Chapter 196 Sorry

6 month 2 day.

early.

It was not yet fully light, and the room was still dim even with the curtains drawn.

"..."

So what exactly is it?

It can move freely, it is not a toy. It is very small, with a slightly fresh smell similar to soil. When you take your hand back, you can smell a very light fragrance.

I saw with my own eyes the tail wrapped around Mr. Su Ming's waist.

No snake crawled in.

It was derived from the tailbone of a summer night. Her pajamas buttons were unbuttoned. Everything inside was exposed. Her whole body was the same as a human, but the back... was not human.

"Originally, I was going to talk to you later."

Mr. Su Ming spoke.

"But I thought Xiaoye would be back in the next two days, so I might as well tell her first."

"As you can see, not only did she once work as a killer with me, but her body is also different from that of a normal person."

"..."

Mr. Su Ming was not afraid at all. He just casually reached out and tried to take away the tail wrapped around his belly, but the tail seemed to be angry and immediately wrapped around his hand again.

That was not an attack, it was just a normal relationship. A normal relationship.

"..."

I can't speak.

Even though I had imagined Xia Ye and Mu Xue'er to be great, I never thought it would be like this. Not human.

"She was originally human. It's just that her body changed for some reason, just like Venom or Parasyte in the movies who have extra things. She's still human at heart."

"Fear?"

"……without."

I couldn't move. The charming atmosphere just now was gone.

"Sister An."

Until the eyes of the summer night looked at me.

"Xiaoye is not a bad person."

"It's also my elder brother's wife."

"..."

"Yes, touch it. Big brother, I like it very much."

"..."

The tail finally left Mr. Su Ming's body and slowly came to my sight.

"It's okay to feel that it's a little beyond your comprehension for now. I just want you to understand first. They are both different from ordinary people."

"..."

I reached out and touched it. Again.

Just now I mistook this for Mr. Su Ming's hand.

"No, that's too much."

"..."

"Xiaoye, it would be embarrassing to be watched by a big brother."

"..."

It's the real thing.

As my thoughts became clearer, I could tell that this was reality. Something beyond my cognition was right in front of me.

Just like the last monster seen in Haidao City and the first murderer seen.

I let go.

The tail naturally retracted.

I might……

“It’s different from the human body.”

"If, there is a baby..."

Asked a very inappropriate and hurtful question.

“I don’t know.”

"Xiaoye has almost no chance of getting pregnant."

"..."

They said a lot of things that I had no idea about. It was even more incomprehensible to me than the killer or something like that.

What kind of people are you fighting against?

What kind of forces are you dealing with?

Compared to the career or being a full-time housewife that I had originally thought of, it was simply not of the same level of difficulty.

I thought of Michelle Eliza again.

"What about her?"

"She is..."

"..."

A hybrid of a succubus and a vampire.

I had heard similar words on the phone before, and I just thought that Mr. Su Ming and Miao Xueer were playing some kind of role-playing game.

also said.

Avril was originally disabled, with her femoral head completely necrotic, and she couldn't walk. It was Xia Ye who cured her.

"If Sister An feels uncomfortable, Xiaoye will take it back."

"..."

"No, no need...I can accept that."

Can accept it.

There is nothing that is impossible.

Mr. Su Ming's existence is incredible. What is unacceptable?

Monsters can exist in Sea Island City.

There is no reason why non-human beings can exist in the world.

But suddenly I felt that maybe I was a little far away from the real Mr. Su Ming?
"Don't force yourself, Sister An."

"..."

"Big brother, Xiaoye has a way to make Sister An accept it quickly."

"What can I do?"

"A secret. Big brother has to say yes first before Xiaoye can tell me."

"What do you want to do now? Do you really want your little drum to be smashed?"

"..."

I do not know.

What does she want to do?
The tail wraps around there and wanders.

Then he turned around and lay on the side of Mr. Su Ming. Then he turned over.

I can't see it clearly, but I can vaguely see the connection between the tail and the base of the summer night drum.

