Chapter 250: Of course it’s nice to be loved
2 month 11 day.

early morning.

"Shh-"

My master and I escaped into the forest.

But the terrain near the royal capital was too flat. The ordinary guards behind them were fine, but those elite explorers were relentless in pursuit.

There are them in every direction.

I want to apologize.

Originally, I should have followed Master's instructions and remained vigilant at all times, paying attention to whatever thoughts that woman had.

When did I let my guard down?
From the time I felt her obsessive worship and her intention to do that kind of thing with my master, my thoughts were in a mess and I didn't want to listen anymore.

Witnessing the reflection on the bathroom door curtain with her own eyes, the shadow was very close... The master undoubtedly touched her and started.

However, the master did not respond to her, but chose to come to me.

I probably will never forget it in my life.

The master showed that kind of smile and deliberately thought of a lot of things that made my chest feel as light as a feather sliding across it.

Then I slacked off.

I didn't say it, not only because Master insisted that I say 'just look at me' or something like that. Even if I saw that the woman had some similar feelings towards Master as I did, I would be a little shaken.

I am just a person who lost everything in a remote village and no one wants me. Everything I have was given by my master. Compared to her... I can't give her anything she can give to my master.

The reason why the master trusts the princess.

Whether it was the decision to bring her back to the capital, or now, it was because of trust in my ability that I neglected it. This is the only ability I can use... but I failed in my duty.

"Noelia!"

"Now is not the time to talk about this."

"..."

I don't know how many pursuers Master killed.

I probably only took out seven or eight of them. Now I'm too exhausted to run.

Want to say.

Can you let me go back and let me kill that woman myself? I can also cover their retreat. It's me they want.

"If you say that again, I'll crush your butt."

"..."

pain.

I was carried on the master's back.

There were more people coming from behind. A constant stream of pursuers.

why?

Losing everything once is not enough, is there a second time?
It wasn't strong enough last time.

The same this time?
No, I came back to life for my master. So...

"Noelia?"

"..."

[Unfortunately, the target is dead]

2 month 11 day.

early.

Su Ming was completely exhausted.

Running is a must. After all, we are human beings with flesh and blood. Staying in the capital to face the endless stream of pursuers is pure self-torture. And it's fine to use only the master of surgery or spearmanship, but using enchantment or floating will have sequelae. To put it bluntly, three minutes of invincibility are exchanged for three days of lethargy.

Su Ming doesn't have any big moves like nuclear annihilation to clear the soldiers.

You can only go far away and leave a few elite pursuers to deal with them all at once.

"You, you are not human at all...this kind of magic."

The pursuer who couldn't hold back his excitement and rushed to the front, thinking he was sure of victory, probably never dreamed that the prey was the real hunter.

"Pfft!"

That's such a harsh thing to say.

How can enchantment be considered a sorcery? Haven’t you heard of the 10-fold enhancement of poisonous milk powder? Even though I didn’t spend any money, I still cleared several dungeons, so what’s wrong with a few hundred million special effects?

"call……"

It was already completely daylight.

Noelia on his back was still conscious. Her ears seemed to have grown longer.

I suddenly jumped down last night and rushed back.

Is that some kind of increase as well?

It was just like when she first saw her fighting two silver explorers with zero basic skills. Her pupils turned green.

"Let's just cut it off."

"You got carried away...you forgot everything I taught you."

"It's quite heavy."

Su Ming's overuse of her abilities had caused her to suffer from the aftereffects, and her body became weaker and weaker, and she could hardly hold her drum.

call.

OK, next comes the most favorite part of finding fellow villagers.

2 month 11 day.

in the afternoon.

I woke up. The last thing I could remember was jumping off my master's back, trying to kill them all. Going back to the castle and killing the woman too.

"..."

But where am I now?

The back is a little cold and uneven.

Above the line of sight are wooden boards? But they are also covered with vines.

"Don't look anymore. I wanted to find a fellow villager. There are no fellow villagers, but there is a small shabby house in the forest."

"It's quite safe here for now. I also did some random tricks on the way here. Even the most skilled of noses won't be able to find it right away."

"..."

I stared at my master blankly. He looked very tired.

I have no recollection of how I escaped my pursuers.

"Did you hear what I was thinking?"

