Chapter 62 About the recent plot
These chapters have been focusing on the past plot, which may be a bit boring, but I really want to write about the change in the protagonist's thinking.

At first, I wanted to write a protagonist with a high IQ. After all, which author doesn't want the characters he or she writes to always be able to make plans?

I referred to the novel written by Xia and wanted to get closer to it.

But he couldn't write it at all.

My head almost exploded when I thought about the protagonist having to rely solely on his IQ to navigate between the red and black sides and to manipulate everyone.

I know very well that if I force myself to write like this with my current writing skills, the characters in the original novel will read as if they have been reduced to the level of zombies.

Moreover, I don’t know how to describe his IQ to make everything seem reasonable when facing the threat of force from the Red and Black sides.

In the end, they got annoyed and just added plug-ins (in the beginning, Conan World was not prepared to allow plug-ins).

But with cheats, how can he demonstrate his high IQ?
So in the end I decided to write a few small points about the IQ, just write something that is not low, and focus on the protagonist's twisted paranoia and madness.

This is also a way out.

But this brings up another problem.

You are a person who traveled through time with the memories of your past life. After getting the cheat, your temperament changed drastically and you started to do whatever you wanted. This is not just a pure clown.

I can not be reconciled.

This is the first book I have written, and I don’t want my first protagonist to be a shallow person or someone without charm.

So I wanted to design him to be fuller.

He traveled through time with his memories, so it is impossible for the moral values ​​formed by his past life experiences to completely collapse once he traveled through time.

There will always be some impact left. So I wrote that he still had some kindness in his heart, and that he would refuse to kill and only deal with the scene (influenced by the moral values ​​of his previous life).

When he killed the first person without feeling anything, he realized that he was born an evil person, but because of the moral values ​​​​of his previous life, he could not face his own heart.

I wanted to write about the process of him losing his kindness and breaking free from his constraints, so these recent chapters were created.

This is how I initially designed it.

Su Beixun saw his past weak self in Bai Chuanren. He brought his past into Bai Chuanren bit by bit, and finally killed Bai Chuanren with his own hands to be freed from the past.

But writing like this requires writing about many things in the past, not only about Bai Chuanren, but also about Su Beixun, and then making their past resonate, making people feel that Bai Chuanren is the Su Beixun of the past.

If I write like this, I will have to write at least 20 chapters.

It's unnecessary and way off topic.

And I don't have confidence that this kind of plot will pass the review.

So I changed the way I wrote it (it should be finished tomorrow, so I won’t spoil it for now, but it’s actually pretty easy to guess.)
As for the plot of school violence, is it vulgar? It is really vulgar.

But the protagonist’s ideological awakening happened in elementary school. What else can I write about if not school violence?
But even though it's cliché, I still tried to make it a little more interesting by using a diary and the past to interweave with the four people's comments.

And since the plot is cliché, I let the "poor little, punching bag" character design stand out a bit, and I changed Bai Chuanren's appearance again and again (although I don't know if you think it's okay, but I really tried my best.)
In short, this part of the plot was indeed due to my willfulness, because it is related to the following plot, but not much.

I think I'll be done with it tomorrow, so please forgive me.

Even though I may not be able to portray a well-rounded protagonist after finishing the story, I don’t want to not even try.

Anyway, thank you very much for reading.
(End of this chapter)