The sound can be heard clearly.

The whispers of summer nights are even more excessive than mine.

"Big brother, Xiaoye is about to lose control."

"Wait, now is not a good time, right?"

"But Xiaoye doesn't want Sister An to be scared. As long as Xiaoye turns into a meowing form, she won't be hated."

"..."

Is Mr. Su Ming hesitating?
It wasn't as bad as I imagined he would do in front of me.

It's just ordinary service.

"Sister An, can you lie down?"

"……Eh?"

"..."

I somehow understood what she meant. She wanted Mr. Su Ming to replace me at some point.

“That’s not necessary.”

"Yao has never been exposed to these things, and her level of acceptance is different from mine."

"She's not afraid of you, she's just naturally surprised seeing you for the first time."

Su Ming was not afraid at first because of his LS heart and the confidence that he would not die in the game. It was only later that he completely invested in his feelings and truly accepted it.

"I think if we spend more time together and don't hide anything, everything will fall into place."

"..."

I know.

I'm not a big-hearted person, I have a lot of little thoughts.

Because of this, Mr. Su Ming would always take care of me and come back immediately when I was sick.

You don't really want kids, do you?

It was affected by my emotions. Many times I would subconsciously not want to be outside. Even if I said that it was all up to Mr. Su Ming to decide, it was obvious that the latter was more real than my words and subconscious actions.

"Xia Ye sister."

So, I spoke again.

"?"

"Medicine... after taking it, will anything I do really not affect the baby?"

"Xiaoye won't joke with Sister An's baby. If she does, her drum will really be broken by her big brother."

"..."

I remained lying there, closing my eyes and shutting out most of my thoughts.

Just think of one thing.

Mr. Su Ming was willing to tell me everything and didn't want to hide anything from me. It didn't matter if he told me earlier or later. The most important thing was to think about my mental state while looking for a chance to tell me. It was two different things to tell me and to treat me like a vase.

No one looks down on me.

It's just me.

No one wants to compare with me or get angry with me. Their personalities are different from mine.

I might be... a little nervous.

Because I have never done this kind of posture or action in front of anyone other than Mr. Su Ming.

My knees still come together unconsciously. But I can slowly...

I just don't want to make things difficult for Mr. Su Ming.

I clearly said I accepted it, why didn't I follow through? If I said I accepted it, I accepted it completely, not just a little bit. It's abnormal, beyond my understanding... What does it have to do with whether I accept it or not?
Or do I just not believe Mr. Su Ming and think Xia Ye is a monster who has ulterior motives and is out to kill for money?

neither.

"..."

Maybe Mr. Su Ming was stunned?

"Don't ask anything..."

"The answer has been given. Do you want to... choose for yourself."

I don't want to say more. I can't say more in my current position. I'm glad I didn't turn on the light the moment I touched the tail, otherwise I would never be able to do what I'm doing now.

It was quite late before Mr. Su Ming came over.

Like knowing what I want, kiss first.

That's my favorite way to get rid of stress and worry. If you feel a little bit suffocated, it can make your mind go blank.

"Yao, I underestimated you."

"..."

Look down on me?
No.

The real me is a troublesome woman who loves to be jealous, envious, and compare... and likes to cling and act like a spoiled child. Love is so heavy that it makes me breathless.

All of these are conscious.

and so……

It is because I am Mr. Su Ming that I want to change. I think everyone likes to travel light, so I cannot be a heavy object or a burden. Some people also say that we should not seek merit but avoid mistakes. I think we should at least do this.

and so……

Let's get started.

Even if I am timid, jealous, or incomprehensible, I still want you to think that I am not a troublesome woman who needs more energy and time to take care of than them. When I have a baby in the future, I can also take care of the child peacefully. Children who are busy with work and have no biological parents to take care of them will lack love, and I don't want my children to be like me.

what.

That’s right. I heard that children who lack love are easily kidnapped by bad guys when they grow up. If it were a daughter, I wouldn’t want her to be like me…to be kidnapped by bad guys if she’s not careful.