"..."

I came back to my senses and tried to listen.

Have it.

[You don't listen]

[You have to squeeze your butt to pieces, the same applies to the baby cafeteria]

【come over】

[Come over here. This is the price of disobeying.]

【…】

[You are so stupid. When did you say that we were in a desperate situation? Is your master so weak in your eyes? ]

【come over. 】

[I won't really crush it. I'm not kidding you. I'm in a sore back right now and I need some warm food to relieve my fatigue.]

I knelt and approached. But the master did not raise his hand at all.

"As you can see, this is what happens when I go all out."

I took Master's hand and placed it on my chest.

His clothes were tattered, he had many wounds, his face was covered in dirt, and he smelled sour.

I don't know why, but I just can't help it. My vision is extremely blurry.

"I'm not dead yet, don't cry."

"Stop it, I want to sleep now, take the little pearl back."

"..."

"Ugh, Master... I'm sorry. This is all my fault."

"Master clearly told me to spy on her thoughts at all times, but I slacked off because I didn't want to hear what she was thinking about Master."

If I speak honestly and don't wait for Master to trick me every time, Master will definitely be wary of her.

I am so useless.

He only cared about his own happiness and the fact that I was the only one who could be his apprentice.

"Noelia."

"…Help me move my hands. It's too uncomfortable to just keep my fingers there and not be able to move them."

"..."

"I'm serious, either leave it there or help move it."

I did.

The master's hand was not as warm as before, and there were many unknown marks on the palm. Dirt? Branches?

My tears fell on the back of Master's hand, and I quickly wiped them away with my sleeve.

"Noelia. Let me teach you one more thing."

The master closed his eyes tiredly. But he seemed to be... smiling?
"A disciple will not bear a child for his master."

why?
"Ordinary apprentices just pay tuition and learn what they want to learn."

"But I see that you not only refuse to pay tuition to learn, but you also want to defeat your superiors."

"..."

“You are not simple.”

I don't understand.

"There are people you can trust. Even if you are not as strong as her, she will always be loyal to you."

"Some people, once they are no longer useful to her, will be kicked out without hesitation."

"What do you think I am worth to you now that I can't do anything?"

"..."

value?
I don’t know what Master wants to ask.

I only understand one thing.

"If... Master will die."

"I will definitely go back and kill her... and then die."

"So I said it at the beginning, I'm tired, not dying..."

"..."

Whether the master is lying to me or telling the truth, it doesn't matter to me. I want to kill that woman.

I heard it again.

Master wants a knee pillow.

I quickly knelt down, put my thighs together, moved to the right position, and then gently lifted the back of Master's head onto my legs.

"Hey... you're right. I've always heard that rich people have everything they want. I've always wondered if I could just not have to ask for anything and have my dreams come true."

"Now my wish has come true. You're so soft."

"..."

I really.

At that moment, I thought my master was dead. I had an indescribable feeling, an unbearable sense of detachment. I returned to the state of being just a shell at the beginning, with consciousness and body separated, and consciousness peeking at everything, completely unable to control what the body would do.

【Noelia】

[I will always feel dizzy and will never be a qualified woman. 】

[I really need to learn to be patient sooner. ]

【…】

[It's just that the apprentice won't do those things, only if he wants to be a woman. The master and the apprentice can develop into friends, or they can develop into lovers. The relationship between people is not fixed. Do you understand? ]

When I heard Master's thoughts again, I couldn't help shaking all over and burst into tears.

2 month 11 day.

Night.

I tried to go out hunting. But I didn't have the skills of my master, so I didn't catch anything. Or the prey disappeared before I heard it.

In the end, they only found wild fruits and a pot of water.

"Not bad."

"If you want to hunt, you have to know their habits. First, you have to know which animals are nocturnal and which ones are rich in protein... It will be much easier if you determine the target you want to catch."

"..."

"Damn it! If you use it together with floating, the side effects will be even worse."

Master couldn't even move his fingers. I picked up the fruit and put it to Master's mouth, but he couldn't bite it properly and it would fall out.

"Click, click, click."

I chewed it into pieces and fed it to my master, and then gave him some water.

"It's broken... It's useless now."

"To be honest, this is the first time I've been fed like this. Have you brushed your teeth?"

