a cheongsam, but now she would cut her clothes short even if she was given a formal dress.
2 month 22 day.
early.
Noelia came back to cook. She also helped Su Ming wash his face and brought a cup for him to rinse his mouth.
"Master, do you still plan to continue building the ship?"
"..."
In fact, although the current technology is still not up to standard, it is enough to reach that area. There is no need to invest much experience in manufacturing.
Su Ming tried to think deliberately about the dream game.
But Noelia didn't react at all.
It is also inevitable.
I have long used the method of adding "dream game related words" to cooking to avoid being heard of certain things that I didn't intend for her to know.
"Noelia has thought about it."
"I will go with Master again and practice hard. I will practice until I can kill more monsters in one go."
"But... there has to be another chance to go over there."
"If I could meet you again..."
“Can you help…teach Noelia before you go there?”
She held the cup, her tender white knuckles trembling inexplicably.
The pupils were obviously wavering.
Have you thought it through now?
Be afraid, but speak up and seek your own help.
"Noelia didn't stay here yesterday, and Master... I'm sure he didn't fall asleep either."
who said it?
At most, I'll be a little uncomfortable and suffer from insomnia for a while.
“But Master is weak now. What if Noelleah can’t control herself and Master faints? Master will feel embarrassed, right?”
impossible.
The four limbs are soft, but the five limbs are not.
“As long as Master promises to bring Noelia there, um…”
She continued talking to herself and shook her head.
“I’m sorry, Master, you don’t need to promise at all. It’s not that Noelleya doesn’t believe in Master, she’s just simply afraid.”
"It's like what Master said about the huge steamroller in my hometown that can flatten rocks in one go. He deliberately said that if Noelia stood in front of the steamroller, her chest would be flattened... That's the kind of fear."
"..."
Seeing Noelia smile.
"Master, wait a moment."
"Noelia, go change your clothes."
"..."
"Clap clap clap."
A few minutes later, I heard her jogging up the stairs. It must be high heels, right?
See it with your own eyes again.
Sure enough, the wide-sleeved fairy skirt really turned into a wide-sleeved white silk suspender lace low-necked short skirt.
"The tailor shop owner is in a dilemma. Last time, he was complaining to Noellea that black and flesh-colored socks are selling well, but white socks are not."
"It gets dirty easily, and... I don't know where it came from, but it was said that Sese was hinting."
"I bought a lot of different styles at once. My master's hometown has done a lot of research on these socks. They have a lot of holes... The fabric can be fluffy or very thin."
"And the same goes for high heels."
"The owner initially said that it might be used to prevent muddy water on rainy days, but later he excitedly told Noelia that it must be used to improve the shape of women's legs and buttocks. Once they are put on to pad the foot, the drum will be more upturned or something like that... If this kind of thing is spread to praise the master as a genius, it may ruin the master's dignity."
She sat on the edge of the bed, raised her feet slightly, and kicked off her high heels.
Revealing the tender feet wrapped in pure white socks. The current styles are not limited to leg rings, but also T-shaped, crotch and thigh.
and so……
When the hem of Noelle's skirt curled slightly above her thighs, it was easy to glimpse another color. The stockings were thin enough that they were obvious.
vacuum.
"Ms. Moni also tried to wear black silk, but Master didn't have any idea. He only had that idea when he saw Noelia."
"Can we think of it that way?"
"Noelia is the best. The most bitter."
"..."
What is the upper body?
There are clearly shoulder straps, but can you see signs of tiny grains of rice?
"This... I've wanted to try this for a long time. But I also thought that my master might call me an idiot."
She pulled her neckline down.
Understood.
It was just a support, just a knotted ring holding it up. There was no obstruction.
"Master, I'm really sorry."
"As compensation... No, as proof of reconciliation. Noelle, right now..."
She leaned down, spread her legs and knelt on Su Ming's left leg very skillfully. The stockings wrapped around her thighs occasionally touched Su Ming's ribs.
"..."
Is this a form of self-sacrifice?
She treats everything she says as fact, and if problems arise, she blames it on her not trying hard enough.
Su Ming is not disabled, he just can't muster up the strength to fight.
I put my hand next to her ear, touching the pointed ear that she would only untie her braid to reveal when she saw me. Her cheeks puffed up...after all, I was doing this.