The sky may be brighter now, with higher visibility than before.

So, I can see clearly... In front of me is the drum of Xia Ye. The tail has been retracted. There is a small red dot where the spine is connected. It seems to have come out from there.

"Big brother."

"What's the difference between Sister An and Xiaoye?"

"Stop asking weird questions."

"But Xiaoye is very curious."

"..."

I can ask strange things when I am alone with Mr. Su Ming.

but……

I can't do it face to face, like Xia Ye did, asking in an innocent and normal tone that makes it hard to tell whether it is teasing or serious.

"Sniff sniff~"

"Hmm, compared to Xiaoye's scent... Sister An smells so good."

"..."

I really.

I was so ashamed that I couldn't move.

"Don't, don't be like this..."

"Is Sister An annoying?"

"..."

I couldn't open my eyes, let alone speak.

"Sister An."

"Before, Xiaoye thought Sister An was just an ordinary human being, an ordinary woman."

"Now I feel that Sister An is very powerful."

"..."

why?
"Big brother and sister An are always happy together."

"Big brother also told Xiaoye that once he knew that Sister An was a super good woman, he must marry her home."

"..."

Did you really say that?

Is she really a super nice woman? Anyway... I've already married her, used her, opened her package, and can't return or exchange her within seven days without any reason.

She is already a real wife.

What have you done?

I put on the ring only yesterday and couldn't bear to take it off before going to bed. Now it's contaminated and messed up.

But Mr. Su Ming didn't take off the ring either.

It is a token engraved with the initials of my name and Mr. Su Ming's name.

I want to say.

"That... that."

"I'm pregnant."

"so……"

There is no track for new life to race in the belly, but there is another one outside.

Tail or something...

I won’t feel sick if I touch it again.

She insisted that Mr. Su Ming take care of her, even if it was just... a kiss.

Give it to her.

If she loves Mr. Su Ming as much as I do, she must not be really calm when she says nonchalantly that there is almost no chance of pregnancy. She will also be sad.

"Do you want Xiaoye first? Sister An, you're so cute."

"……You are also very cute."

"The baby that Sister An gives birth to will definitely be very cute. If only Xiaoye had known Sister An earlier, she wouldn't have had to suffer for six years."

"..."

I gave up.

No matter if she was teasing me or she was telling the truth, I stopped struggling.

"……Thanks."

I think.

It's no big deal. Whether it's Xia Ye, me, or Mu Xue'er, they are essentially the same, just the way of expressing love is different.

The root of the problem is that we may have hostility, jealousy, and envy towards each other at the beginning. It is also because of the different ways of presenting things. The degree of digestion and the speed of accepting the facts are different. The final result is that we all want to continue the dream. Continue until death. Continue until the new life.

Doing it now.

Wait till I wake up...

Maybe I really want to die.

"Sister An, next time when you are with big brother, can you wear Xiaoye's socks? And also mention Xiaoye's name."

"?"

"Hehe, Xiaoye wants to participate."

"..."

Also.

Although Xia Ye is not as mysterious and annoying as before in my eyes, but as expected... he likes to play tricks on people. He is just like Mr. Su Ming.

6 month 2 day.

morning.

The hotel is on the 32th floor.

Miao Xueer felt very uncomfortable, all because Xia Ye said some nonsense for no apparent reason and left some suspicious panties behind.

She did leave some of Su Ming's food when she left. She was reluctant to drink it.

When she thought about the next time they would meet, it would be the wedding. At most, she would stay for two days before returning to Windsor Castle. The wedding... No matter how she looked at it, she would prioritize taking care of An Shiyao. She would never do anything unnecessary at this time.

That is to say, since the last time I went back to Windsor Castle, I did nothing on the last night because I was angry. I went back hungry.

When I go back, I can only drink the blood donated by the maid from the blood bank by a pretty girl.

taste not good.

It doesn't feel as pure as the human blood of seven hundred years ago. Why does it sometimes taste like fried chicken when I drink it?
Only when they really couldn't help it would they take out a little bit of Su Ming from the refrigerator and mix it with blood and tomato juice to neutralize it.