"..."

The master seemed to want to smoke, so I took out the cigarette I had hidden in my pocket.

"Ah? How come you have something like this?"

I don't smoke.

But I often heard Master thinking that the cigarette was almost gone and asked the woman for it.

“I’ve quit.”

"Throw it away...throw it away quickly. Hiss...baby canteen, quickly."

Use my body to resist the urge to smoke?

I don’t understand why Master wants to endure the idea of ​​smoking, but since Master wants to do this, I will throw it away and then put his hand on his chest and press it.

2 month 12 day.

early morning.

Master wants to go to the toilet.

But after the changes, it seems that things can't go smoothly.

"I can't help it. My whole body is unaffected. Damn it. This is ruining my reputation."

"..."

I don’t know what Master means by a lifetime of fame.

But I know exactly what can be done.

"Noelia? It doesn't have to be like this...hiss."

I squatted down.

Master is very weak now, so his movements have to be as gentle and slow as possible.

The cheeks puffed up.

I continued to help Master clean up.

I heard it again.

【Is it natural? 】

[Too scary... this kind of calm and intimidating service. ]

fear?
I think that's not what the master meant. It's another meaning that I don't need to ask.

2 month 12 day.

early.

Now it’s me who is carrying my master forward.

"The best thing to do now is to find a fellow villager to stay with for two days. I'll leave Oroshizuku when I'm better."

"Noelia."

"Do you like snow or mountains? Or the sea?"

What is the sea?
"Oh, just think of it as a very vast river. A river so wide that you can't reach the other side even if you swim for a year."

"..."

"Wherever the master wants to go, I will go."

I'm not curious about the unknown.

I care more about whether the master I carry on my back exists.

2 month 12 day.

Night.

I found the fellow villager that Master was looking for.

"Ten silver bills for two days' lodging. Please tie yourself up."

I don’t know why, but the master was laughing inexplicably.

They say I have grown up again. But I am just following what my master did.

2 month 12 day.

late at night.

This fellow seemed to be very fond of cleanliness. Compared to the shabby exterior of the house, the room was spotless.

Master's body and clothes were very dirty.

I took the soft cloth from their home and wiped the master carefully bit by bit.

When I see changes, I'll abandon the damp cloth and apply it to my lips instead.

“There’s no need to do this every time.”

"It is necessary. As long as Master needs me, I will do it."

It’s not so much that Master wanted me to do it.

It's better to say that I need Master to have some thoughts, to want my help. In that case... I can only make up for my negligence in a very insignificant way.

The master said I also smelled bad. So, I went to another room to take a shower and changed into the clothes of the hostess from the village.

correct.

I lost the gift my master gave me again. I didn't even take my cheongsam or my black silk stockings.

"So you want to go back and get the gift now."

"Or do you want to stay here?"

"..."

"Right? It's the person who gives the gift that matters, not the gift itself."

I stayed close to Master and listened to his various thoughts.

Are you concerned about your ears?
In fact, I just found out yesterday that the disguise that Master gave me is not enough. My ears are simply covered by my hair. As long as I move a lot, they will be seen.

I have a wish.

One is because Master just mentioned the gift and I have a wish to choose which one.

"Master..."

"Ok?"

“I don’t want to be an explorer anymore.”

"That? The Explorer thing is over."

"..."

"So, what do you want to do next?"

"Anywhere is fine, where there are only Master and I. Somewhere where no one will notice me. Somewhere where Master won't get into trouble because of me."

The hatred towards that woman is still there.

But if I go back for revenge, with my ability, I will only cause trouble to Master. Revenge or Master can live without any pain... I choose the latter.

"Noelia. You seem like an ordinary woman who wants a stable life now."

"..."

"This kind of woman is generally suitable for living."

The knuckles of Master's hands seemed to be able to move.

"I don't think a peaceful secluded life is good. There are some things I care about that need to be clarified."

"But the life where so many people were chasing me before will no longer exist."

What is the Master going to do?
Blowing into my ear, he stared at me.

"Noelia, lie on top of me."

"..."

I did.

"Congratulations, you have successfully defeated your superior. From today on, you will be promoted from a beloved disciple to a beloved disciple and beloved wife."

