Chapter 203: Always awake, right?
11 month 29 day.

early morning.

"..."

It was raining outside and it was getting heavier.

hand.

She had already brought it to her belly. With just a little touch of her little finger, she could sense the occasional softness.

In the past, Su Ming would either have already gotten started or just wait and see and enjoy the benefits.

But this time it won’t work, right?

If he did nothing, the situation... probably wouldn't get better. In other words, Su Ming couldn't be sure what the best outcome would be.

"Ugh...I'm sorry."

"Why am I such a... bitch?"

"..."

She did nothing but put Su Ming's hand on her stomach. She could hear the inexplicable sobbing, and she was trying her best to suppress it.

But then again.

Being so close, it doesn't matter whether one's facial senses are sharp or not. As long as one is not deaf, one can hear clearly every little movement and sound of An Xiaoxi.

"Even if it ends like this...it really is like that."

"My brother-in-law will only treat me as a bitch. He will look down on me, right?"

"It's the same with my sister... No matter how much she loves me, she knows that I want to seduce my brother-in-law..."

"..."

"But... I also waited for six years. Now it's seven years... Now I'm in a dream."

"..."

"As a result, even in my dreams... I can only do this much."

"It's impossible... No matter what I do, I'm just a child in my brother-in-law's eyes."

"..."

"It's raining. Even in a place like this, my mind is full of... vile thoughts."

"..."

"?"

She suddenly grabbed Su Ming's hand again, holding it tightly. She was shaking, but not because of the cold.

Arrived in the cafeteria.

"..."

“I won’t tell you…”

"If you tell me, then there's nothing left. Right? I'm not as smart as my sister, but I know this kind of thing very well."

"My brother-in-law refuses to even look at me. Even when I take off my socks and do my nails in front of him..."

"Bending over deliberately... no matter how nervous or anxious you are, your brother-in-law won't even look at you."

"so……"

"Just like this, secretly, while my brother-in-law is asleep... get a little closer and touch him shamelessly..."

"It's ok."

"It has nothing to do with my brother-in-law. I just want to... let my brother-in-law see that I'm really not a child."

"..."

An Shiyao still doesn't know how much better Su Ming's five senses are than those of ordinary people.

It’s even less likely that An Xiaoxi would know.

The substantial amount of dough finally blossomed in his palm, but Su Ming was in no mood to knead the dough.

If it is an unfamiliar new goal, you only need to consider to what extent you can play it.

But An Xiaoxi, An Shiyao's sister, sister-in-law, is also her own sister.

I have always thought of treating her as a character like Su You.

"Brother-in-law...his hands are really big."

"But I'm not small either."

"..."

Su Ming won't move. But that doesn't mean An Xiaoxi won't cover her hands and help Su Ming move so that he can feel more.

Her breathing became increasingly disordered.

"Well."

I could feel her legs twisting slightly. Her other hand was nowhere to be found.

Doing something carefully.

The first time I missed the chance to speak because I knew she was crying, can I speak again now?

"..."

Su Ming tried to turn over.

"?!"

"..."

"Sister, brother-in-law?"

"..."

"If we're discovered now... everything will be over."

and so.

You all know that if you really wake up, everything will be ruined, so why do you still hold your back so tightly?
"Sniff."

"Oh, I used to... always thought my sister was exaggerating. Smelling things..."

"I know now."

"..."

"It must be nice, right? You smell like your lover all over you. It's like being possessed."

"..."

After maintaining this posture, any movements she makes are more obvious.

The back of his hand was against Su Ming's lower back, with a slight sliding arc.

There was a faint whisper in my ear. It was hard not to know what she was doing.

"...brother-in-law."

"I also want my brother-in-law's child... so... it doesn't matter if it's like this..."

"..."

She's very thoughtful.

There were clothes to cushion the wound, so there wouldn't be any traces left. Before she got up and left, she turned on the flashlight to check carefully to make sure there were no suspicious traces.

"I really, really suck..."

"After being blamed for my mistakes last time, I felt it was a terrible thing..."

"sorry."

disappeared.

The only sound left was the rain outside, which was getting heavier and heavier.

Stare at the ceiling in the dark. Imagine what it looks like during the day... mottled, dirty.

The faint fragrance in the quilt did not dissipate. When her fingers touched her back, the substance left behind was already cold. Normally, she would not feel uncomfortable with the substance on her back until tomorrow.

so.

What is the best solution?

【Character: An Xiaoxi】

【Favourability: 100】

[Description: I have a high degree of trust in you and I like you]

This kind of value cannot be solved by simply saying a few words, right?

It didn't suddenly reach 100.

