Chapter 182 Her First Communication with Her
4 month 5 day.

Night.

I lied to Mr. Su Ming.

In fact, I have secretly read the messages in the group.

【What’s going on? 】

[Only a biological father can offer this price, right? ]

[I heard that Su Ming didn't give anyone face in the meeting room... and directly announced what he was going to do. ]

[Did you hear that? Didn't you realize that Director Li has already withdrawn his shares and resigned? ]

【…】

Not only that.

I have also looked at partner groups and purchasing groups.

They said that they had never seen again many of the contacts who had been difficult to get along with before, and that many of them were personally greeted by the bosses of the cooperative partners, who served them tea and water as soon as they entered the door, and kept giving them local specialties.

Someone received a trunk full of hairy crabs.

[I think maybe Mr. An was really angry and finally asked his family for help.]

[It should be. How could Su Ming be so capable? ]

[Boss Lin, who is the most difficult to get along with, suddenly said he was going to travel to Canada. Only Boss An’s background can make such a person disappear. ]

【…】

[Then again, Su Ming and Mr. An must have a special relationship. When Mr. An got into trouble, Su Ming became the temporary decision-maker.]

[Of course. How can ordinary people get this kind of treatment? ]

【…】

[He is quite a man. He helped Mr. An without hesitation in that situation.]

【…】

If it was more extreme, no one would discuss it in the group. But it didn't stop me from knowing that the incident that happened at the company gate and embarrassed me was no longer a big deal. On the contrary, because of some things that Mr. Su Ming did behind my back, they began to speculate whether I had done a lot of things that they couldn't guess during the days when I was "sick" and used thundering means.

But in fact, I just emptied my mind and disconnected from the world, not contacting anything from the outside world. Listen to Mr. Su Ming and try to be a full-time housewife.

Of course I know that Mr. Su Ming cannot be an ordinary person.

I didn't ask.

But I can imagine.

If I were not an object, and Mr. Su Ming treated me as his wife, then given his personality, he would definitely do something dangerous... No, for Mr. Su Ming, nothing can be considered dangerous, right?

At that time.

I was splashed with dirty water and smelled the stench, and my brain almost stopped thinking.

I have an inexplicable sense of superiority.

I think that because I went through what I went through six years ago, and I took up a gun to defend the life of a loved one, I am not normal.

But that's wrong, right?
I was faced with things that were beyond my expectations and embarrassing situations.

How do you say that?

It doesn’t matter if you deceive yourself, but no one can continue to deceive others in the face of results.

I definitely felt it. I was still not good enough.

If it were Mr. Su Ming, what would he do?
Also splashed.

He may not hesitate at all, take out a tissue to wipe his face, get in the car, and wait until he is clean, then find a suitable way to solve the problem instead of standing still.

At that time, no matter what you said or what expression you made, it was futile.

'I'm fine.'

Who would think I'm okay?

smile.

That inappropriate smile only makes me look more shaken.

Which is easier, hard work or happiness?
The latter.

Because I know Mr. Su Ming cares about me, and I am afraid that he will use practical actions to tell me that he is by my side.

I also like to hear sweet words occasionally.

He would also say it, although it was always at a strange time. But it didn't stop me from being happy.

And the price I had to pay was just to stay at home.

When clothes are dirty, I wash them.

If the carpet is dirty, I will brush it.

I'm not too interested in food for now, but I can order takeout.

'Don't stuff your socks into your shoes.'

'Put it in order.'

'...'

There are countless housework tasks to do if I want.

Renting a house is also a house.

It can also be used as a home for Mr. Su Ming and me.

So, I can clean the bird droppings on the windowsill. Even though no one cares about the exterior windows, I can clean them.

White porcelain is not resistant to dirt. If you don't clean it one day, there will be some dirt on it the next day. It is very troublesome to clean.

There are always all kinds of hair in the floor drain. Not just hair...

Put on rubber gloves and work around.

When I am tired, I can sit on the sofa and take a rest, watch TV, or tune into a yoga program and follow it.

I don’t know why Mr. Su Ming insists on exercising every day even though he is so tired.

If you say that you just want to flirt with me, or make me tremble with you, or something like that...

will not.

