Chapter 146 I am just an ordinary girl now
2 month 22 day.

Plato said that he hoped I would give him a lap pillow.

literal meaning.

Thighs as pillows.

I didn't feel anything.

Holy City, is that what it is?
The Protestant branch that collects heretics for its own use Monday. The Holy Capital is in every kingdom.

I know.

Plato hoped that, now that he had met a true heretic, he would have to figure out how to face him in the future without being as embarrassed as he had been the last time he faced the werewolf. Perhaps, he also hoped that if he happened to be away, I could face it alone.

Teach me how to get along with civilians.

How to change bad habits.

Bargaining... a strange thing. With my wealth, I don't even need to think about that, right?

But if I plan to live a normal life, I have to learn.

anyway.

I'm really feeling uncomfortable right now.

Plato was so good to me.

In comparison…

What I mean by letting go of my self-esteem is just a simple matter of changing the way I speak.

I think……

Do something quietly.

"Ok?"

"Xue'er?"

"Well... don't move. And... don't look at me."

"..."

I would be ashamed too.

How could I serve others like this in the past? It was always others who served me.

What's more, the service is done in a vulgar way.

Not to fill your stomach.

Just suck him gently to make him feel more comfortable while he heals.

and also.

While fighting, she also brought back a new nun's uniform from the Holy City. It's impossible that Plato wanted to wear it herself, it must be for me.

so……

Change it in advance and show it to him. This is also a small thing.

He didn't accumulate much.

Just a little bit.

"Not for drinking..."

I spit it out.

Although I really want to eat it.

But I now want to rely on willpower, semi-explicitly, and this is really just to make him comfortable.

2 month 23 day.

Plato recovered quickly from his injury.

He said it was fine to just take a walk.

The nobles had better paint. I went to get it back and had Plato get a better hair dye.

I also take care of people.

For money, it is not difficult to rent a carriage.

"Sure enough, in a bigger city like this."

“Human trafficking has become normalized.”

"..."

The longer you get along.

The more I think about it, the more I realize that Plato's thoughts are very different from those of ordinary people.

all that I know.

Even my father tried to stop human trafficking because my mother didn't like that kind of thing.

She believed that women should also have certain rights, and that commoners other than nobles should not be sold as commodities.

"Do you want to buy it?"

"What do you want to buy it for?"

“Release them…”

"If you can buy this, can you buy everything?"

"..."

Can also be discovered.

Plato is not like me, who is only half-hearted and likes to show kindness immediately.

He sees further.

but!

In addition to feeling pity, I also felt that this was… when we went out for a walk together, we would do something that didn’t go our way. That way, when we think about it later, we won’t feel unhappy.

"Just buy it, what's next?"

"They were originally sold by their families or someone else. If they lose their identities, the kingdom will be in chaos. If you buy them but don't raise them, they may not end up well."

"..."

I also discovered something strange.

It was different from what the woman who came to Keyimu Town to ask questions said.

They say that as long as men have desires, they will feel uncomfortable if they don't release them.

But I slept with Plato, and there was no rejection at all. He also clearly had desires.

"Don't worry about it. It's just a normal physiological reaction."

Ask whether it feels uncomfortable or not.

Instead, I felt a little uncomfortable.

It's not that I like it so much, but I want to do dirty things.

I want to see that Plato is very energetic and in heat...that is also one of the proofs of his vitality.

If you're not even interested in this kind of thing.

Just prove that you are really tired, right?
"Then I...sleep. You can't do that to me while I'm sleeping."

"No." Curled up beside Plato.

I feel like we slept together a lot this month. No, we slept together all the time.

waited for so long.

Plato was silent, but I couldn't sleep.

"What on earth do you want to turn me into?"

"..."

"I can't figure out how I can..."

says.

Unable to restrain herself, she secretly kissed his neck.

No blood sucking.

I think that the me now is completely different from the me who lived alone for 49 years in many ways.

But I don’t hate the difference.

2 month 26 day.

Set off back home.

Bought a good horse.

There are also those who are blind enough to come and rob money, and the consequences are... their clothes are stripped off and hung on the main city. I don't know if they will die.

No matter what, they are smaller than each other.

Just hanging there like that, social death is more terrifying than physical death?
Don't quite understand.

2 month 28 day.

In fact, if Plato didn't want to.

I am not that keen on that kind of thing anymore after the practice was exposed.

Even if I'm hungry, I can hold back and just suck blood.

After all, Plato once told me mysteriously and seriously that one drop is worth ten drops of blood.

Then I will still be food, and Plato will not live long.

"You really just want to treat it as food and don't want to do anything at all?"

"..."

"Ah, although I said one drop is better than ten drops. But I'm very strong and I recover quickly. Just tell the truth."

"Will you feel comfortable, or won't you?"

"..."

What's the problem?

He held me down, looked at me straight, and forced me to answer.

"Seeing you... getting horny for me, then... I feel a little comfortable."

"How much is a little?"

I don't know.

But I understand it. Plato was indeed lustful.

He deliberately didn't do it with me before.

Did he get disappointed?

I don't care that much about those things.

"Xue'er, can you stand with your legs crossed while sticking your butt out like this?"

"?"

"hiss……"

"!"

I don't understand either.

But after really doing what Plato said.

It becomes more obvious, and I can feel the shape inside. My legs are shaking.

3 month 12 day.

Pick up the pace a little.

The horse was well fed. This time the horse was really good, and it could continue to run at full speed after running for so long.

"No...don't kiss my belly button."

"Why? It feels cute."

"..."

It's so itchy.

Also, with a short beard, I would unconsciously want to close my legs, but Plato didn't want me to close my legs.

3 month 15 day.

Was it totally unexpected?
The city that had been disrupted by Plato and had been in a battle of attack and defense for at least a month or two was destroyed. But the winner was not the troops of the Kingdom of Norton. They did not take down the flags on the city and replace them with those of the Kingdom of Norton.

Both were destroyed. Destroyed by a being unknown to me and Plato.

The death was horrible, not like the work of a human. If it was a human, there would be no need to waste time tearing out the defeated person's heart and lungs and tearing him to pieces.

"Oops……"

I know what Plato is worried about.

But before I saw it with my own eyes, I couldn't say the right words. I could only stand beside him silently and then quicken my pace back together.

3 month 19 day.

Night.

We rushed to Keyimu Town without stopping and finally arrived.

In fact, when you see those ragged corpses along the way, you can almost predict the ending.

During the time when Plato and I were out, the town of Keyim was attacked. It was attacked by something that we had not observed before and was definitely not a human.

"Roar--"

can see.

There were hundreds of black shadows running around. They looked like humans, but not a single piece of flesh was intact.

The once vibrant Keyimu Town was occupied by them.

I looked back at Plato. He gritted his teeth and drew his knife. But there was no glow... He also knew that it was meaningless to rush over. He would be in danger and could not save anyone who was already dead.

I am definitely not a philanthropic person.

Because, at this time... I was thinking about whether Elaine had died unfortunately. It was very sad.

Others, on the contrary, were feeling lucky. If Plato and I hadn't gone out, we might have died here. This was lucky. Thinking this way, I was no longer the royal descendant named Miu Xueer Eliza who was influenced by my parents' way of doing things. I was probably an ordinary girl who was more pragmatic and less compassionate.

(End of this chapter)