“Master, do you want Noelle to move… or lie down?”
Her face has turned red.
Half lying on Su Ming's chest, the smooth white silk occasionally rubbed against him. And with that change, she exhaled a sweet breath.
Although there were some shy tears in those eyes, it seemed that she was relieved about something from the bottom of her heart.
For example, after committing a heinous crime, he found himself still willing to accept her service.
"Let me tell you a story."
Su Ming got up and reached out to get a candy from the bedside table. But it was gone, having eaten it all last night.
"..."
Noelia took out the candy from the pocket of her long-lost clothes.
"I guess. If Noelia runs away and doesn't come back, Master might just keep eating candy."
She curved her eyebrows, as if waiting to be praised.
But what I want to say next...
"..."
Is that right?
Before she said it, her expression changed just by thinking about it.
"This is what happened. Almost two years ago, I came to the village where you were for some reason."
"If you do nothing, then at most you will go back for some reason in... a few years."
"As for the reason, you can understand it as magic. But it's magic that I can't control at will."
"Now do you understand why I want to know if there is any way to take you back?"
"..."
Noelle was visibly frozen, and it took her a while to squeeze out a sound from her throat.
"Master...are you lying?"
"No, really. I wouldn't joke about something like this."
“No… Noelle knows that sometimes the master wants to bully Noelle until she cries before he admits that it’s a lie. I’m already crying… woo.”
"..."
"It's just a lie!"
Tears welled up in her eyes. She stood up, put on her coat, and rushed out the door without even putting on her shoes.
Just running on the floor, leaving only the air of heartbreak floating in the room.
He said very little, but thought a lot, so she should have heard it all.
This is the best, right?
Regardless of whether I can take her there or not, it will allow her to be mentally prepared in advance.
The best…?
"..."
The tears I got from teasing her were completely different from the tears I got now.
Did she hear the ship's number?
He said he couldn't tell whether it was because he said there was a 'beep' sound, or whether it was there all along.
You will know if you go there again, right? With a normal and peaceful mind.
2 month 25 day.
I haven't slept with Noelia for two days.
The relationship is like living under the same roof but not seeing each other. Breakfast and lunch are all reserved for each other.
“This is the proposal we proposed after discussion.”
"..."
It seems that SAARC has finally realized that the consequences of "economic sanctions" are more terrible than losing a war, and has begun to find ways to resist.
The result of discussion between the aliens and the staff is that they want to wait until the weather is better and the road in the snowy mountains is easier to walk on, and then have a fight?
"Why the rush?"
"We shouldn't be the ones anxious, Wolf King. Study hard... and teach Pammy and the others when you have nothing to do. Go to class in person."
"There will be many places that need people in the future. The Republic of Sutia will not last long at this rate. Don't think that you can solve everything with your fists just because you have been winning. Isn't it better to fight without bloodshed?"
"..."
Actually that's right.
Although Noelia believed in herself, what she did... was a double-handed plan no matter how you looked at it.
Train enough talents for Noelia to dispatch.
Leave enough room for retreat.
If I don't even believe it 100%, how can I expect Noelia to believe it? She is very simple, but it doesn't mean that I can't feel anything after two years of being together. If that's the case, it's not simple but stupid.
2 month 26 day.
early.
Noelia stayed on the first floor and did not leave.
Cooked siu mai?
Just when noodles are a bit greasy, it's not bad to have this occasionally. But it doesn't taste as good as the grains from the Snow Country.
“Master, you said that as long as Noelia wins, she can ask for anything.”
"..."
"Master, Noelia wants to practice with you."
I heard that she has been practicing at the practice field recently. She has been practicing day and night, and now her eyes are all dark circles.
To what extent have you neglected sleep and food?
2 month 26 day.
Driving range.
"what……"
"..."
It has been said long ago that if Noelia uses delaying tactics, Su Ming may not be able to hold on to the end.
But if you insist on a head-on confrontation, you will definitely lose.
However, Su Ming fought with all his strength, and it was difficult for her to delay.
"Noelia...I will practice again!"
She got up and slipped away with her slightly injured body.
Does forgetting about whoever wins gets to make demands also apply to the Master?
"..."
Did you hear my thoughts? That's why I stopped.
"Practice is fine, but don't be so lazy."
"I have something to discuss with them at the City Lord's Mansion these days. You can go back to your room and sleep."