Is that called possessiveness?
I've heard a lot.

It is not allowed to have any thoughts about other opposite sex or have excessive contact with them.

In this life until death, I can only do what I am doing now with my master.

……

But I am just like this. I treat everyone except my master as flowers, plants and trees.

"So, you still have to say that you are planning not to resist or even welcome it until you hear what I think?"

The feet were separated.

This has always been something I consider very shameful, like being seen doing it.

"I...I like Master to treat me like this."

"Take out 'do this to me.'"

"..."

My temperature rose quickly and my heart beat fast, but I didn't faint this time, because Master didn't move at all.

Just holding the baby canteen, just lips close.

I was a little dazed.

"Woo..."

There was some movement, but it was much lighter than before.

"Noelia, I don't even need to check your academic qualifications, they are all fake."

"What's going on? Who told you to cheat?"

"I do not have……"

I don't know anything anymore.

So comfortable.

I unconsciously stretched out my toes and hooked them around my master's back. I wanted to stop here. Stay still here.

"Noelia..."

So cute?
And... like it?
Woo.

I didn't understand at all. The master just whispered a few words into my ear and I couldn't help but shudder.

"You are no longer a bit drunk, you are getting drunk as soon as you smell the alcohol."

"have a look."

"Now am I the one who wants to continue, or do you want to? You totally refuse to let go."

"..."

I could vaguely hear what the master was saying.

I understand that too.

At a certain stage, I didn’t intend to do something just because I heard Master think of it. Instead, I wanted to pretend to have heard something and do it even though I hadn’t heard anything.

What is the difference between loving a disciple and loving a wife? Maybe it is just like this now.

[Now you are completely in love with me. ]

What is the difference between love and like?

I don't understand either.

"Master... I am sure that I love you."

“I don’t understand though…”

Because I am already a beloved disciple and a beloved wife, so I definitely love her. The master also said so.

He's praising me for being cute again.

Why is my face so hot?
I couldn't look my master in the eye. My mind seemed to be floating.

2 month 13 day.

early.

Su Ming could move, but not completely.

'Philosophy's Blade'

After silently reciting the words, no matter how hard I tried, it was just the handle of the knife. The enchanted blue light was so blurred that it looked like a mosaic.

Not to mention the pain in my ribs after I tried to use my ability. Forget about floating, the pain was so severe that I couldn't even straighten my back.

Only the bonus to swordsmanship is barely okay, about 50%?

There was nothing we could do about it. The two attendants beside the princess were quite powerful. The magic stone was indeed more than just a decoration... The magic stones on the hilts of the two men's swords might be the reason why they could injure the back of her hand through the air.

There were several skilled explorers among the pursuers. The only pity was that the situation was urgent and there was no time to carry such heavy weapons.

"Master, are you leaving now?"

"Well, it's definitely not okay to stay any longer."

"..."

Seeing Noelia nodded, she went back to the house to pack her things and untied her fellow villager.

Look at the back.

The drum is slightly taut.

Really, I didn't teach her any way to improve a woman's charm. But she just has a natural temperament that is hard to explain. I mean, since last night, she has a wife's temperament. But she is different from An Shiyao, who is now a completely mature type. And she is very contradictory with that face and exaggerated figure.

2 month 13 day.

noon.

Su Ming's route map was to bypass the town next to the royal capital, bypass the border where Parthia and Oroshizu met, and continuously cross the territory from another small country bordering Oroshizu until it reached an area that was not subdivided on the map.

But there is a little situation.

The woman in black robes stood in front of her, not hiding her fiery gaze towards Noelia. She looked like an ordinary farmer, but she had a scimitar hanging from her waist.

"The fortune teller told me that I will obtain an alien today."

"You were able to escape from the encirclement of many of my juniors, and even left behind many corpses. You are quite capable."

"Give me the alien and swallow this magic stone voluntarily. I will spare your life."

"..."

Fortune teller?
Is there such a thing in this world?
Give the time and place. Divination shows that I haven't recovered yet? I have some strength. "..."

Noelia said nothing, drew her dagger and stood in front of Su Ming.

Su Ming looked at Noelia, then at the woman in front of him...

"call out!"

The woman came straight away without any further ado.

Can a 50% swordsmanship master use it?