You don't even need to tell me about that. Just run into me and tell me you want that... I can't refuse.

Leave all the troubles to Mr. Su Ming.

I woke up in the middle of the night and found him secretly working on his computer. All I could do was sit beside him quietly or take out a blanket and put it on his shoulders.

'Are you still sad?'

Mr. Su Ming asked this question on the third day after the incident.

I don’t know whether I am still feeling uncomfortable or not.

'With one snap, the pain will be gone completely.'

Before I could answer, he answered it for me.

Mr. Su Ming is still willing to hug me.

And willing to kiss me.

Why do I still feel anxious even though I know in my head that Mr. Su Ming would never dislike me?
On a deeper level.

I wonder, can I really do this?
Can I become the ideal woman who is excellent in every aspect and whom Mr. Su Ming cannot let go of?
Can I make my family's business better?

Or can I give it to my sister?
I am not an only child, I have a younger sister. Should I just choose to be a simple wife?
Don't try to be brave.

I know... I have inexplicable depression and anxiety.

Hiding the medicine bottle at that time didn’t mean I was okay.

It doesn't mean that Mr. Su Ming will never find out.

"I told you to tie your tie like this..."

"Is that enough? Wearing this thing always makes me look like I'm pretending."

"Can't you just pretend for your wife?"

'If you say so, I surrender.'

I am no longer Mr. Su Ming's boss.

Just a wife.

I practiced in the living room how to teach mine and Mr. Su Ming's child to walk.

'Xiao Xiao Ming, please slow down.'

"Stairs... Come on, great, I got up in no time."

'...'

Maybe I'm of two minds.

To the left, it means wanting very much to become a woman with full self-worth.

To the right, I feel that even if you grow up in a privileged environment, you don’t necessarily have to become an outstanding woman.

The former is very strong when dealing with Xia Ye. I must do this and that... I think like this.

Now, I am gradually leaning towards the latter. Maybe I have lost my confidence.

"Hubby, after the little bitch comes the big bitch, then what comes after the big bitch?"

'Abstract question.'

"I want to know..."

Actually, what I want to say is that sooner or later, people will get tired of little sluts, and the same goes for big sluts. Will they be thrown away in the end?
'Why do you always think so far ahead?'

'Do I look like someone who is easily disillusioned with his old love and then discards it?'

I obviously didn't say it out loud, but after being together for so long, Mr. Su Ming would have guessed it easily, right?
"If you want, come back in."

'...'

However, after cooling down, I still can't help thinking about it.

Can I do this?

Staying in the supermarket-like home, I am still protected as I was then. But at that time, Mr. Su Ming was really going to do something very dangerous, but now he is just protecting me.

If I really want to continue like this, there are many things I need to consider.

How will the family view it?
What would my father think?
Will my sister accept a responsibility she doesn’t want to take? I remember she said she wanted to learn photography, drama… many, many dreams. But she didn’t want to become an entrepreneur.

Mr. Su Ming knows a lot about me.

But he certainly doesn't know that I'm actually a very despicable woman.

I have thought about it.

I wonder if Xia Ye is better than me, so I have the motivation to pursue my career and surpass her.

Now I think again, she is so outstanding but because she is too outstanding she cannot get Mr. Su Ming's company. After I stopped being stubborn, I can live happily every day.

I get sick, which isn't necessarily a bad thing.

I really think so despicable.

My brain no longer thinks about anything complicated. Maybe it was Mr. Su Ming who made me like this, or maybe... I am not an upright woman. I am not a woman born with much talent.

I have some cleverness, but it is far from enough to take on the main responsibility.

Mr. Su Ming once said that as long as I am still sick, he will always be by my side...even if this disease can never be cured.

Because he said that, I can continue to think in such despicable ways, right?

I can live easily.

I can stop being anxious.

That's all false.

Mr. Su Ming will never be by my side every minute of every day. One day...

4 month 5 day.

Night.

I know.

Mr. Su Ming also loves Xia Ye and will not give up.

I need to accept.

She had already accepted it, but I was still a little shy.

video call……

It's far worse than what she did, letting me see that scene with my own eyes.

I gave up most of my thoughts and just wanted to make Mr. Su Ming happy for the time being.