"..."
She didn't respond and just left.
3 month 2 day.
Noelia challenged again.
Still lose.
After all, how could she possibly win with this method of not hitting the vital points?
And he refused to use magic. Su Ming was fully confident that he would win every time in a physical confrontation.
3 month 5 day.
She continues to challenge.
Still lose.
night.
It can be considered that Moni came to plead for mercy.
"Boss, is there anything that can't be said nicely?"
"Xiao Tia is so good to you. If you give in once in a while, I will definitely only admire that the boss loves Xiao Tia, and I will not think that the boss is weak."
"Truthfully."
"..."
If only it were that simple.
This is not a question of who is strong or weak.
3 month 8 day.
Lost.
"Master...didn't use your full strength?"
"It's all-out. If you lose, you lose. Don't make excuses for me. I should have taught you that losing is just an excuse."
"..."
Su Ming got up from the ground and faced Noelia with messy hair. She really didn't listen at all and continued to practice day and night.
"Can we talk now?"
"What do you want to ask?"
3 month 8 day.
Night.
"From now on, Master can only stay here."
"If you want to go out, you can only wait for Noelle to come back, and then... Noelle can do whatever she wants to Master."
That’s two requirements, right?
What kind of request is this?
Just stay at home and be forced to take a vacation?
"Now... Master must immediately have a lot of thoughts about Noelia. Think about that..."
"..."
No matter what, it's impossible to have the idea right away, right?
"..."
He met her eyes. Then he moved his gaze to her chest.
Ok.
It's so easy. A whole week! How did you spend this week?
3 month 9 day.
"Master, you must stay here. You are not allowed to go to the shipyard or the City Lord's Mansion."
“You can only stay at home.”
"..."
Although it was considered an "order", as the one giving the order, Noelia's legs were shaking violently.
This is no way.
It's obvious that she's been holding back for a long time. She keeps fighting... but doesn't get any praise or comfort. It must be lonely, right?
3 month 16 day.
I haven't seen Noellea for a few days.
"Ah, the boss is grounded?"
"Xiao Tia is amazing. Boss, don't you know? Xiao Tia personally led a group to the border. There were only a few dozen people, facing a force of several thousand in the south."
"All of a sudden, everything froze into ice. Several small countries on the border of the Southern Alliance surrendered directly."
"..."
Noelia went to the front? To fight on her own initiative?
"So, the boss and Little Tia are still quarreling? It's time to end it, right?"
3 month 9 day.
Night.
No one mentioned going out to sea again.
"You went to the border?"
"Well... Master will eat them sooner or later anyway, so Noelia can help."
"It doesn't matter whether those fence-sitters surrender or not. If we really want to eat them, they must be convinced and have no intention of resisting. This is why I chose economic sanctions."
"..."
Noelleya paused and looked away. "I don't need Master to help me find a way out. I can do it... on my own now."
"..."
"Okay, Master, what do you want to see Noelia change into today? The owner of the tailor shop has released new styles. Do you want to see them, Master?"
"……want."
It's a wonderful relationship.
It was a restraint, but it wasn't for Su Ming. After all, people came to chat through the window every day, and Noelia knew it well and didn't say anything.
The meals were different every day, and you could order whatever you wanted in advance. As long as Noelia was around, there would be plenty of activities every night.
"Master...hmm."
She can be very absorbed and forgetful, breathing heavily, with her eyes staring with undisguised emotion.
That's almost the limit, right?
【Character: Tia Noelia】
【Favourability: 163】
[Description: I have a strong love for you. Because of you, my emotions are prone to ups and downs, so please pay attention to guidance]
But it’s really nothing.
At least, Noelia didn't choose to hurt herself. She seemed more inclined to... find something worthwhile to numb herself.
Like, crazy practice.
For example, choosing to go to war.
For example...now, Sese is fully engaged.
3 month 13 day.
Night.
Noelia returned with a tattered piece of rope.
"The villagers said... this thing once lassoed the strongest explorer. Once it's lassoed, there's no way for him to escape."
"..."
Where did this legend about deceiving children come from?
This rope looks like it will break without any effort. Besides, even if it can really catch a Glory Seeker, it would be useless, right?
"Noelia is tired. She doesn't want to go to war, nor does she want to listen to their policies that she can't understand."