No matter how much the fortune teller divines, he can never know that he can read the game data. Reading the game data is definitely a much higher level ability than reading minds or predicting the future.

2 month 13 day.

in the afternoon.

After repeating this several times, Su Ming understood her cards better and better.

This woman not only predicted that today was the best time to fight Su Ming, but her own strength was definitely above everyone Su Ming had faced before. She also had a prop inlaid with magic stones.

Folding fan.

Small machete.

The naked eye can only observe something like a heat wave approaching at an extremely fast speed.

"There is no magic stone in the body."

"How did you get to this level?"

"..."

Seeing the woman standing in front of him, Su Ming just stretched out his hand with difficulty to gesture.

"Old woman... you actually might look like a d. Amazing."

"..."

sneak attack.

It's useless. It's meaningless for a lowly person to face someone with absolute inferior strength.

Then we have to...

"Master? Ha!"

Noelle was too weak, and even if she tried her best, she couldn't avoid being easily grabbed by the neck by this woman.

"Swallow this magic stone, and I will see what you are made of."

"..."

If you can predict a sneak attack, can you predict that you will cut your own throat without hesitation and reload the game?
[Unfortunately, you are dead]

[Current node: 10160213.15.50]

"The fortune teller told me that I will obtain an alien today."

"..."

Su Ming rushed over without saying a word.

The first move would be the heat wave from the folding fan, right?

The second move has four different variations depending on your attack.

……

The sixth move was different again. Was there a needle hidden in the fan? Damn, she also had some dirty tricks.

1016 Ah.

Whether it's the Snow Country or the Middle World, there's no such era of explorers. Not to mention the Magic Stone. It's another world, right?
In the end, I have to leave... What should Noelia do?

[Unfortunately, you are dead]

[Current node: 1016.0213.16.50]

【…】

2 month 13 day.

in the afternoon.

I couldn't help my master at all, and it was even difficult for me to see her movements clearly.

In my eyes, it seemed as if a phantom was fighting against the master who could see clearly. How did the master catch her movements?
If Master had not fallen into this unhealthy state because of me, he would have been able to kill her.

"..."

I remembered the dirty tricks my master had mentioned. I kicked up a cloud of dust and threw it over.

I kept my eyes fixed on every opportunity, as long as I could disrupt her state, even a little bit.

"Pfft-"

The master was stabbed.

It was different from an ordinary knife wound. It was only the shoulder that was hit...but the arm was also swollen. Blood was gushing out.

I rushed in desperately trying to help her a little bit, but I was just kicked out by her.

"Don't worry, it's part of the curriculum."

"Study hard. Sooner or later, you may face a situation where you are not in good enough condition to face a strong enemy. The more you need to stay calm at such times."

"..."

The master was clearly covered in wounds, with both arms unusable, yet he looked relaxed.

I grabbed the dagger.

Really, there are big questions.

If I were something so valuable... I'd be worth a reward of 200 million gold tickets.

So what use can I be?

I have been stronger than men since I was a child. If I were such a precious thing... I am an alien, I am a monster.

Then why don’t I have the corresponding strength?
Is my value to bring trouble to Master and be snatched away by others?
Is my value that even if I want to live anywhere with my master, I can't make any effort to do so?
My value is that even though my ears are different from those of ordinary people, I can no longer hide it. But am I still an ordinary person at the root?
what……

I can't breathe. I haven't felt this way in a long time... resentment.

The person who killed mom and dad is.

The same goes for the people who want to kill the Master now.

They are all the same. They are all enemies who will never accept me. Only Master will accept me in this world. No, I only want Master to accept me. I don't need anything else.

If someone were to spoil this...

"..."

Blood spattered my cheeks, hot. I saw it.

The master's stomach was pierced with a hole. His face turned pale but he didn't say a word.

I could always hear what she was thinking, but I didn't have the speed to react, and I didn't have time to tell Master.

I now……

2 month 13 day.

in the afternoon.

Did he reload the game about a dozen times? Su Ming didn't count carefully.

"What the hell is wrong with you?!"

The woman gradually couldn't stand it anymore and her face became serious.

"Shh!"

Su Ming bit the dagger and stabbed forward.

There's no way she'll have a chance to catch her breath. Is she finally out of cards?

