Chapter 228 Live for Yourself, Crushed Iron Ore

"Brother, there is one minute left."

Lu Mingze appeared in front of Lu Mingfei holding a strawberry cone.

Taking a deep breath, Lu Mingfei held Lu Mingze's shoulders with both hands: "One quarter of my life, I want to cancel my wish..."

"No, brother. This is the peak you need to climb to grow." Lu Mingze finished the ice cream cone and looked at Lu Mingfei with some regret.

"Countdown, um, fifty-four seconds."

Hearing this, Lu Mingfei paced back and forth, with anger, confusion, and fear in his eyes.

Above the deep sea, I kept flapping my hands and feet, feeling the freezing cold sea water touching my skin, and learned to struggle to avoid being drowned by the deep sea.

Lu Mingfei just wanted to give the system a middle finger and tell it to go away so that it could harm others, preferably someone like Zhao Menghua who is a social scourge.

There must be a price to pay for any growth.

"Brother, I believe you can overcome this."

Lu Mingze took the last bite of the ice cream cone.

time up.

Before Lu Mingfei realized what was happening, he found himself standing on the familiar Mirror Lake.

"Hehehe, you unlucky guy, are you ready for real training?"

“Hu…” Lu Mingfei clenched his fists and recalled his struggles over and over again. He seemed to be trying his best and yelled, “You…”

In 12 hours, Lu Mingfei's key cultivation level broke through from keyman to key king. If he were in Zuan District, perhaps only a thousand-year-old monster could compete with him.

"The deep sea embraces everything"

When the system voice ended, Lu Mingfei only felt the sea water pouring into his throat and nostrils. He wanted to shout, but was choked by the sea water instead.

He struggled with all his might, but there was only darkness before him, an all-encompassing darkness.

"I...coo...coo."

"One minute, two seconds, continue."

"I... uh... guh..."

"One minute and seventeen seconds, continue."

This time there was a change. Lu Mingfei realized in death that cursing was useless.

He stopped shouting and screaming, waving his arms with all his might, and swam towards the light he saw.

A miracle seemed to happen, and the light ahead became clearer and clearer.

Thirty-seven seconds later, the light disappeared.

Lu Mingfei died of drowning.

"In thirty-seven seconds, you have accepted it all and started to learn to change. This is good because you no longer want to rot and want to live."

"I thought that after you died fifty times, you would realize that you had to struggle to live."

"I wish your whole family would die!"

Lu Mingfei sent out a friendly blessing and was once again thrown into the deep sea by Bai Mo.

"continue"

Death happened again and again. Lu Mingfei used up all his strength and tried to swim from the deep sea to the light.

But there are no miracles in this world. He can only watch himself getting closer and closer to the hope of escaping the deep sea, and then being swallowed by the darkness and dragged into the abyss, enjoying the despair and pain in the endless deep sea.

Repeat, repeat over and over again, in Mirror Lake - the deep sea, Lu Mingfei leads a life between two points.

"For the 147th time, I collapsed."

Bai Mo looked at the collapsed Lu Mingfei. The repetition of death was terrifying, and it was even more terrifying being immersed in the sea water in the deep sea.

In the depressing deep sea, Lu Mingfei could only feel the flow of the sea water and hear his own breathing.

For ordinary people, this is a punishment. Before he was on the verge of death, Lu Mingfei could only think frantically and recall his life.

Tears flowed, his face was grim, he wasted his energy dancing, and he was madly giving up on himself...

After the collapse, Lu Mingfei forgot what he had learned about swimming and sank into the darkness at an even faster speed. He even gave up thinking and rushed towards death.

"The spirit has collapsed. The next step is self-improvement." Bai Mo ignored Lu Mingfei's struggle and continued to repeat the actions.

The will of a person is like a piece of iron ore, which needs to be crushed, sintered, melted, melted repeatedly, removed from impurities, and finally shaped. Lu Mingfei's piece of iron ore is extremely hard and cannot be crushed casually.

Even if he was given the power and cheats of an S-class hybrid, Lu Mingfei was still a loser, a piece of mud who spoke bad words.

"The deep sea can bring you salvation"

The white foam repeated itself like this, and drowning in the deep sea shattered the stupidity in his mind.

How many times?

Lu Mingfei didn't know the answer.

Repeating the experience of dying again and again, he rigidly remembered one thought, an idea that kept repeating in his mind - kill the system.

Kill it, kill it. Kill it!

I shouldn’t kill anyone, I should have been tolerant, I should have backed off… The world in front of Lu Mingfei’s eyes gradually became blurred, and he saw another self.

"Myself" was wearing the school uniform of Shilan High School, huddled in the corner, hunched over, and was in a completely different world from my classmates.

"I" listen to classmates talking about famous brands, chatting about where they are traveling recently, and where they should go for a gathering abroad.

It's like a pheasant mixed in with a group of swans. Everyone else is active and lively, full of youth, but you alone seem "mature" and very out of place.

"Hello, classmate." Chen Wenwen walked up to "herself" and asked, "Do you want to join the literature club?"

Is this my meeting with Chen Wenwen?

Lu Mingfei seemed to understand why he liked her.

A person who has been oppressed by his family since childhood, just like Harry in Harry Potter, who has been subjected to the cold violence from his aunt, the indifference from his uncle, the ridicule from his cousin...

Children speak without restraint, which is a nice phrase. For Lu Mingze, it might just be a casual remark he made with Lu Mingfei when they were little.

——Where are your parents?

——You live in our house and eat and drink for free.

——You are so useless.

Lu Mingze didn’t say too many bullying words. After all, they had lived together for more than ten years and they had feelings for each other.

But for the unlucky child, factors such as left-behind children, domestic violence, environmental oppression, etc. have formed a solid shell, like shackles on his body, suppressing his original intention.

Children's psychology is fragile and should be protected.

hahahahahahahahahaha……

Lu Mingfei wanted to laugh. He suddenly felt that he could laugh out loud and understood everything.

What else makes sense?
It's all meaningless.

In the dark deep sea, Lu Mingfei, who was sinking continuously, raised his head and looked at the light outside the deep sea at the dividing line between light and darkness.

Nothing is meaningful. The so-called "like" after stripping away the personal psychological subjective thoughts, only a pure ordinary person is left.

Chen Wenwen is just an ordinary person, just like those high school girls you meet.

The so-called feeling of love is nothing but the brain damage caused by lack of love.

Do I really like Chen Wenwen?
No, what I like is the light that she reaches out and grabs when she is powerless.

I hypnotized myself and comforted myself, telling myself again and again in my heart that she was an angel.

But in fact, she was just an ordinary girl, an ordinary literary girl who liked Zhao Menghua, ordinary and common. She was not as beautiful as the mixed-bloods, nor did she have the aristocratic temperament of those people.

"246th time, continue"

Being thrown into the deep sea once again, Lu Mingfei calmly felt the water flowing across his skin.

In the quiet deep sea, he concentrated on thinking about himself and what he should do.

If it were the real world, Lu Mingfei would have already spoken nonsense without thinking, trying to please others like a clown by being funny, self-deprecating, and sarcastic, and attracting the attention of others on the stage.

But in the deep sea, Lu Mingfei didn't need to think about these meaningless things.

I want to live...

Thinking so, he began to struggle.

There is no need to consider others, no need to think about others, or whether your actions will lead to any consequences.

Lu Mingfei acted simply for himself.

(End of this chapter)