“I don’t want to practice.”
"..."
"I know that Master lost because he let Noelle win. But... that's because Master likes Noelle enough to do that. Right?"
"Ah."
"No matter what the reason is, the result is that Noelia wins, which means you can make any request, and Master will accept it, right?"
“…That’s right.”
"Then Master, take this and tie it up."
"..."
"If I tie it up, it won't suddenly disappear due to magic. Right?"
"..."
"Master...why don't you speak?"
"..."
Su Ming took the rope and looked at her. "People can't tie themselves up. You tie the knot."
He put his hands together and placed them in front of Noellea.
She didn't move.
"Okay, let me prove one other thing first."
Su Ming stretched out his hand and pulled, and the rotten and worn rope broke.
"You can't tie me up with something like this. If you really want to tie me up, I suggest you find something more solid."
"..."
She didn't move at all, just staring blankly at the rope that was broken into two. First a few tears welled up in her eyes, and then her body began to tremble violently.
The big tears kept falling and embedded in the carpet.
"I already... don't know what to do... wow."
That look is no different from a puppy seeking help from its owner.
"Master, gu... please..."
“How can I… wu…”
"..."
Su Ming sighed and stroked her hair back and forth with his hand.
"Master has also thought about this a lot during this period."
"There's nothing to hide. Yes, I'm not so sure that I can take you back."
"I am indeed leaving you a way out."
"But I didn't say that if I couldn't bring it back, I wouldn't try to come back again, right?"
"I could do it once, why not a second time?"
“Master did not say something, but, Noelia… you should know it very well.”
"Have you heard any reason why I want to abandon you?"
"...?"
Noelle raised her tear-stained face, her pupils shrinking slightly.
"No? There's no need to be shaken by something that you can't find a reason for."
"Master can guarantee that even if I go out to sea again and really fail... I will come back. Could it be that you have heard that I want to give my beloved disciple to someone else?"
"I haven't said anything about my wife yet."
"It was the same then. It took several years to meet again. Ten years even."
"Your behavior is nothing. At that time, she...did she see this dagger? She would not hurt herself with such a thing out of fear."
What counts as a lie?
Is it considered a lie if I tell half the truth and choose not to tell the other half?
But no.
Why don't you think this way? Why don't you believe this way?
Even if Noelia didn't hear it, even if she couldn't bring him back. If she could go back alone from that place in advance, why couldn't she study how to come back and bring someone back?
When I go back, I'm not the only one there. There are many people.
"So, Noelia."
"It's okay to be scared. I won't force you to go again when you're scared. There's still a lot of time."
"If one week doesn't work, then one month. If one month doesn't work, then ten months. Anyway... just wait until you feel calm and feel you can give it another try, then go."
"correct."
"Then I thought about it carefully. You should be able to remember it, right?"
"After hearing the sound, Master should have grabbed your arm, right? If he wanted to sneak away, why would he grab you?"
"..."
She still stood there blankly, opening her mouth as if she wanted to speak but no sound came out.
"..."
Direct lip and tooth contact first.
"It's a bit lonely to be alone at home during the holidays. Why don't you take a short vacation with me, my beloved disciple?"
“…I’m sorry, Master.”
"?"
Is there anyone in the world who would apologize and push someone down at the same time?
"It's all Noelle's fault... I know that Master wouldn't want to leave Noelle alone."
"You did all these things... imprisoned the master."
"Knowing that Master would allow Noelle to be willful, knowing that he was letting her go but still... well."
I don't like sentimentality. So, shut up.
She was stunned for a moment, then she put her hands on Su Ming's shoulders and began to respond.
"what……"
After letting go, tears oozed from the corners of her eyes again.
"Master..."
"Ok?"
"Really... can we wait until Noelia is ready?"
"real."
"If it takes several years..."
"Then you can only wait for me to come back after I figure out a solution. It may take a long time and you may have to endure a lot of hardships. Sorry. But it would be better to try again in a few years. What if we can solve all the problems at once? I follow the motto that whoever likes to suffer should eat more. Anyway, I like to enjoy life."
"Actually... Noelia thought before that if we added more people, like Pammy, Romina, and Miss Moni... maybe Master wouldn't want to go back."
"what?"
Have you ever thought about this?
"Now, I think I understand. All of them combined...are not as good as Noelle."