In this case, I smell the scent of what is left over from the summer night.

"I will definitely kill you!"

Was seen holding the thing and sniffing it hard.

After getting angry, I still can't control myself.

Blame Plato.

In the end, I had prepared everything, even giving up my sense of shame... and planning to give him a good bargain.

As a result, the petite girl was seduced away by just one phone call.

Waiting for two hours really made me angry.

But why am I the one who gets wronged in the end?
"Anyway..."

"An Shiyao is a nice person, I also..."

I think if it's her, then it's no big deal. I admire her for going through six years of suffering.

so!

It's no big deal to take a sniff of her and Plato's creation. Sooner or later, they'll come into contact.

"An Shiyao is innocent."

"..."

"Plato...death penalty!"

While looking at the time, he sniffed the smell pitifully.

"If... you let me go back hungry, I'll use the electric guillotine! I'll chop off both of my heads!"

The actual presentation method is different from words.

Miao Xueer just curled up on the bed like a shrimp, with the messy sheets covering her snow-white body.

Cheeks slightly red.

After all, An Shiyao was also present in the scene she imagined in her mind. Although she accepted An Shiyao, she always felt that An Shiyao...was just more charming than her. Her every move showed that she was not in the same class as her.

Forget it.

It's okay to just do it with her first. I'm not as filthy as her. But it will be my turn later... Don't even think about taking the initiative. You're getting the advantage and still want to act cute. No way!
6 month 2 day.

The hotel is on the 33th floor.

It's over. Considering An Shiyao's mentality, Su Ming also closed the outer blackout curtains. The room was completely dark.

In fact, Su Ming can also see vaguely in this environment, Xia Ye may... not be affected at all. Only An Shiyao needs it.

"It's already noon."

"Don't you need to go out and see the guests?"

An Shiyao on the left asked.

"..."

"We were needed yesterday, so there's no need to rush today. No one will deliberately call us."

"..."

"Why does sister Xia Ye lie on you whenever she has nothing to do?"

"Ask her."

"..."

"Sister An, do you want to lie down? Xiaoye highly recommends it. It's very comfortable."

"…Forget it. I'm fat."

"Wise choice. It's a bad habit, and it can't be taught."

“…I want to lie down.”

"Is it possible? I didn't mean you were fat."

"..."

There was silence for a few minutes.

An Shiyao said hesitantly, "Um, Sister Xue'er...won't Mr. Su Ming go take a look?"

“I have the will but not the strength.”

"Just take a look at it normally. Sister Xue'er will definitely be very happy."

"I told you before that she would be hungry. She should be very hungry now."

"…So, can it really be used to fill your stomach?"

"Xiaoye has eaten dirt and bugs, so her stomach will be full."

"what?"

An Shiyao was stunned. "What kind of life did you live in the past? Dirt and all that."

"She used to live in a garbage dump. She looked like a clay figure."

"..."

"I now feel that... whether it's Sister Xia Ye or Sister Xue Er, they are not as complicated as I first thought. Even though their bodies are different from ours, their minds are very simple."

"Have you forgotten how I teased you just now?"

"That's another matter! It's not all good for you!"

"..."

"So... not only for me and sister Xia Ye, but also for sister Xue Er, you can't think that you are easy to understand and reduce your care for her."

"She has the temperament of a queen."

"She's not the queen..."

An Shiyao paused, then reached out and grabbed Xia Ye's tail, smiling for the first time in this situation.

"In the future, we will definitely get along very well. I have a feeling it."

"With a good doctor like Sister Xia Ye here, I don't have to worry about the baby having any problems."

"Yes! Xiaoye will make Sister An's baby healthy enough to crawl out on its own."

"Ah? Let's forget about that, shall we? It feels so scary."

"..."

Feeling that Su Ming was quiet, An Shiyao tried to look in the dark again. But she couldn't see clearly, so she turned to touch with her hands.

