Chapter 230 Xiao Liu's Outburst (Subscribe at the end of the month!!!)
"Why are you here?" Li Yang stood at the door, his eyes stunned and even a little surprised.
Liu Zhimin seems to have changed her appearance
No.
Perhaps this is how Liu Zhimin looked when he first met her.
At the door, Liu Zhimin said nothing, but stared at Li Yang's face with her beautiful eyes, as if she wanted to see through something.
Li Yang was stunned for a moment, then, as if he had thought of something, he made way and said, "If you have anything to say, let's go into the room and talk."
Liu Zhimin walked in. She looked at this familiar yet unfamiliar room, her sharp eyes slowly becoming complicated.
She has been here several times, and each time left a deep impression.
Will it happen this time too?
she does not know
She doesn't know.
She had been deceiving herself all along.
But Dongtian's words made the matter clear.
She couldn't continue to deceive.
Now I just feel a headache.
The body is also a little depressed.
She has suppressed herself too much and changed too much recently. Everyone thinks she has become a different person, and she herself knows this better.
Because she sealed the truest self with her own hands.
And now, the seal seems to have been lifted.
"Beer or drink?"
Li Yang followed and asked, but the next moment.
"Crack!"
A loud slap!
Time seemed to be frozen by an inexplicable force, and Li Yang stood there without moving.
for a long time.
He looked at Liu Zhimin
Hand raised
Li Yang did not dodge and watched the slap fall.
"Snap!" Another slap came, the sound was crisp.
"Why not hide?"
Liu Zhimin stared at Li Yang with her beautiful eyes, as if she was the one being slapped.
"I owe you this."
Li Yang sat down calmly on the sofa, as if nothing had happened, and even smiled, saying, "It's time to pay it back!"
"You don't owe me anything."
Liu Zhimin shook his head and denied it, "I never hated you for that matter."
"I mean what happened this time."
Li Yang was slightly startled, then hesitantly said: "You come here at this time, I guess you should know everything, right?"
"I do not know."
Liu Zhimin subconsciously denied it, and then his voice became smaller and smaller, whispering: "Those are all fake."
"It's all true."
Li Yang emphasized, and then repeated: "It's all true."
"That's not what you wanted to do, right?"
Liu Zhimin subconsciously took the initiative to defend Li Yang and said, "You were forced to do this by the company's top management."
Li Yang was stunned for a moment, then he sighed and said, "I took advantage of you."
As he said this, looking at Liu Zhimin who was standing there in a daze as if he had been hit by a bolt of lightning, a hint of pity and self-mockery emerged in the depths of his dark eyes.
Li Yang is actually a very cold person inside.
Because his ability to empathize is so strong, he has gradually developed the current state of mindset that does not allow him to actively empathize.
But looking at Liu Zhimin now, it’s like seeing myself back then.
They are all fools who will give everything for love.
Is Liu Zhimin stupid?
Not stupid, but very smart.
There are no fools among the artists who can make a successful debut.
But the smarter a person is, the more blind he will be when he encounters love.
They always think they can solve all problems.
But actually.
Emotions are a two-way thing.
Unilateral efforts will never solve this word problem.
This is what Liu Zhimin is like.
Li Yang was like this in the past.
The difference is
Li Yang gave everything back then, but in the end all he got in return was a body that looked like a walking corpse and a heart full of holes.
He had already endured the tragic ending and paid enough tuition.
So he learned to think rationally about everything.
However, Liu Zhimin is still trying to overcome all obstacles on the road full of hope, as if he is determined to break down the wall.
But she didn't know that what she was facing was not just a wall. Behind the wall was an abyss, a bottomless abyss.
Li Yang actually understands Liu Zhimin's situation very well.
But he also knew very well that he couldn't give her what she wanted.
He was doing the same thing with everyone including Jo Mi-yeon, Kang Hye-won.
He would rather enjoy a night of sexual pleasure than face these true feelings.
惨痛
cruel!
heavy
Love left him with too many bad things.
in other words
Just like what he said to Song Yuqi in the kitchen.
Feelings were no longer something he could enjoy.
As these thoughts flashed through his mind, Li Yang shook his head and laughed at himself.
how many years?
He actually tried to use reason to analyze feelings.
Can love be understood by reason?