Has it always been growing over the past six years?

In other words, when he came to attend his and An Shiyao's wedding that day... he was also in some abnormal mood.

If Yao was right next to her.

That's not right, I can't tell her. I can't tell her.

The two sisters always talk about everything. An Shiyao loves An Xiaoxi very much. Apart from her sister, her life is very monotonous. I have never seen her have other best friends.

Su Ming never took it for granted that An Shiyao would give in.

Every time I see her take the next step on her own initiative, I naturally think she is amazing.

This matter must be handled properly. Handle it properly without shaking her relationship with An Xiaoxi. There is no room for response to this feeling. There shouldn't be any.

hiss.

But the heart of Tao is really divided into physiological and psychological.

No matter what, he just hugged himself and satisfied himself, calling his own name.

Think of something simple and unrestrained.

Tao gave birth to one, one gave birth to two, two gave birth to all things. All things gave birth to dumplings... grass.

Man is born good. The great pioneer said that we should unite the workers and peasants of the world. Man has two bags, one for good things in the front and one for bad things in the back, so man often only sees the good side of himself and beautifies himself.

call……

Finally, I don't have so many thoughts anymore. Fortunately, An Xiaoxi didn't reach out to do anything else, otherwise if she was noticed... I can't explain it, right?

11 month 29 day.

early.

The rain never stopped, and many puddles appeared on the originally dry ruins.

"Brother-in-law, are you going out today?"

"We still have to go out when the rain is lighter."

"..."

After eating the stored noodles, he sat cross-legged with An Xiaoxi and fiddled with the radio.

"What was your major in college? Are you also familiar with electrical appliances?"

"I majored in finance, but I have many interests. After returning from Sea Island City, I always thought that if I were to be in that situation again one day, I couldn't be ignorant of everything, so I learned everything I thought would be useful."

"……Yeah?"

She looked normal, and there was no sign that she had done anything unspeakable last night.

"Okay. This way we'll definitely be able to receive a strong signal if it's there."

"..."

She placed the radio at the stairwell, then took a long wire and dragged it out, setting it up outside. It was a simple signal amplifier.

"Ah, I was out for a while and my clothes are soaked. Disgusting."

"..."

I saw her shaking off the water by pulling at her collar. The clothes were not waterproof, and the dark lace inside could be easily seen through the light-colored fabric.

"Xiao Xi."

"?"

"Let me make a suggestion."

"what?"

"Change into clothes that are convenient for movement. I understand that you would naturally want to change into something better-looking when you have so many clothes to choose from, but there are still many things we don't know about this place. If we can reduce the chances of our skin being directly exposed to the air, we might be able to prevent some bad things that might happen."

"what……"

"The same goes for skirts and stockings. Change into normal full-coverage pants to prevent you from getting scratched when you go out."

"I didn't think so much..."

“Just start paying attention now.”

"..."

Su Ming didn't know how much she could imagine, as long as the result came out. At least, it would be much better for Su Ming if he didn't have the opportunity to imagine.

An Xiaoxi went to the next room where clothes were piled.

"Brother-in-law!"

However, he came back within two minutes.

"Can you help me pull it up? I think this sportswear is very good...but the lining is a bit..."

"..."

It didn't reveal as much as An Shiyao did back then. It was just that the back couldn't be pulled up, and the snow-white and smooth back could be seen.

"Thank you, brother-in-law. Is this okay?"

"It will definitely not affect the operation."

"..."

Hard to comment.

It is indeed all-inclusive. But who says all-inclusive is tacky?

The dress was so fitted that it couldn't hide her beautiful body curves at all.

It was especially obvious after she zipped up her chest.

11 month 30 day.

No feedback from the radio.

In order to prevent An Xiaoxi from getting bored, Su Ming gave her a lot of electronic devices to tinker with. He took them all to the garage to charge them.

Su Ming took advantage of the rain to go out.

It won’t be too far, just look around.

Ordinary people would avoid anything that could create such a big hole, but for Su Ming, it might just be material for killing monsters.

Observe the hole filled with rubble between the buildings. Put on the rope and crawl down through the hole.

too long.

Halfway down, Su Ming realized that the 70-80-meter rope was still not enough. If the rope was cut halfway, it would undoubtedly waste a lot of time to choose to walk a few steps and drive a stake down. The visibility was not so good in the rain.

Forget it, let’s wait until it’s sunny before going deeper.

11 month 30 day.

It was late. The rain had not stopped. A lot of water had already entered the underground garage. It would probably not be long before all the cars there could no longer start. Su Ming drove out the car that could be used in advance, and then removed the batteries from the other cars. This ensured that at least one battery could be used at any time.