"Mr. Su Ming."

"How does it feel to be hugged by people on both sides?"

"My conscience is already hurting."

"Haha, I don't believe it..."

"..."

"Next time, take me to Canada and Windsor Castle. I've never been there. I also want to see what a security company made up of killers is like. I also want to practice target shooting... I only know how to use a pistol until now."

"When the time comes, I will kill all of you at the security company in front of so many people who admire Mr. Su Ming and Sister Xia Ye... I will be the most powerful killer."

"I also want to go skiing in Switzerland and skydiving. Anyway, with Mr. Su Ming and Sister Xia Ye here... nothing will happen."

"A little pregnant woman has a lot to think about."

Su Ming was in a very peaceful state of mind except that he felt a little tired because he didn't have any weapon enhancements.

There is basically nothing to worry about when it comes to dealing with emotions.

[Upgrading to version 2.0, expected to be completed in 506 hours 01 minutes 05 seconds]

Is there something wrong with the timing of this game?

It seems faster.

Should I tell them that I am ready to dream again?
I feel it is meaningless.

As long as I get it, it's fine. I don't need material things anymore, all I need is the ability to protect them at any time and in their dreams.

After you get it, you can talk about it. I've had enough of the days of walking on thin ice. Can your Tao heart be stable? It should be fine, and there is no reason why it shouldn't be stable.

Ok.

"Mr. Su Ming!"

"Xia Ye sister?! Who are you with?! Joining forces with him to bully me?!"

Sorry.

Yao, you think Xiaoye is too kind. She is firmly on your side.

6 month 2 day.

in the afternoon.

"Xiao Xi, aren't you waiting for your sisters?"

"No, my stomach feels a little uncomfortable... I want to go back first. My sisters will be very busy next time anyway."

"Really? Then I'll arrange for someone to take you back. By the way, your mother said you didn't answer the phone yesterday?"

"Ah."

"why?"

"..."

Facing her father's frown, An Xiaoxi sighed, "I just came of age, and she told me to gain more experience so I can suffer less in the future. But I didn't want to date. She asked me to introduce a boy she had met before who had good character to me."

"That's a bit too early... I'll talk to her. But you can definitely consider it."

"Yaoyao is married now, and the only thing she's worried about is you. We're still here to help you keep an eye on things. Your mother also cares about you, understand?"

"Ok, I know."

An Xiaoxi is very annoyed.

Although I understand everything, I also know that once my sister's life is stable, the rest of the world will naturally focus on her.

But...it's boring, right?
Falling in love or something.

In this busy world, nothing beyond your imagination can be seen. It is impossible for someone to take me and my sister through the murder zone to the shelter while eating self-heating rice like before.

Now... I'm not at the age where I can easily ride on a man's neck and play with him.

She never showed up. Maybe she was having a sweet time after marriage.

I really want to send you my blessing again. Full of sincerity.

There is a feeling of guilt.

Once I remembered the guest room in my sister's house in Dongshi, I did something.

"I'm sorry... Sister."

It seems like I can't keep a normal mind. I'm not jealous at all.

If I could have done that, I wouldn’t have known that my brother-in-law really existed. If it was really him... I wouldn’t have dared to come back from Kyoto immediately.

but……

You will get used to it. Sooner or later, when your children are born and you are squeezed by happy and satisfied smiles... you will definitely get used to it.

At that time, I will give the children big red envelopes and gifts. The days of being a watcher are really hard. You have already survived the most difficult six years... I have also survived.

I am sorry.

I secretly went to the place where you tried on wedding dresses. I lied to the clerk and said that I wanted to experience what it was like to wear a wedding dress in advance. I took all the same ones as you.

Really sorry.

I can't let you see me being so extreme. So, I'm going to go back to Kyoto first, and then I'll leave for a while when the holidays come.

Please forgive me.

I also imagined some excessive things, thinking about what would happen if my brother-in-law mistook the wrong person for someone else, and did something bad alone in the bathroom.

I am sorry.

(End of this chapter)