Thinking about it, I looked up.
On the opposite side, Liu Zhimin's lips seemed to be trembling, and she was stubbornly suppressing her emotions of collapse.
Li Yang looked at her quietly, without comfort, without deception, without any action, just staring at her quietly.
At this time, any words of comfort might bring her a glimmer of hope.
But hope with no end in sight is often more cruel than lies.
Long pain is worse than short pain
Although Li Yang is a scumbag, he at least has some conscience.
for a long time.
A drop of crystal tear finally flowed down that delicate face.
"Cry if you want to."
Li Yang sighed and said, "Negative emotions need to be vented. If you suppress them for too long, it will be bad for your health."
As he spoke, he looked up and said, "If it doesn't work, slap me a few more times. I can understand whatever you do in your current state."
The words fell.
Liu Zhimin walked over, got closer, and raised her slender hand high.
Li Yang closed his eyes, waiting for the slap to come.
However, he did not wait, but instead embraced a delicate body in his arms, and the next moment, a whispered voice sounded in his ears.
“Why didn’t you tell me in advance?”
Li Yang opened his eyes in surprise and looked down at the woman in his arms. At this moment, he, a man who was most proficient in speaking sweet words to women, seemed to have lost the ability to speak when faced with these words, and his mind went blank.
Then, without waiting for Li Yang's reaction.
"I will definitely cooperate with you!"
In an instant, the faint whisper seemed like the sharpest arrow in the world, piercing through Li Yang's chest.
The heart shell sealed with cement seems to be peeling off bit by bit.
"It has nothing to do with whether or not you tell me in advance."
Li Yang held Liu Zhimin's shoulders, looking at her unwillingness to give up, and sighed, saying, "It's impossible between us."
"Why isn't it possible?"
Liu Zhimin's pupils trembled, and then he said quietly and calmly: "Give me a reason."
"I am very fickle and it is impossible for me to have only one woman. Is this reason enough?" Li Yang turned his head away and answered softly.
It was the first time he avoided a girl's gaze.
He couldn't face such a sincere look. "Not enough."
Liu Zhimin gave the answer, "You have to get married eventually."
She looked surprisingly calm.
"I don't plan to get married." Li Yang said seriously.
"What about having children?"
Liu Zhimin continued to ask: "Are you planning to end the incense of your family like this?"
"."
Li Yang paused and was unable to answer.
When facing other girls on a daily basis, he has a hundred ways of answering.
But now, facing the sincere Liu Zhimin, he couldn't lie.
"You have to find someone to carry on the family line, right?"
Liu Zhimin seemed to see through Li Yang's thoughts and asked, "If that's the case, why can't that person be me?"
"Are you willing to be just a tool for giving birth to children?"
Li Yang asked back, then sighed, raised his head and looked at Liu Zhimin, and said seriously: "Don't be blinded by feelings, you are yourself, you are not a vassal of a man."
Then, he persuaded her, "Go back, go back and have a good sleep. When you wake up, forget about me. Then you will find that the earth is still turning, the new day is even better, and the future life is full of hope."
"Same morning, but without you, right?"
Liu Zhimin actually smiled. On her delicate face, her lips raised a beautiful arc. She stared into Li Yang's eyes and said with a smile, "You know, death is not the end of love, but forgetting is! Do you think you are very rational and afraid that I will be hurt emotionally? Do you think you are very smart and are you proud that you are doing a good deed?"
"I don't"
“Do you want to know?”
"I" Li Yang opened his mouth, but this time he did not deny it.
After a long while, he smiled bitterly: "Being too smart is not a good thing, it will make your life miserable?"
she knows.
What does she know?
"Then take care of the pain."
Liu Zhimin answered simply, with a sarcastic look on her delicate face: "Hypocrisy!"
"I'm really doing this for your own good." Li Yang replied with a wry smile.
"Hypocrisy and cowardice"
Liu Zhimin stared at Li Yang's eyes, her eyes sharp, and said word by word: "What are you running away from?"
She could feel that every time Li Yang and she got closer, something would happen to sever the relationship.
once, twice
She had kept it in her heart and never said it out loud, but that didn't mean she didn't know.
“I’m not running away from anything.”
Li Yang seemed a little annoyed and asked, "If I really slept with you insincerely, played with you for a few years and then dumped you, would you be happy?"