"When I talk to her on the phone, I either don't talk to her at all or we always use video calls."

"Hang up! I'm really getting mad! I'm going to bite someone!"

For me.

It's embarrassing to say it's okay to call at a time like this.

video?

Can I do it? Can I not waver?
"Yao."

"..."

I closed my eyes and dared not look. I waited for a long time but did not hear the expected joking tone from Xia Ye.

Instead, it was Mr. Su Ming who spoke.

He opened his eyes and stared at me with a puzzled expression.

"In the past, you shouldn't have closed your eyes at this time, you should have come to grab the phone."

"..."

I was speechless. My cheeks must have been very hot.
"Did I really hit you?"

"……Um."

"..."

"No, what day is today?"

"I suddenly felt that I should also..."

Want to give back.

"Do you have a habit of getting more comfortable when being seen by others?"

"?"

"It's shrinking again."

"I don't!"

"Whether to call or not is secondary. I can't stand it anymore."

"...Eh?" "Yao, you are even cuter now."

"Well!"

"..."

But I don’t want to think about what’s going to happen in 20 minutes.

I just wanted to hug Mr. Su Ming's back. Listening to that kind of noise, it didn't matter if my face turned red.

I need to let him know that although I am a possessive and jealous woman, I love him. For this reason, I can do things that are not in line with common sense.

"More..."

"I still want this..."

If I was pregnant.

Will it be natural for her to become an ordinary wife?

I just need to prepare meals and wait for my husband to come back. When I have nothing to do, I can buy groceries and go shopping. When I have children, I can help them with their homework...

Which one will be chosen to be the child of Mr. Su Ming and I? Or will there be more than one?
How can I get out?

I put my arms around Mr. Su Ming's waist again.

My thighs were also crossed. That was the only strength I had.

"husband."

"Ok?"

"When will you... tell me seriously about sister Xia Ye?"

"Has that been said?"

“It must have omitted a lot.”

"……That's true."

"It's okay. Just tell me the truth and tell me how you fell in love with Xia Ye."

"It doesn't matter that she had two abortions?"

"what?"

"It was a dark and windy night..."

"Liar again."

I looked at the light, and it didn't seem so blinding to me now.

I was confused for a long time.

"It's more comfortable with me..."

"Or sister Xia Ye?"

"..."

"Can't answer that?"

"I'm guilty."

"I asked in a normal way, without any emotion."

"..."

"If people in the company knew I was like this at home, they would be shocked, right?"

I hugged Mr. Su Ming tightly and smiled again, "But no one will know. This side of me... is all given to Mr. Su Ming. You must grasp it well, okay?"

then.

"My illness will never be cured."

"why?"

"I'm like a spoiled child now."

"Is there a problem?"

"Have."

"please say."

"Once a person is spoiled, there is no going back to the way he was before."

"..."

I hate that Mr. Su Ming won’t answer me at the critical moment.

But that doesn't matter.

Because he has responded to this kind of question many times with practical actions.

"Yao?"

"Stick to it...it proves that Mr. Su Ming and I have a good relationship."

"There is no such thing. This is just the result of alternating hot and cold."

"It can be solved if my husband gets horny again."

"Why can't it be you who's in heat?"

“I’ve already sent it.”

"Send it again."

"No."

"Then loosen your legs."

"No."

"Don't blame me if you cry later."

"... Then come on."

Please allow me to act a little coquettishly again.

Because I am essentially a woman who needs support to have confidence. You already know this very well.

So, I don’t have to hide it anymore.

4 month 6 day.

early morning.

Su Ming felt dazed and a little breathless.

When he got up, he saw that An Shiyao was originally sleeping with her head resting on his arm, but now he had his face buried in An Shiyao's baby canteen.

Really awesome.

Without the weapon, I still felt I had enough strength after three attempts. On the other hand, An Shiyao slept more soundly than if she had taken sleeping pills.

Su's training method is really terrifying.

Su Ming didn't care when An Shiyao wanted to go out.

But he cared a little about what she said, that she wanted to hear Xia Ye's story.

That's a good thing.

But what if we add a woman's story? A story from seven hundred years ago. Serious version.

Abortion is fake.

But it is true that I have a daughter.