"What a stinky fart."
"Master... didn't you think so and that's why you didn't do it?"
"more or less."
"Um... Before, Master always said after winning that because he was a beloved disciple and worked hard enough, he could make requests even if he lost. Now, can Noelia say it instead?"
"..."
"Because he is the master, he can make requests even if he loses."
"?"
Rebel against Tiangang?
"No, it's because Noelia loves Master, so...she's willing to do anything."
"It's only right that the master would forgive Noelle. Well... the master said so, and Noelle is loved. She still is."
“I should have done this a long time ago. If I don’t understand something, I should ask the master. The master always makes Noelle happy…”
"..."
She was still shedding little pearls.
But if the little pearls had a color, it would be the color of happiness now, right?
Yes.
If I could go back from there early, I would definitely have to figure out why I could connect and what elements there were in the place I left. At first, the worst result was that there was no way to go back early, but now the so-called worst result is actually the best result. It's even worse that Noelia just thought too much and heard it, but she couldn't tell because her thoughts were confused.
“Noelia, do you know why the people watching were laughing and cursing at the wedding?”
"?"
"Because it's an announcement. I'm going to be having sex with Noelle in a minute. Getting married = making a big announcement."
“Eh? Is there such a saying?!”
"Correct."
"Well...everyone knows that I follow my master, so isn't it normal to be trembling?"
"..."
Let’s talk about it again.
I should have experienced this kind of thing myself. It was similar to what happened to Yao, but this time there was a time limit.
Really.
I can do nothing until the last few days, but I am really afraid that the master will force his apprentice to try it. If anything goes wrong, the master should be responsible. After all, apart from being a master, he is still a husband.
"……Will not."
"Noelia is the master's only disciple. My wife... won't be afraid for that long. As long as the master teaches seriously."
Ok?
heard it?
"Also, Noelia... hasn't learned to swim yet. She's afraid of water."
Still want to cheat?
"I just can't. Master said that if a disciple can't learn, there must be something wrong with the master's teaching. So I have to teach him."
"..."
You don't even need to read her mind, you can guess her little thoughts at a glance.
“I just like how Master would teach me over and over again but still nothing works, so he would patiently hold Noelle and teach me again… and then finally he couldn’t help himself…”
"Stop, go to sleep."
So this imprisonment is far from being as good as Xiaoye in 2067.
If this is the limit of Noelia's tantrums, I'll feel safe after taking her back.
"Master's former wife... is she that scary? She imprisoned Master and even mutilated herself..."
"Very gentle."
This is also true.
They are really considerate.
3 month 3 day.
early.
“This is called a heart-to-heart rope in my hometown.”
"It means that once you put it on, it won't fall apart. But it's just a meaning. It depends on how the person who wears it does it."
"..."
Yesterday I wanted to tie up my master with a rope, and today my master gave me a rope.
But it seems to be a love bracelet.
I stared at the bracelet I had put on. Indeed... I had never heard of any reason why my master wanted to abandon me. Boredom, tired of playing, no longer needed... etc. I had never heard of it.
The master frankly said that he was not 100% sure that he could take me back.
But if you fail, you will come back to me.
I really...want to do everything I can to respond to this love. But I can't do it, at least for now I'm really afraid of water.
"..."
All I can do is keep the bad thoughts to myself and not taint the love I feel.
Then, when I can barely move my feet, I must say it myself... I can stand beside my master with dignity. If I fail, I will also go and look for him.
Now words.
"Noelia?"
"……is it not OK?"
"It's daytime, and I'm gargling."
"Noelia...well, she's also gargling."
There is no need to create other nostalgia. I am confident that I am the best. If Master can really choose whether to stay, it must be because of me, not Pami and the others.
"If you continue like this, I'll have to carry you in front of the mirror."
Why not do this?
In this way, I can also see clearly in the mirror...how much I really like this love.
Ok.
There is a decisive difference between me and Miss Moni and the others. Even if I am separated from my master for a period of time, I will not fall into the estrus stage like the aliens. I don't like props.
"Hurry up and rinse your mouth properly. We have something to do at the City Lord's Mansion. You can come with us."
"..."
I care more about the response that I can feel at every moment. It can be felt without physical contact.
Of course, it would be better if there was contact so that you could feel it more vividly.
(End of this chapter)