The room is bright enough now that hanging lights can be turned on.

An Xiaoxi neatly placed all the collected food seasonings and noodles in a corner, and thoughtfully placed desiccant.

"But...if my brother-in-law sleeps outside, I might be a little scared."

"Are you still a child?"

"..."

"I'm in a room close to the exit so I can observe what's going on outside. There's only a wall between us. Be obedient."

"What do you mean by obedient? I'm not a child. I just said that I'm a little uncomfortable."

"Do you need someone to sleep with you in Kyoto?"

"Where is it?"

"..."

Sleeping separately was also part of Su Ming's expectations.

I don't know how useful it will be, but at least I have to do it. It would be best if she could give it up on her own.

11 month 31 day.

early morning.

It didn't work. Why does it feel so familiar?

There used to be someone who always opened the door late at night.

"Brother-in-law... have you finally realized that I am a woman too?"

"..."

"really."

"Others are eager to see it, but my brother-in-law... doesn't even want to take a second look."

"Who should I show it to then?"

"Manicures, underwear, etc., all of which are copied from my sister's homework. All of them... I want to show them to my brother-in-law."

"..."

"My sister is a liar."

"It's said that my brother-in-law is very lustful and will take advantage of any pretty woman. That's not true at all... If that were the case, how could my sister possibly like him?"

"..."

"If that's the case, how could she not even look at me until now? Sportswear... I've never worn clothes that fit me so well, and I just think it would be annoying if it showed off my figure."

"..."

"Give up. Just treat it as a benefit for me... wouldn't that be better?"

"Brother-in-law..."

"It's okay if you always treat me as a child who will never grow up. You will never know... I like you as more than just a sister."

"That's good. Nothing will change."

Compared to before, she did very little now. She simply put Su Ming's hand on her chest. Then she muttered to herself for a while, and then remained silent and dazed.

Sometimes it takes more than ten minutes, sometimes more than half an hour.

Is it considered a success?

Although no matter what she did, it was impossible to make An Xiaoxi feel cheerful. But for now, she pretended to be unaware. She would not go any further. As long as she completed the task, there would be no more opportunities for her to daydream.

Hey.

When did An Xiaoxi start to like me?
In the past, I simply took care of her as a little girl, gave her dolls and so on. Now that I am back to reality, I have almost no chance to meet her.

I can't figure it out, but I seem to understand it.

There is no definite reason for feelings. Just like me and An Shiyao. At the beginning, our affection was so bad... Who would have thought that there would be true love in the end? We even got pregnant and married in real life.

12 month 1 day.

The rain finally stopped. But unfortunately, the snow started again.

The temperature has obviously dropped a level. It has become deep winter again. It's just not as cold as it was at the beginning.

"Brother-in-law, are you really going to go in there? You won't encounter anything scary, right?"

"I'm sure."

Su Ming raised the injured Philosopher's Blade that was glowing blue. Once you fully understand it, you will know how useful it is. You can use it whenever you want, and it can trigger bonuses and enchant. The darker the color, the stronger the enchantment of Su Ming.

Tie a long enough rope. Su Ming also took a hammer and expansion screws to allow the rope to move freely after reaching the bottom. He could set the screws every few meters and use it as a simple exploration device.

12 month 1 day.

noon.

To the bottom of the cave. Underground tunnels, light rail tracks... It seems that some giant creature has been here, and everything is in a mess. There are many signs of collapse.

No body.

But there are also many bags, documents and other miscellaneous items buried in the soil.

[syyx Co., Ltd. contracted the maglev project...]

[2050.6 passed the inspection and is officially in use]

Sweep away the twisted and deformed column next to the fire box, and you will see written on it who built the track and when.

It is not surprising that one's own company will develop to the level of contracting tracks in the future.

The problem is that Su Ming still can't find anything about what happened, nor can he find anyone alive. He also hasn't seen the boss who drilled holes in various high-rise buildings and even collapsed them.

We have to leave here and continue looking for clues. There is no point in just surviving.

"Clap."

"Ok?"

The inexplicable sound attracted Su Ming's attention.

There was a white thing at the edge of a collapsed tunnel in the distance. It had no eyes, only a mouthpart with densely packed fine teeth.

"Shh-"

Su Ming said nothing and killed him in one blow.

No sense of accomplishment at all.

Is the boss dead?

After all, even these minions can't be encountered without careful search.

12 month 1 day.

Night.

After cleaning the thing, it would probably weigh more than ten pounds, and carrying it would be a bit of a test of physical strength.

"Is my brother-in-law in danger? Is he not hurt?"

An Xiaoxi was visibly stunned when she saw Su Ming carrying the things back.