Is it time to say it?
The company's affairs were solved without much effort. Su Ming got up quietly and went to the window to turn on his phone.

[Sister An has completely taken on the shape of a big brother]

[What? This is love]

【Saya has also become a big brother】

【……Is not funny.】

【Isn’t this a bad thing?】

【…】

[According to human research, the stronger the maternal stimulation, the higher the chance of conception. Xiaoye may also be able to get pregnant. 】

【…】

【I plan to tell her everything. Everything.】

[Sister An is Big Brother's wife. If Big Brother thinks it's a good thing, then that's fine. Big Brother wants to know what Xiao Ye thinks. Xiao Ye wants to see more of Sister An's shy side and learn from her.]

【Study...what do you want to learn? 】

[Big brother, Shi, a girl, has many secrets. Xiaoye is also a girl.]

This is just daily communication.

hang up the phone.

When will I be able to subdue Xia Ye with one move, and force her to stay at home and take care of her husband and children?
Can the Snow Country become everyone’s home?

I stretched out my hand and could still remember the feeling of holding that gun. In reality, I held that gun against someone's head. That was not something a mere office worker could do.

My own strength is really not weak.

As long as you want to do it, it can play an unimaginable role in reality. The strong light of the glow illuminates the entire room, and you can see An Shiyao's peaceful sleeping face.

I'll start with Xia Ye's true identity and her and Xia Ye's true experiences, and tell her in detail bit by bit. Maybe those things that ordinary people find hard to believe can help her dilute the negative psychology caused by the broken things a few days ago.

"Well……?"

"Uh what? Go to sleep."

Let her wake up. She opened her eyes dazedly.

“…No more of that.”

"Just touching it."

"...Liar."

"How did I lie to you?"

"Oh, you're drawing circles again. Do you always want to get your head out? I won't be able to sleep if I think about that again."

"..."

She hugged him tighter, leaving Su Ming no room to draw circles.

"Hubby... Yao is already very sleepy."

"Tomorrow, let's do that again, okay? I'll wear a bikini for my husband to see..."

"..."

hiss.

When she started to speak in a coquettish way, Su Ming felt uncomfortable all over. It wasn't a negative discomfort, but an unconscious reaction.

After all, her tone of acting coquettishly was not artificial, she was really acting coquettishly... it was natural and coquettish.

"Buzz."

The phone is vibrating.

"……Well?"

"Is it Sister Xia Ye?"

"..."

"Stupid, I already told you...it's okay."

Seeing her eyes, she reached out and touched around, almost pressing half of Su Ming's face. Just like that, she turned her face sideways and half pressed Su Ming to find his phone.

"Buzz."

Still vibrating.

"Your wife has agreed, yet you're still so shy... humph."

"Am I that petty? I said it doesn't matter, and it doesn't matter."

"crooked?"

"..."

Watching An Shiyao squinting her eyes because of the bright screen of her phone, she slid to answer the call.

Su Ming didn't move.

No, the body didn't move.

The situation is a little more complicated.

"I... I just talked to Mr. Su Ming..."

"No...Mr. Su Ming doesn't allow me to call him that anymore."

"It's just...anyway, I just did something with...my husband."

"..."

"how?"

"I can do that too... You're not the only one who can be so nasty. I can be nasty, too."

"it is good……"

"Now, you can talk to your husband. You don't have to hide anything from me. I can hear everything..."

"..."

Did she really not see it?
The caller ID is not 'Xiaoye'.

【Incoming call: Xueer’s wife】

【Region: Lunden】

"..."

An Shiyao returned the phone and hugged Su Ming tightly again.

"Hurry up and tell me..."

"I've said this much... Don't deliberately avoid me and talk to Sister Xia Ye on the phone. I can listen to everything... I'm a super, super good woman."

"..."

She is a good woman, there is no doubt about that.

The problem is that An Shiyao held the phone to her ear, and the screen was a little hot, so why did my ears feel a little hot for some reason?

Even though the environment was dim, Su Ming could see that An Shiyao was really calm. She still had a relaxed expression, and looked a little tired.

But there was no doubt that she was awake and listening.

"..."

From time to time, breathing sounds could be heard over the phone, and occasionally someone's teeth could be heard gritting.

(End of this chapter)