After the words fell, the sarcasm in Liu Zhimin's eyes became more intense, and he said: "Do you dare?"
"What am I afraid of?"
Li Yang sneered: "Do you know who is in front of you? The number one scumbag in Seoul. I have played with more women than you know."
"No, you wouldn't."
Liu Zhimin taunted, "If I can't keep your heart within a few years, that's my problem, but you don't even dare to give me a chance, that's your problem, so don't insult me with the word scumbag, you don't deserve it."
"What am I afraid of?"
Li Yang raised his voice, and then, seemingly suppressing his inner restlessness, he said, "I don't want to see you become someone else's vassal. You are you, isn't it good to live for yourself?"
"I am who I am. I have never changed. I can guarantee that I am the real me now, but what about you?"
Liu Zhimin laughed mockingly, "Do you dare to put your true self in front of me?"
"I"
Li Yang was suddenly speechless and couldn't say anything.
But then, he seemed to notice something unusual and looked over in surprise, "What are you doing?"
"Didn't you just say that you wanted to see me being my true self? Now I am doing what I want to do."
Liu Zhimin pulled down her hairband, letting her jet-black hair fall over her shoulders, and then she unzipped her boots.
"Boom-"
"Boom-"
The black boots fell to the ground, revealing the jade feet wrapped in black fishnet stockings.
Pieces of clothes are still scattered on the sofa
Li Yang looked at all this in astonishment.
"am I pretty?"
Liu Zhimin showed a charming smile.
Li Yang watched all this and couldn't help but feel dry in the mouth. The fire that Jiang Huiyuan had aroused rose again, even hotter than before.
Is Liu Zhimin beautiful?
It seems that any normal man can answer this question accurately.
Shocked for a moment.
Liu Zhimin put her hands on the fishnet stockings on her waist
"That's not necessary." Li Yang said.
"Hypocritical guy."
Liu Zhimin sneered and walked over to sit down.
Li Yang held her slender waist, and the touch was like silk. Years of dancing made her skin tighter than that of ordinary people.
“I can’t give you what you want.”
Li Yang gave the final answer with his remaining sanity.
"Why didn't you talk so much nonsense last time?"
Liu Zhimin's disdainful smile swallowed up the last of his sanity.
Li Yang is a knowledgeable teacher, proficient in many postures.
Liu Zhimin practiced the movements very quickly, and it took him less than half an hour to go from unfamiliar to proficient.
She has great stamina and resilience.
Li Yang originally planned to give her a lesson, but he never expected that he would have no strength left in the second half of the night and could only let others do whatever they wanted.
The hair is slightly raised and the sweat is dripping.
This is destined to be a night of profound insights.
The next day, a streak of dawn broke through the night sky in the east, and the bright sunshine illuminated the whole world.
In the bedroom room.
Li Yang woke up and looked at the messy room, then he remembered what happened last night.
He touched his shoulder and felt a sharp pain, where there was a row of teeth marks.
"How cruel!"
Li Yang couldn't help but twitch the corners of his mouth slightly, and he didn't know why Liu Zhimin was so physically strong.
As I was thinking about it, I realized something.
"What about people?"
He looked at the empty room, feeling somewhat puzzled.
I shouted twice, but no one responded.
"strangeness."
Li Yang muttered to himself, and suddenly caught sight of a neatly stacked stack of Korean won lying on the bedside table.
then
He was lost in thought.
On the other side, Liu Zhimin returned to the company and walked into the locker room, where he bumped into Ning Yizhuo who was changing clothes.
"Ouni, didn't you say you were going home to sleep? Why are you back so early?" Ning Yizhuo greeted with a smile.
"Yes, practice is still very important." Liu Zhimin answered somewhat guiltily.
"As expected of you, Unnie."
Ning Yizhuo praised her, but then his eyes slowly moved and stopped on Liu Zhimin's slender and straight legs. He looked suspicious, but he didn't wait to speak.
"I'll go change my clothes first." Liu Zhimin ran into the small dressing room with clothes in her arms guiltily, closed the door, and then heaved a sigh of relief.
But then, listening to the person mumbling outside the door, my heart almost jumped out of my chest with nervousness.
"Strange, I clearly remember that Unnie left wearing stockings?"
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