It is clear.

Before, Su Ming had no way to launch a proper counterattack, but now he knew her every move. What? Compared to the behemoth she faced in 2067, she could only fight against the werewolves at best. He just took advantage of her weakness.

"You asked for this!"

"Ok?"

Su Ming saw her take out a magic stone from her pocket and hold it tightly.

Crushed? There is a thin layer of light.

A bit unavailable.

This time the save was not perfect, and the injury exchange caused problems with both arms. There are new tricks...

[Random side quest trigger]

Su Ming was about to rush over to interrupt her power-up when a semi-transparent text box suddenly appeared in front of him.

No, are you serious about the mission at this time?
[Noelia is about to lose control, try to bring her back to her senses]

【Reward points*1】

"..."

Su Ming was so busy dealing with the opponent's moves that he had no energy to pay more attention to Noellea.

Now look back.

Why do I suddenly feel cold in the afternoon?
Noelia's ears... grew longer again. They completely overflowed from her hair, and no matter what hairstyle she changed, they could no longer be covered. Her whole body was emitting mist. There was even a layer of frost on the ground beneath her feet.

"Noelia?"

Su Ming was stunned.

What is this? Magic?

"You... your power is simply not something that a half-human alien should possess! Even a pure-blooded person wouldn't be able to..."

"What the hell are you?!"

The woman screamed in horror.

"?"

Are you planning to run away now? What will you do after crushing the stone?

"..."

Noelia raised her hand, and a thumb-sized ice spike appeared in her palm. In Su Ming's eyes, it was really just a small piece of ice. It just bounced out a little faster.

"boom--"

But when it reached the corner of the woman's clothes, who had already run several dozen meters away, it was probably a high-explosive bomb, right? It was just that what shattered was ice chips.

No body was seen at all.

There was only ice debris on the ground and a big pit at least half a meter deep.

"..."

Looking into Noelia's emotionless eyes, and then looking at the pit, Su Ming swallowed a little.

【Character: Noelia】

【Favorability:???】

【Description: Hate everything and everyone. 】

So out of control that you even hate yourself?

Could it be that there is a real monster living in Noelia's body? No, she was just taken advantage of, and now she has to fight with her beloved disciple?
【Description: Except for you, I hate everyone and everything. 】

"Protect...Master."

"Except Master...kill them all."

"..."

There was a clattering sound with every step she took, and she muttered to herself about where she was going.

Ok.

Probably no need to fight. Noelia is still herself, but... she has lost her mind a little.

"..."

Su Ming stood in front of her and looked at her.

There is nothing to be afraid of. After all, the description is very clear.

"It's really cold. If it's still this cold at night, don't get into my bed. Go share a bed with the dog."

"..."

Her vision was blurry.

"Noelia, go home."

Su Ming tried to reach out and put his hand on her head.

It was so cold that my hands were almost frozen.

"Master, still...alive."

"Alive and well."

"Master..."

A thin layer of frost appeared at the corners of her eyes, and she stared at Su Ming in a daze.

"?"

“Master, Master, Master, Master, Master, Master, Master…”

"Hey! Noelia, wait!"

He almost pounced on Su Ming and held him down tightly.

"It's all Noelia's fault... No, I don't want Master to die."

The cold air surrounding her disappeared and turned into a pool of water.

[Random side quest completed, points*1 issued]

No wonder it only gives 1 point.

It's just a small thing, it doesn't matter.

Maybe she was really exhausted after the outburst and the crazy sex. She hugged Su Ming for a while and then stopped moving.

"..."

Su Ming climbed up and carried her on his back.

"The teacher has always been a good person."

"But you hid such an important fact as knowing magic from me, and said that your wet body was caused by you... I think you would believe it, right?"

Really cold.

When ice melts into water, it is still cold even under the scorching sun.

But... can anyone really lose their mind because of their own anxiety? It seems to be the same with them. And myself, too.

That's why I say that there are always such women around me. My bottom line is getting looser and looser without me noticing.

"Since magic exists."

"Does it count as a form of teleportation magic that I can come here?"

"Or is there a corresponding one in this world... Noelia, actually the four-wheeled car I made is better. It can not only be used as a means of transportation, but also as a sex toy."