"It's not necessary for such a small thing."

"..."

I have been eating noodles for too long, and it feels good to be able to eat protein after a long time.

"I plan to collect more noodles tomorrow and go to a new place the day after tomorrow. There's no point in staying here any longer."

"It doesn't matter to me...I'll just follow my brother-in-law wherever he goes."

"Are you used to eating it? This thing does look a bit disgusting."

"If my brother-in-law hadn't said anything, I would have eaten well... Ugh."

"..."

Are you ready now?
There's no need to make things look awkward by telling them out loud. After the task is completed, whether An Xiaoxi remembers it or not, there will be no problem.

12 month 2 day.

early morning.

Su Ming was almost used to it. Every night, An Xiaoxi would come quietly and snuggle up to him to sleep for a while.

If you think of it as your sister-in-law using you to relieve stress, it's actually not that serious. In this world, isn't it a good thing to be in a mood to comfort yourself?
"Woo..."

"It's all my brother-in-law's fault. He suddenly said he wanted to go down... I was so worried."

"I was very scared all of a sudden."

"You see... you can't help but think like this."

"..."

I really don't want my hands to feel the changes in my sister-in-law. Flooding.

"Brother-in-law's hands are so big... so warm."

"..."

Retract the preface.

It is not necessarily a bad thing to comfort yourself when you are in a mood, but it is definitely a bad thing to use your hands as a prop.

"All... are acceptable."

"I am an adult now...I will also have a baby."

"what……"

"So am I a child or an adult? I guess I haven't grown up in my brother-in-law's eyes..."

12 month 2 day.

Su Ming was outside the whole day.

Busy collecting all kinds of usable materials and busy downplaying what happened in the evening.

Snow fell in the corners of Su Ming's eyes. Has it gotten heavier again? If the temperature continues to drop, I'll probably have to wear two more cotton-padded jackets.

"..."

broken.

In the end, I gave up, but that doesn’t mean I won’t take advantage of you at night.

What method can be used to make her stop?
Lock the door?

Then it will definitely be discovered that you already know it.

"Brother-in-law, come in quickly. It's so cold outside."

"Look, I made this with the leftover meat. Doesn't it make you more appetizing?"

"..."

"I don't eat much. And it's a bit nauseating... My brother-in-law thinks I just need to eat more."

Nothing much to do during the day. Especially after she put on her thick coat.

12 month 3 day.

early morning.

I always feel like something is different from before.

She was wearing very provocative underwear. In other words, it was almost identical to one of An Shiyao's. She had originally given up on wearing pantyhose and changed back to very thin black stockings.

Her hair was tied into a bun.

The baby cafeteria has a low degree of obstruction. There is a strand of hair that falls right on the white snow.

I remember forcing An Shiyao to explain with shame. She said that if you tie your hair into a bun and leave two strands hanging down on your collarbone or baby mess, you will look like a married woman. But Su Ming only remembered that An Shiyao blushed and leaned over... and the two strands of hair swayed.

"what……"

"Brother-in-law, I don't look like a child now, do I?"

"..."

Nothing like it.

"I always think about it... when I was very cold at the beginning, my brother-in-law rubbed his hands together and then held my hands. He wanted to warm me up."

"How do you feel about taking care of someone?"

"Can you change to another one... I don't want the kind that is treated as a sister."

"Will a person with flaws like my sister be more likable? My sister won't tell me... but I can guess that my brother-in-law will definitely deliberately bully my sister's flaws, right?"

"Then, my sister will be very shy. But also very happy."

"Clap."

The button is open.

She knelt on the mattress. She crawled in. Her face was right above Su Mingzheng.

"..."

A sweet scent approaches.

Their lips didn't touch for long, but Su Ming could already feel the warmth of her cheek.

wrong.

Completely different from before.

She was still exerting force and her hand continued to move backwards.

"..."

"That's true..."

"Actually, my brother-in-law has been awake all the time. Right?"

She had undoubtedly captured Su Ming's feedback.

He asked in an almost trembling tone.

"..."

Su Ming opened his eyes and looked at her in the dim light.

Maybe things are going to get serious.

“That’s too much.”

"My brother-in-law just watched me like this... doing terrible things."

"unacceptable."

"so……"

She grabbed Su Ming's hand with her other hand and pressed it against the cafeteria window.

"Brother-in-law...can you feel it?"

"My heart is beating really fast right now. Super super super fast... I feel like it's going to jump out."

"..."

"Brother-in-law, don't bear it."

"Do whatever you want to me. Well, I can do anything. I am willing to do anything. As long as I am your brother-in-law."

(End of this chapter)