"...Master."

Noelleya on Su Ming's back seemed to be able to feel that she was carried by Su Ming. She murmured unconsciously and hugged Su Ming's neck slightly.

Have you become a parrot that only knows how to say "Master"?

That won't do. It would be interesting to teach Noelle how to speak some abstract words.

Let's go first.

Maybe there will be other people who got the divination results. Alas, Noelia left no one alive. What will happen if you swallow the magic stone, how can a weapon with magic stone embedded in it become able to have "sword energy", where the magic stone came from, etc., all these are unknown. But this can't be blamed on her, she has tried very hard.

"This is really..."

Su Ming ran again, hugging her leather drum.

It has been this process so far. I can solve it without anyone's help...but the women around me always try their best to do something. In the end, what is left is often only a very pure thing.

Well, an overly naive sentiment.

2 month 13 day.

Night.

I woke up.

I feel very weak.

"Noelia, do you see what I look like? Tell me what to do."

"..."

I got up in a daze and saw that Master's whole body was half dry and half wet, but it was not sweat and there was no smell.

"This is yours."

"what."

How is it possible that I have so many?

"Who knows? Suddenly it became very violent, and when I turned around, I was sprayed all over."

"……sorry."

My memory is very vague.

I just remember desperately wanting to kill the enemy and protect my master. As for what I actually did...

"You did kill her, but you also smeared me. You were smearing everywhere, very abstractly."

Did I really do that?

There is a bad smell on my body.

"I, I...Master also..."

"I'll lick you too?"

"..."

I lowered my head and couldn't help but peek at Master's body. I remembered that his hands and stomach were badly injured.

"It's already healed. Who is the master?"

The master lifted up his clothes, and only a few scars were left.

"I was just hanging out with nothing to do. Guess what news I heard?"

"..."

"It spreads pretty fast."

"Tsk, our reputation is extremely great. King Oroshizuku gave up his throne because of this, and the princess suffered a lot. She was regarded as the culprit who caused this series of disasters and was publicly hanged."

"I heard that he tried hard to defend himself before the execution because I bewitched him."

"It's true. With servants by his side, he can face death with equanimity. But when he really goes to the gallows, he must be scared out of his wits."

That woman died?
"Yeah, you don't have to think about revenge anymore. It's all over now."

"..."

"Noelia, do you know what festival is tomorrow in my hometown?"

"……Valentine's Day."

“What else do you hear besides the name of the festival?”

gift.

The master smiled and took out a cloth bag from under the bed. Inside was a cheongsam.

But it was a normal, proper cheongsam that could cover my body. I held the clothes in a daze, and my nose felt sour. It was obviously me who lost the precious gifts time and time again, but the master always gave me new ones. I have done so many wrong things, and I still live in a place like this because I was rewarded.

Sometimes, I really want to ask a question.

"Master..."

"Ok?"

"Have you never regretted asking me to survive for you?"

"Don't talk about this. It's Valentine's Day. I gave you a gift. What should you give me?"

"..."

I heard.

[Go ahead, I want Master to check whether Noelia’s academic qualifications are fake.]

[I want the master to hold the baby in the cafeteria]

【…】

If it were usual, I would definitely say it.

But now.

I want to say something else before this.

“Master…Noelia, I will be your apprentice for my entire life.”

"is it?"

"It's still your woman, flannel, maid, anything is fine, I'm willing to do it."

"You won't abandon Noellea, and Noellea will never leave... Even if she is very weak, she would rather die with the master than leave."

"Valentine's Day……"

"Noelle can't come up with a very good gift, so... the only gift is all of Noelle's money combined."

"..."

After she said this, she lay down again, her hands around her belly.

"I didn't think that just because I heard Master think that."

"I always look forward to it... a lot of the time."

"Noelia wanted Master to check whether her academic qualifications were false. Noelia always used the baby canteen to cling to her when she wanted to sleep. She also liked... Master to hold her up."

"..."

Say it yourself... Is this what it feels like to have your thoughts seen through?
I didn’t even dare to look my master in the eye.

"Noelia, well, you really are a congenital Saint of Sese. Even more outrageous than me."

"But go take a shower first. I was just lying to you. Who has so many curls?"

"..."

I do not want.

Obviously, Master has thought a lot about my current condition, so there is no need to endure it. Or rather, I want to come.

I wanted to know that Master didn't regret it, and didn't hate me for causing so much trouble. I desperately wanted to feel the answer.

"I'd better check whether Noelia's academic qualifications are correct before taking a shower... Is that not possible?"

"..."

"...Master."

I held on to my master's hand and refused to let go.

"..."

As of today, I definitely get it.

The reason why I lived so easily after that was not only because Master provided me with material support to survive, but also because of my inner heart.

I will really study hard.

Hold up both feet and no longer meow too vigorously because of shyness.

I never feel this way.

That is to say, when I see the tangled hair on Master’s forehead, I would also think…whether that would make Master unhappy, and then I would straighten it.

Where is Master’s country?
Can I... go to Master's hometown, to Master's home, and live there forever? Just thinking about this kind of thing makes me completely unable to bear it.

"Now do you understand why I want you to take a shower first?"

"No...Noelia hasn't fainted yet."

"You know everything but you like to pretend you don't know. You only care about yourself, right?"

I'm not.

The master is the one who says one thing and thinks another.

I felt that I was not very strong since I had just woken up, and I couldn't control myself because of the way I had just behaved, so I tried to restrain myself.

"No matter how Master wants to treat me, whether it's holding me up or lying on my stomach... I am willing to do it."

"Are you still eavesdropping at this time?"

"..."

I would like to add one more thing I would like to say.

"There were several times... I did it on purpose. Because I wanted to hear Master's thoughts."

"Master, you never have to put up with anything from me."

I stared at Master's face, wanting to remember it forever.

I don't know what kissing means, but I want to ask for it. Keep asking for it, responding to all of Master's thoughts.

If mom and dad were still alive.

I will definitely bring Master to them. I said, I have found a man I want to talk to and spend more time with.

If you would refute and say that the master is unreasonable, that would not be okay.

Then I would also refute my parents, I only want the master. If my father disagrees... I won't listen. At this time, my mother might smile and say that my daughter has grown up.

2 month 14 day.

early morning.

Valentine's Day has really become a holiday.

The scene just now was simply unbearable.

She was lying there, her hands around her belly, using the dirty move of making a "V" sign. She was completely corrupted, and she actually figured out this dirty move on her own.

Su Ming really wanted to light a cigarette.

"..."

But unfortunately, Su Ming only had a branch in his hand.

Then he looked at Noelia, who was hugging him even when he was asleep. Her ears were pointed. If he touched them, they would move slightly like a mimosa.

【Character: Noelia】

【Favourability: 111】

[Description: Because of you, I have the motivation to live. I have a high sense of dependence on you and a strong love for you.]

Will this work?

Analyze calmly.

Before, whether it was An Shiyao, Xia Ye, Xue'er, or An Xiaoxi. Oh, Xiaoxi. She was not a yandere. Even if her favorability was over 100, she was still not.

Noelia... With such a peaceful and pure face, she should be fine.

Is there any way to see my own favorability?
If there is.

Maybe 80? Maybe 90.

To be honest, I want to take her back. Such an easy-to-bully character... If I talk to Yao and the others nicely, it will probably be fine. She will believe that she is innocent. Ah, if she is guilty, then she is guilty. Yao is not that strong. As long as she is willing to speak openly, nothing will happen. If there is anything wrong, we can fight at the head of the bed and make peace at the foot of the bed.

I always thought we were already on the other side.

But is it possible that thin ice is everywhere?

"Well, everything is fate. Just like my name."

"I am destined to be surrounded by all kinds of good women who need me to save them."

For the time being, just be a short-sighted rat who only cares about immediate interests.

Thoughts are clear.

Su Ming reached out again to check whether the baby canteen had enough nutrients for the next generation, and he felt relieved.

Nature is truly amazing.

The shape is so neat and big, but the dots are so tiny that they are almost undetectable. Even if there is feedback, it is only the size of a grain of rice.

Of course it's nice to be loved, but it doesn't matter if you're not loved. ×. I thought so ten years ago after failing in the blind date market several times.

Of course it's nice to be loved, and it's even better if there are plural ones. √. Now, ten years later, this is the situation. Probably.

(End of this chapter)